i dont like elons vibe    i dont think he should be allowed to take over hollywood   ill try to put it nicely 

last i heard a lot of the movies were being created with cgi and things like that    that shouldnt be allowed to happen in hollywood     that is also a very nice piece of real estate   if elon could run all the existing people out of hollywood i dont think it would matter because he would have the land   you can always bring new people in  

since you are very interested in the timeline. when i say i havent seen the cousin, i mean i didnt spend much time with her.  i saw her probably a few times after i moved out. one time included when she talked to me about the guy.  i dont remember where she found me. but we didnt see each other.  we were in the same school district though. 

susan though did one time tell me something about her dating the guy and she was like  talking to me about if i liked him      but at that time i didnt really think much about the situation and i was like no i guess i dont like him    but looking back on it now, she was actually behaving pretty creepy 

a foster home would have been better i think  than being in touch with those people after  my mother died   it makes sense for a family to want to help a distant relative but maybe there should be more investigation on if the family is just trying to get access to some money 

susan also wound up taking a "romantic interest" in highschool also but it wasnt blatant  i never told her i was interested but it was someone i spent time with and probably she could tell i thought nicely of the person but the thing is i didnt wind up actually liking them until after highschool but that didnt move forward    so  ive seen this girl circling me for some reason even though she is a lot prettier  i am not sure if she knew her parents were lifting money from the bank accounts i had   some of the money was a settlement from my mothers death some of it was ssi for being in foster care 

i wonder if facebook realizes that a lot of people that are connected on facebook may actually hate each other 

i could have gone to stay anywhere but i wound up at my aunts. i wonder if i had gone somewhere else what would have happened.   you wouldnt be talking to that cousin about the minute and a half awkward moment most likely. if i had gone to a foster home probably would be a different story.

they also wouldnt have had access to the money i was sent as a foster.

they also wouldnt have had access to the money i was sent as a foster

if you want to know about the timeline. my brother was mostly the babysitter because my mother would go to work, but i told the school district about what my brother was doing and he was removed from the house and went to jail also. when he was no longer in the house, my mother hired babysitters at times. one of the babysitters was the girl i was telling you about that molested me there at the house.  then sometime after that my mother passed away and i went to live with my aunt.  when i moved in with my aunt, i had been in the pattern of being abused by the girl babysitter and i got in to an awkward situation with a female cousin pretty much right after i went to stay with them.  the awkward situation was one time when we were alone and it lasted maybe a couple of minutes  not trying to be graphic but the whole thing didnt last long.   when i realized how awkward the sitution was after a minute and a half, i apologized to her and nothing like that happened again.  so, yes i did live in a household where my brother molested me, and i was molested by a babysitter. then my mother passed away, and my mind was pretty twisted and one time when i guess i was with a cousin i was still in the same track of mind and asked my cousin if she wanted to do something like the babysitter did to me. i dont really want to say what happened but it definitely was a girl asking another girl about doing something sexual.  but i apologized pretty much right after it took place. but the thing is, i moved out of my aunts after that happened and i didnt really see that cousin again.   it would be really shitty if because i decided to try out for a music thing (that i didnt realize was extremely televised)  that the media decided to skip meeting me, and instead found everyone else that may have known me in the past, and the media met them instead of me. and in the process, they found the one person , the cousin, that i had an awkward situation with about the time i  moved in with them after my mother died.    i havent called these people yet, but i get the feeling the media knows them and  it could be a lot worse than just the cousin told someone in the media about the thing that happened.    so for the last ten years maybe you all were kicking me in the head because the media decided to skip meeting me and decided to research other people that were connected to me on facebook i guess.   i wasnt good enough for the media so they went for better looking family members? 

i didnt know that by auditioning for the music volunteer position that it was part of a heavily televised industry. 

do you want to call the cousin?  972-938-9330  you can say, i would like to talk to the cousin that told people about the awkward situation. 

you can also call the grandmother that helped my brother get the charges removed: 972-642-1049   you can say  i hear you helped a rapist get their charges removed.