whatever started happening there, i think it contributed to why i became extremely homeless and mentally ill 

it didnt take very long after all of that happened for me to basically freaking become completely homeless and i do not understand how i went from holding a job and having a car to being in such bad shape.  i remember one of the times i was homeless in dallas, texas. and i remember i fell asleep on a concrete seating area and woke up to a box of food it was from someone who had left their leftovers there for me. 

literally what happened is. when i became homeless, i reached out to those people. my aunt, etc. to let them know it was about to get bad for me and they ghosted me. then now am i finding out that instead of them reaching out to me when i was homeless, they built modeling careers through my connections on facebook and followed me around like paparazzi? 

i am concerned they even mocked me with the whole  missing person thing 

after they reported me missing, i didnt even talk to any of them. i just got a call from a police officer telling me that someone reported me missing.

now i wonder if it was even a real police officer.  i could not tell you which police department they called me from. i dont remember.

now i am even starting to wonder if my car was repossessed legitimately and all of those things. i do think i was behind on payments. but the lady i was talking to at that time had the choice to give me an alternate payment option but she didnt and told me she was just going to repossess the car.  maybe they weren't even real repossession people. 

when my car was repossessed, i really became homeless. 

if you want to know, when they repossessed my car, that was around the time i had gotten a job at amazon as one of their seasonal workers. for some reason everything started falling apart. but i had the job at amazon, then i lost the car, and actually started walking to work. it was a very long walk. and by the time i got to amazon i think i was pretty tired. which might be why they didnt think i was doing a good job. and i got fired or let go basically.  then after that i reached out to my family about the car and my aunt rebecca told me she could give me some money to get a new car. i was still in touch with my grandmother at the time, and i went to get a car with my grandmother with the money my aunt gave me. it was a couple thousand dollars 1 to 3 thousand. i dont remember. i got the car, then hit a curb in it one day and it bent the tire to the point the car could not be driven. then after that i reached out to shannon childs to see if she had the money to tow the car, she said no, and that she "didnt know what to tell me" or something and that was a clear message that she wasnt going to help me. then i just left the car on the street and i think my aunt went to go get it from the tow yard i do not remember what happened to the car. i dont remember what happened much after that.  

but i do remember having to walk to the amazon place. then losing my job. it was a very long walk and i knew it was too far but i tried to do it anyway. 

the car things, and the thing with amazon, it all happened after i had made a fool of myself on t.v. i think. i was connected to the t.v. thing place, but i dont remember if it was before or after i made a fool of myself. but it was that time. 

i actually never thought anything about her as being anything other than a girl. she was very much a girl. i dont remember her ever breaking in to my room or anything. but uh, there was definitely something wierd that started happening there.

i was living with some girl as a roommate around the time all of that happened. when i lost my car. when i lost my car and lost the job or whatever, i had to move out of her apartment. but i remember finding out she was in to the same stuff i was doing with the t.v. thing and then it seemed like it could be competitive between us.  that was a long time ago.   i always wondered if she stabbed me in the back after i left the apartment and if she got involved in all of those t.v. things and was like stabbing me in the back. 

dude, i will say, that when i was living at that girls apartment, wierd stuff did start to happen. i distinctly remember weird stuff started to happen when i was staying in the room i rented at that girls place.

looking back on it, wierd stuff started to happen when i lived with her.

then i lost my car, lost my job , became homeless. 

wtf

that girl did have an unusual face. and i cant definitely tell you if we were in to the same things or not. she just said she was. but i can tell you that i lived at her apartment. 

i dont remember how i connected with her.

i cant really believe it myself. but if you want to know why this is significant it is becuase my aunt katie ramona kaitlyn at one time was married to a man whose daughter was a dallas cowboys cheerleader. this right here is pretty scary because they may be referencing her. what is interesting is i dont even remember the girl and i actually dont think i ever met her in person. i think i just saw a picture when i visited my aunt. i cant remember the guys name that she was married to. last name strunc i believe. but i was told, that she came home to find harry strunc in bed with another man. and that is why they got divorced.   you should know that my guess is facebook enabled the two girls here to connect with my aunt and her ex husband and his family. my aunt had different partners the last time i heard about her. she had been divorced from strunc for a long time. the dallas cowboy cheerleader girl would be my aunts ex step daughter by many years.  https://www.msn.com/en-us/entertainment/entertainment-celebrity/p-diddy-s-daughters-wow-in-dallas-cowboys-cheerleaders-costumes-for-halloween/ar-AA1PDGGI?ocid=msedgntp&pc=U531&cvid=6908113d602f4cb7b9d0390cd4ff52a3&ei=42

if i am wrong about the connection, then i am wrong. but i doubt it. 

i hope all of this didnt happen because of facebook and like that girl who uses price as a stage name, the problem i am facing is that there are models out there trying to make a career for themselves by like stealing from people through facebook. the model girls would be acting like some kind of paparazzi to get inspiration for their modeling career. is that what it is? 

if you read about xania monet, it says there are at least a couple people behind the ai artist. Mississippi-based songwriter Telisha “Nikki” Jones and a computer guy.  but how will you ever know if telisha nikki jones is real. just kind of of that situation. will you ever meet the programmers.  based on the songs i heard from xania monet, it doesnt sound like a song writer was involved. it sounds like a computer wrote the lyrics. 

i hear that ai is a way for tech industry people to avoid accountability. although this ai artist is charting , there are computer programmers behind how the artist creates music.  https://www.msn.com/en-us/entertainment/news/billboard-says-at-least-one-ai-generated-artist-is-charting-every-week-now/ar-AA1PFmjb?ocid=msedgntp&pc=U531&cvid=6907c3b8179a45f1bc75e9a1818927ca&ei=65

the artist is popular, but the artist is popular because there is a programmer behind the artist. 

so if the ai artist is offered 3 million, the 3 million is going to go to the computer programmer. 

so i am tired of tech bubbles.  because ai appears to just be another way for people in tech to make money.

i think the idea of charting ai artists is cool. but i listened to xania money it isnt very good

i said money on purpose