i sometimes wonder if they are going to sell me off for 19 trillion to pay off the national debt 

last i checked it was 19 trillion. looks like its 35 trillion now.

i get the wierd feeling that elon wants to fund a girl group like katseye for ageist reasons.     especially toward older females.     im not the only one on the world that is my age.   there are a lot of famous people that are my age.   one year ago, i was one year younger.   but it didnt stop these folks from attacking me non stop    wasting peoples time.    elon is in his 50s.    trump is like 80.   but im about 5 years too old for these folks. 

i sure hope benny blanco and katseye are not going around looking for a mother  because im not it   and probably the other lady that is my age too is probably not your mother either

i dont have children, therefor i am not old enough to be anyones mother in katseye.   i think its pretty crazy that this is the mindset though of elon and probably benny blanco.  they only mess with the younger ones i guess. 

its very ageist      im also not the same race as any of katseye so that too

just so you understand my thinking. i think trump and elon musk are able to see what i do each minute of the day.  because i think they are lying.      i reject elons "righteous indignation" to go after me day by day   because     he is able to spy on me illegally     they are able to track your every move    and then they will attack you even if you search something on the internet they dont like     i think they are lying    they track my every move     and they dont like me because of the things i search online i guess       i was offline for 5 years      now a year later from elons latest attack   i am online again defending myself from people that lie 

the cousin that sold me drugs. her name is zoey daniel, or it used to be. it was also rosalyn daniel.   she also has a twisted leg/ankle. and she cant do math.  i cant do math that well either. but i remember one time i was sitting with my grandmother and rosalyn.  and my grandmother was for some reason helping her with a math problem.  i  am younger than her but i remember knowing the answer and she didnt know it.  but i am not even that good at math.   

speaking of zoey, i did actually reach out to her and i guess her mom was involved  a long time ago when i was struggling.  zoey told me she was happy to hear from me and said she would invite me to stay with them and she said she would get me a car or something then after that i never heard from her again.  i dont remember the timeframe for all of those things either  but i do remember finding out she was the one who put out a missing person report on facebook and then police called me telling me people thought i was missing.   but  i didnt really know how they would decide that i was missing because i wasnt active on facebook anyway.  i literally dont know what any of that was about.  but yes  i told them i was struggling and they said they would help me but then they didnt pick up any of my calls after that.  i cant remember what came first.  but at some point they knew i was like homeless or about to be. 

i would like to ask benny blanco,  clearly an afro latino, to get his hands off the media machine.  they look for looka like people and then murder them in the media.   imagine you were benny blancos enemy.  what if he found a look a like of you and then cast that person in a porn film and made the porn film similar to your life. then the actor that looks like you has your name except the first letter of the name is changed to something else.   that is benny blanco who has an enemy then puts his hands on the media machine and kills you in it.  and then all the viewers watch your porn film.  even though its not you.  its just a film put together by a guy that wants to kill you.