i think i am similar to the people that get kidnapped on the street then forced in to a van.  in this situation

i think some how they will find a way to blame the mario thing on me   i had nothing to do with that

i also wonder if elon musk didnt want to be forced to be the mario characters and that is one reason he and grimes broke up.  you still see mario characters coming out seems like instead of the game it is about elon musk and grimes when they did a skit on snl.  maybe that is why she had a panic attack, becuase she knew the mario thing was going to break her relationship  

there may be some blonde hair blue eye americans who feel there is no where they can go because of how much native american ancestry they have. they may not be comfortable traveling to europe because of their mixed ancestry. they may think if europeans find out they are not completely european, then maybe they are not lpopular after someone finds out

i am not blonde hair blue eyes but for some reason , i may be whiter than some of the blonde americans because they strongly identify with native americanism even though they dont look native american.   i can think of a couple of people who may be really gung ho native american but they are blonde with blue eyes. and they see themselves as the rightful owners of native americanism. i think a lot of white people in the u.s. are struggling with that.  they know they are native american. but they also are not darker skin with brown hair

i hesitate to talk about the ethnicity of the united states. because it alsoo reflects badly on me.  but i wonder if this kind of stuff is what happens when a large part of the country is no longer white.  even the people you think look white may not identify as white.  like some celebrities you see out there. they look white. but they are mixed race enough that they themselves do not feel white. even if they have blonde hair or whatever.  i think the u.s. has probably completely turned in to a place like that.  where blonde hair blue eye people  are mixed race enough that they themselves do not see themselves as white 

i dont go right back to normal, but the crushing pain stops  so it is like normal

i didnt see the pictures of donald trump dancing with the glasses until today.  he was wearing glasses to copy elon musk. and he was dancing in them.  i didnt know donald trump was a popular boy like that.   he wants to be popular.  he is not interested in being a grandfather president like joe biden was.

i would say it is debilitating