i think mexico is in trouble probably

i do wonder if some group in hollywood sent the police after me in 2018. the reason i was stopped was suspicious. but i also think that the k pop and j pop thing fighting for an heir i guess with elon musk was part of the problem.  i dont think elon musk realizes what he has done.  i also think he is surprised that grimes is upset with him and is just now realizing what he did.    just to repeat, i did not know people were looking for heirs. i thought it was just a person that dated people.   i also do not know if elon even liked me. i always suspected he could be part of some of the people that sent the police after me.   they put a long term fake charge on my record and my license got suspended in that time too. but i think it was because of unpaid fees or something. but i was homeless and didnt have money really to pay court fees. i also thought the charge was fake so i didnt really know how to deal with it in court.  but being homeless and stuff was the reason.    i guess in america, with all the american children who have immigrant parents,  there is something to that.  the expectation of elon musk is complicated. remember i do not know if he even liked me. but with the partnering thing, i think most people men and women, expect to be with one person at a time. and if there are children from other families, i literally dont think the separate families expect to be part of the other families lives most of the time.   so that is why i think polygamy and things like that dont work. because in the end , i think the families usually remain strangers and separate.    

its very gross to me to think k pop and j pop and all the other hidden children mothers used elon musk to help themselves look better in the world.  if you think that is not what happened, it did. 

in 2018 i already saw myself as too old for a pop star job   i was already an old lady back then  

i am not sure, but it doesnt seem like there are too many stories of foreign celebrities being stopped by the police in the u.s. and put in prison and their reputations ruined like that.  maybe because they are foreigners they are able to seek assistance from the country they are from.  i would say that if a foreigner were to come here, and hollywood doesnt like you, they may send the police after you.  but i dont think it has happened.

 i dont think elon musk realizes what he has done.  i also think he is surprised that grimes is upset with him and elon is just now realizing what he did to her.

polygamy is illegal in the u.s. mostly.  it is probably for reasons similar. 

i also think that taylor swift, when she performed at a victoria secret concert, that she looked like one of the models. she is just as pretty as one of those models.  i think the performers do not consider themselves as good looking as the models.  but i think taylor swift could have been one of the models.

it is lame for me to find out that folks with these facial features are facing discrimination or something and would see me as someone that can help them with it  its not your fault it is the situation