Processing my internal dialogue regarding an orgasm I just had. A 40 minute climb and release. I experienced a few after shocks 6 minutes after. 

Not focusing on the outcome of an orgasm, being with the body, my body, as I scan from toe to head to observe what sensations I experience on the way up to an orgasm. 

I sobbed as I will often do when fully connected to presence. I use different emotions, including anger, to bring me close to the hook of inertia towards my peak of orgasm. I will use romantic vanilla viewed fantasies to slow the progression, to ride out and lengthen the back end of my orgasm longer. 

I experienced joy and sadness as one emotion topped with a deep knowing love.

Gätê Gätê Pärägätê Päräsämgätê Bodhi Svähä (I'm certain I accidentally omitted päragätê)

Gone gone way beyond further still- awareness enlightenment.

Summa Iru- just be

How will you show up today within the human experience regarding people, pets/animals and the planet today?

Observe what makes laugh.

Do one thing today that makes your heart smile.

Until the flip.

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