Learning to except the physical loss of my son, Landon, the perils and pitfalls of acceptance

My count is zero
After a few weeks of consistency, I fell off and now I have to start over
But this time is different because right now it’s all about meeting me where I am at instead of where I think I’m supposed to be and maybe that will be my key for consistency
This group journey to healing and completion’s not gonna be and I’ll start over in my count will be zero as many times as it takes until I reach my goals

The end of my parents marriage how school experiences shaped and impacted my childhood. discuss my process to determine why staying home makes me stir crazy.

Please join me as I recount the day a dream forever changed my life. IO could never have expected or prepared for the events would occur in the hours afterward

outline of plans to stay focused, disciplined, and create usable workable plans and flexibility. Topics include work, health, finance, food, relaxation, family time

every thing is ok
Sometimes more or less but always ok
Because it’s always going to be better at some point

Love is infinite in its beauty
It allows us to be kind compassionate caring thoughtful grateful gracious humble to our selves and each other

Love makes us vulnerable and takes faith and hope that’s it right

Hate is easy to choose it makes feel power , anger, resentment, hold grudges , feel safe , desire not feel pain so give up all the other feelings and those make it easy to feel in control and unreachable

The walls we build to protect us also imprison us yet we don’t always know that because we can’t see over the walls.

Always choose love because even if in the store and your hurting it’s worth every second it lasted it’s memories and experience it’s connecting with other people and losing control

There is no freedom in safety . Everything is ok . Sometimes it more ok and sometimes it’s less ok

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In this eoisodeI discuss the back stories of my ex in laws. My ex spouses upbring, how we met and began a relationship.
I discuss the early red flags and how I did not realize them.
I talk about how obsesssion can look like caring and emotional weapons.

My sucess plan
First time vision board
making things work for you
Planning for physical, financial, creative, sprirtual, individual, family, culture|style, education wellness and success
Red flags not being derailed

getting derailed from your goals, losing track of time and balancing life, finance, work and family. Changing focus and spending time wisely. Making good descions with clarity and being adaptable.

What it's like living with chronic pain. Scoilosis. Consistently Inconsitently Fascia blasting for one year and how it has resolved muscle spasms, chronic pain and is allowing me to live my life free of pain. Why multiple modalities have worked for me. AshleyBlackGuru.com. Healing mind,body and soul.