mexican food has a lot of complex flavors. when i watch the authentic people make authentic mexican food in the videos online, sometimes i swear i see glitches in the video , like they do some kind of magic to their food, and that is why you cant cook like they do.  the instructions to make the food are simple, but if you try to follow what they do, you cannot make the food the same way they do. 

why is it , that if i say i may have mexican ancestry  and  i mention selena    , that her mother thought it was a good idea to say she didnt want to do the work of carrying her daughters legacy and that fans should do the work.   can someone please help.  i do not understand that. 

so to me, if selenas mother is exasperated by the u.s.'s interest in selenas legacy, it may be unsustainable.  

uh also the reality is, that a lot of jobs were not available to u.s. citizens because they were taken by mexican migrants. so u.s. citizens got the reputation for being lazy.  when the reality was the jobs were not available to them.

that is terrifying to see some mexican lady diss everyone that liked her daughters music.  my mom was a white lady.   sorry   that is a wierd dynamic to me.   its some kind of magic or something  

i wouldnt be able to be a fan , it will have to be you other selena fans that will need to take the job of celebrating selenas legacy.  i wasnt that big a fan in the first place. i just am involved in some kind of culture issue.  i dont know spanish.

this to me is an example that some things that stick around are unsustainable. when i opened this article , there was a video of an interview from selena's family. it looked like it was her mom talking about the articles from selena being placed in the grammy museum.  her mother said " it cannot be my family that carries the legacy, it has to be the fans. " she said something about the fans doing the work to carry the legacy.  selena died a long time ago.  looks like her family doesnt really want to spend energy worrying about selenas legacy.   i mean selena was murdered .   its really wierd to see that the only thing her mother had to say is that she didnt want to do the work of maintaining selenas legacy. https://www.msn.com/en-us/music/news/selena-from-texas-to-the-world-late-superstar-s-personal-items-now-on-display-at-grammy-museum/ar-AA1UmTSl?ocid=msedgntp&pc=U531&cvid=696ac67e0a9f4a9da01f17604881a018&ei=35

dude i apologize but this is may be part of the mindset problem between mexico and the u.s.  i know these things sound like a stereotype. but when americans think of mexicans that work in the u.s. they think of them as hard workers.   but the reality seems to be that they are telling you to do the work. 

one thing i will say about african americans is that i see them as a native american tribe.   i am not saying that i am right , but i kind of see them as a tribe.   they are not africans.  its like, if you are dealing with an african american, you are dealing with a latina or latino. because they are mixed. 

regardless of how you see me, i dont want to be part of the noose or rape class.   i think i told you recently that i know someone who was supposedly found hanged to death. they were an acquaintance of mine.  there have also been several people i knew either acquaintance or friend that mysteriously died. so it didnt click for me back then, but maybe some nazis have been following me around hanging or killing people i met to send me a message.  i didnt get the message though you know, but those people dying did tear down and change my life for the worse.