i just thought of the word thirsty today but it always seemed like that is what it is 

i kind of try to avoid that kind of thing to say. kind of puts you in a box. 

but actually i will say that when i saw the e apple goddess girl roll around i was like  i didnt care if elon dated her either      that would have also been someone else stealing elon musk from grimes 

obviously shivon thought she was the rightful owner to an elon musk relationship at that time.  even more rightful than grimes.  and that is crazy to me.

i dont really believe in different dimensions. but there were very fast changes back then. it seems like i moved to a different dimension.    i lived on delores in a nearly uninhabitable house with no utilities   and it seemed like grimes and elon were nice  then all of a sudden it seemed like elon became very mean and then kamala got elected   and the party was over 

i see how thirsty people were when it came to elon musk   i feel bad for grimes the most   

but i was still back then trying to accept the grimes situation, now he has what seems like a staunchly jealous and capable of locking elon down territorial partner with many children so it is a different time

i am not sure why grimes was not able to detect what shivon was doing.  if it had been me, i would have known.  

kelly faszholz said she thinks eve looks like beyonce. she said that when i knew her 20 years ago.  i know she was colluding with you all  to join the ufc   but she was very brain dead kind of the last time i saw her 20 years ago   she had been hit in the head a lot by the time i saw her again   when she said she thought eve looked like beyonce that was before she joined mma and fighting    

i met kelly faszholz and all those people over 20 years ago. and when i knew them i was loosly associated with them for about 6 months.  and when i knew them there really wasnt much interaction.   it really was like they were all acquaintances, including kelly faszholz.  based on what happened, i really do think they did a lot of damage and i do wish i had never crossed their paths.  i was a completely different and independent person before i met them.