im just gonna put this out there. i hope my father is not alive and watching with you from the sideline. it would be the absent fathers plot. i sometimes think the stuff that shows up in the newsfeeds can in ways relate to your life. the other day, i saw a video show up about childrens reaction to the "i am your father" moment in the star wars movie. he cuts off that guys arm or whatever then tells him " i am you father", i am kind of concerned if my father is alive and got involved, he is like darth vader on the sideline and was responsible for cutting off my hand. if you were friends with him all this time, its like, what do you and what do you not know ?