for my own sake i am going to tell you that i thought the songs were recent.  but i was mistaken. 

but the thing is i dont care enough to look in to the details unfortunately.    you all caught me off guard    showing up again five years later 

i was not paying attention to you for the last five years i hate to tell you 

for the record, there was no undressing with the awkward moment with the cousin  no under clothes anything no undressing  even though the situation is messed up 

 doesnt change that the media went after me for a long time  

i dont like elons vibe    i dont think he should be allowed to take over hollywood   ill try to put it nicely 

last i heard a lot of the movies were being created with cgi and things like that    that shouldnt be allowed to happen in hollywood     that is also a very nice piece of real estate   if elon could run all the existing people out of hollywood i dont think it would matter because he would have the land   you can always bring new people in  

since you are very interested in the timeline. when i say i havent seen the cousin, i mean i didnt spend much time with her.  i saw her probably a few times after i moved out. one time included when she talked to me about the guy.  i dont remember where she found me. but we didnt see each other.  we were in the same school district though. 

susan though did one time tell me something about her dating the guy and she was like  talking to me about if i liked him      but at that time i didnt really think much about the situation and i was like no i guess i dont like him    but looking back on it now, she was actually behaving pretty creepy 

a foster home would have been better i think  than being in touch with those people after  my mother died   it makes sense for a family to want to help a distant relative but maybe there should be more investigation on if the family is just trying to get access to some money