im just gonna delete that

that is how easy it is though i think. maybe you thought no one would ever do it. well you thought wrong you should leave people alone for sure.

i never approached it like that. i always saw someone as a person.  i dont really want to go in to the people i have been involved with but there was a real shift with the whole partnering thing in the u.s.  things get a lot harder when its harder to get jobs and stuff. before when things were normal, and people could get jobs, things were more normal.  i never assumed i would be able to date anyone and everyone i wanted to. but i also didnt deal with blocks and things like that. that is very unfortunate. 

she and kanye were looking for trophy wives.  kanye west helped her get her husband.  i saw a video recently depicting an african american woman sitting next to a blonde man on a bus. written on the video it said "this is how easy it is to adopt a golden retriever" then you see her look at the man sitting next to her and she said "hello husband. are you ok with that?" he said "husband?"  she said "yeah, husband" he said "im ok with that" then the video was over.  it was a joke implying that is how they get their lighter partners. the man was being compared to a golden retriever.

kanye west has a high pitched voice but in some cases he screams at people like a scary big guy and then other times he looks  and sounds like a eunich.   

i think he was a leech on a lot of people in hollywood and he is now a leech on me

to be honest with you, i was at a womans only location. i went there a few days in a row. on the second day i actually thought it was nice that there could be more women and men only kind of places. and i was like thinking about how a trans persons attendance would impact the womens only place. then the next day, two trans people showed up and one of them gave the slur. they also lit up something in their pipes that was dangerous.  fortunately there were some workers that noticed they were lighting up probably fentanyl, and they came outside to ventilate the tent we were all sitting in.   the contact high  was pretty bad. 

who knows , maybe the trans people were paid actors that were sent to harass me .  

i hope neither of them are in the secret service or come anywhere near me.  i just get a bad feeling that kanye west is able to spy on people because someone lets him. and i get a gross feeling that he can even drive around to be near people just because someone lets him. 

the last person i would want peering in to my window is kanye west.  the way he behaves, with the katrina skit, the other things, he reminds me of someone running around trying to survive.  and if he wasnt able to do the katrina skit, or marry the kardashians, or things like that, he may not have survived.   that is what he reminds me of. 

i am part of the  generation that was skipped i think.  the last thing i remember about r&b and rap culture, is that they were at high risk of being shot by each other. 

seems like that isnt a thing anymore.  but he reminds me of someone that was running away from that kind of culture. 

if anyone ever sees kanye west driving around where i live, i hope you will tell someone.  he is kind of a leech for some.  

when i think about kanye west and candace owens being capable of things like that, i kind of sometimes wonder if they are part of the secret service. or like i was telling you before, i think the military and its high tech tools were taken over by minorities.  did you not know that there is a very high enrollment of minorities in the military. what makes you think they do not have access to the tech.  i think the minorities that were affected very badly in the past by the stigmas are the ones causing the most harm now.    i dont really want to give kanye west or candace owens a lot of credit "where credit isnt due"  but they are able to put pain on other people in a way most people are not able to.