do people hire paid actors to go slur others   i feel like it wouldnt be possible to get away with it but actually i think someone could get away with it   

anyway it probably happened but i didnt hear it clearly  but  i am pretty sure i know what i heard   so if i am under surveillance all the time but you dont have very good research skills but you are interested in knowing if someone throws me a slur, i am not sure what that is.  sounds kind of shallow.

it just seems odd to me that it would be the first time something like that would happen to me, this late in life. kind of interesting. i am surprised no one met my father or asked him about his heritage. i also wonder if i am the only one of his children that he said that to at this point. i only met him a couple of times and he said that in passing one time. and i just ignored it.  

did you meet him and did he deny ever saying anything like that? yea, that would be the case. 

i was thinking about how i dont want to think about her or her husband. what i said about her husband brought something up. its not really an apology, its just that i dont want to be connected to you. so i am trying to take it back. 

i barely remember what they look like. 

i avoided candace owens on purpose. 

i dont know but i hope she wasnt looking for attention. i dont think so. but that would suck. then i got caught in a trap and said something to her. 

less than a month ago i didnt know much about candace owens.  i dont like that i talk about her now.  i didnt really know who she was.  i just recently looked in to her life and found out about who she is connected to. i didnt even know that much about her connections until a few days ago. i do not know anything about her. 

a few months ago i didnt care what anyone does.  i dont want to be in your orbit. that is all i am saying. 

now that i think about it though, i heard a conspiracy online about it being a time traveling portal of some kind .