i hate to tell you this but back in the 90s i would have known never to go to a diddy party when they made jokes about what happens to a white man that goes to the parties.  but i have a feeling a lot of white famous people went to those parties and did not realize p diddy was kind of like malcom x who thought very badly of white people. and they did not know that p diddy was going to rape them.  i have a feeling the white people had no idea that p diddy wanted to punish white people at his parties. 

if the entertainment industry is actually all that matters in the u.s. , then in my opinion it was over when they started making fun of the 90s as the white teen 90s.  that means they brutalized very popular famous people  because they were white

but talking about the internet, the victoria secret show, i think the first show was in 1998.   hiedi klum  i think was there for the first show and they stayed until it ended. i saw some of their interviews and they were focused on using the internet to promote the show even back in 1998.     you are a cankerous sore. that is all i am saying. 

the main problem behind sadistic world domination and rape is immaturity 

like betty who appeared on stairway to stardom as a 14 year  was surpassed at age 18 by a 14 year old who took advantage of the internet. 

doesnt sound like a big deal. but it skipped entire generations of people. 

i am not sure what it is, but at night it seems like someone is there. when no one is there. i am not able to sleep. i tried to fall asleep but it seems like there are red flashing lights that i can see with my eyes closed. it may be in my head but i think i could see someone sitting in a chair like dr evil and they were moving the chair around because htey know that i am in a defeated place if they are able to torment me in my sleep. i wont go in to detail of everything it seems like happens .  i am telling you to tell you the immaturity of anyone who tortures and rapes it is sitting in a swivel chair  and can torture you when you are asleep . i think i may be the only victim at the moment.  but recently i realized, for a lot of the children who get trafficked, they get taken underground in to caves, so no one can hear them. it makes sense. i was always like how can they get away with raping children so much. it is because they take them in to caves.   i am here to tell you that they do not care about you. very concerning stuff.  i am finally to the point where i think the main problem behind rape is immaturity. 

i am telling you these stories about the garage band because i thought about it today. but if you imagine rock n roll as it was up until the 90s. it was like mature adults.  but i went to school at some point with a guy named larkin. and he looked like a larkin. to me a lot of the rock n roll folks after the 90s are like larkin. there was a musical genre that i did not know about until my thirties. but the genre seems to have been very influential around the time the internet went mainstream in to the 2010s.  it is the emo genre.  i did not know about the emo genre.  i was probably listening to whatever was on the radio instead of emo. but like the emo people, they were 14 and 15 forming bands, and i was in highschool when they were doing that.  then they decided to not go to highschool or whatever and instead became famous and rich.  and like highshoolers didnt even know about them until they became famous.  but the emo genre seems to be made up of a lot of larkin types. 

like i was saying before though, like the highschoolers shouldnt worrry about the 14 and 15 year olds who start a band and drop out of high school, i was saying that most people should not be on pop star time.   the entertainment industry is a short term career.  people start that career when they are 14 and 15 sometimes and then retire a lot of times by like age 24.   there is nothing wrong with wanting to go in to entertainment but i remember when if you wanted to do that it was more private. and then there was everyone else who did not plan for a career in entertainment. 

like what is happening right now in the culture, reminds me of that guy on a train that told me there is no place for me in the world.  who talks like that?  it sounds very strange.  i think something strange is going on.