that is if you believe in that stuff 

i am not saying i know what i am talking about. 

can you imagine having a gene that tells people to keep their hands off of you? what kind of gene is that?

i actually auditioned at more than one place. but i wound up choosing to go with one of the choices.  i was trying to be a good person by going with a place that was more diverse. but it nearly got me killed. i thought i could go to place that had a white black interracial couple  staff  but  they made it clear that it was their turf and they kicked me out no joke.  i probably could have gone back over to the other place i auditioned but i dont know everything happened very fast . and here it is today i am still being trolled in the media by black entertainment.  they obviously didnt care because they saw me become homeless and just let me sit on the street homeless for ten years. no one intervened. so its not like they were coming for me. they just kicked me out. 

i hope they dont use trolling me  as a trojan horse to take over mexican media    i think they are using me as an excuse to take over

i feel scared to say that but i have wondered 

i am not worried about if i hurt elons feelings

but i am on line  not for a romance scam   that is the end of it to me

i already have health problems. i think he knows.  he knows there is no future there.

i set out to do something on t.v. when i was 29 going to turn 30.  they treated me like i was geriatric back then.