astraspire radio episodes:

• October 15, 2020Blue (+ An Anonymous Voice)

  Contradictory excuses

  Got me feeling so loose

  My feelings tieing a noose

  And my brain just can't choose

  Try on my same shoes

  Try on my same bruises

  Walk a damn mile

  So when I exclaim truth it's

  Not making you stupid

  Ripping apart fuses

  What do I got to lose? It's

  chilling the way I cruise

  So cold within this zoo

  I seem distant but the truth is

  I'm giving in all of me

  But I'm doing it all for you, bitch

  And maybe if I spoke more

  You wouldn't be so clueless

  Running into the walls

  And asking me why we do this

  These words are meaningless

  But I already knew this

  Jesus playing Cupid

  While I'm stuck playing Judas

  Man's a myth, a legend

  Imaginary like Blue is

  I'm talking about the dog

  Not the color you doofus

  This blue world will rip you apart

  Steady and ruthless

  If you think you got what it takes,

  You better prove it.

  I won't give in til I win

  I won't give in, no no

  My life in a twist

  I'm not done, no

  (+ a freestyle from an anonymous friend)

  ...more

  

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• October 15, 2020Dont Care (ft. lucifershawty)

  langis' verse:

  You say you want forever but that's way too long

  I think about love whenever I hear this song

  Always running, always coming up wrong

  Fighting these lights like a racer in Tron

  My mind's screaming at me, don't sing along

  I want some silence, peace and quiet

  But my nerves are starting a riot

  And my brains going down like in the spiral

  My music's going viral, it's final, I will

  Kinda see big names pop up on my screen

  Hoping one day the big name they see is me

  Trying to find my place in this sea

  Treading water with speed

  My brains gotta bleed

  Bleed out these bad thoughts

  Escape, that's what I need

  I don't wanna be caught - red handed

  But bandaged, the wounds on my chest

  Are hidden, I managed to cut off the rest

  This vest keeps me safe, but I'm somehow less

  By trying to hide the heart in my chest

  Pardon the mess, I'm cleaning myself up,

  I'm doing my best

  Getting my head straight,

  Try and stay blessed for me

  This company I keep great

  It's funny seeing you in front of me

  I don't always wanna be free

  I'm going to succeed, it's not cheap

  And I'm not winning any lottery

  That's just because it's what I gotta be

  ...more

  

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• October 15, 2020Backpack&Broccoli

  These feet move relentlessly

  Endlessly towards my destiny

  Creating the rest of me

  No discrepancies

  You know that I got the recipe

  Open sesame, they blessing me

  So I'mma keep it real with y'all

  I'm on my game don't question me

  You try but Imma take the ball

  Cuz now you listen incessantly

  Travel, foul - not your call

  I say some words and set a scene

  I take my shot, that's all I got

  I laid the truth out pleasantly

  Even if I hit a block,

  The time is the whole treasury

  Can't measure me with enemies

  My style is so unsettling

  Damn those kids for meddling

  But damn that one kid Fetter's mean

  He's on his words and festering

  He's all awake to get a dream

  And all these little tests in me keep changing up my guesses, see

  Glistening verbs, written with intricate words

  Written with what you deserve

  Giving em meaning and worth

  Showing em that neither was given a curse

  And this music here was given rebirth

  Hitting them with clean

  Mixes fully steamed

  Broccoli they blocking me

  But still I'm looking clean

  Mean and maybe green

  The ganja, I'm a fiend

  Sock at me, this hockey, b

  I'm shooting through the screen

  Esteemed and on the up

  I'm giving you a bunch

  Of extras that destroy your mind

  like "Langis, what the fuck?"

  Believe I'm on the cusp

  Of shaking it all up

  And if the kid is on TV

  then give him a thumbs up

  ...more

  

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• October 15, 2020The Downfall Of Langis Wolf

  The Downfall Of Langis Wolf by astraspire

  ...more

  

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• October 14, 2020Ragnarök

  Ragnarök by astraspire

  ...more

  

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• October 14, 2020Certified Nasty

  Certified Nasty by astraspire

  ...more

  

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• October 14, 2020Entity

  What do you say

  When your words turn grey

  Withering away in the coldest of days

  Then multiple phrases creating a haze

  Sucked into a daze so I'm burning the sage

  Clearing the air, cleaning out my closet

  Taking my heart off the shelf to defrost it

  When every avenue has been exhausted

  Go for the road less-traveled and cross it

  Start up the mosh pit,now

  oh yeah, we've lost it

  Ice so cold, call me super saucin'

  Goku hold, we embrace the Martian

  Feet been moving since the race had started

  We are the entity,

  We are the entity, yuh

  We are

  We are so far

  We are

  We are what you can't see from afar

  ...more

  

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• October 14, 2020Roses (ft. Brother Bear)

  I don't, always wanna be here

  I don't, always wanna do it this way

  Sometimes I'm frozen in fear

  Sometimes I throw it all away

  I can't believe I'm doing this all again

  Roses on the bed,

  and every single one of them is dead

  I'm breaking down, I'm losing ground

  But somehow I just can't escape the sounds

  Inside my head, that I envision,

  Locked inside of my decisions

  Typed incisions, on my phone

  read em out when I'm alone

  If they're good, then I hit record

  I make a beat then I man the board

  I try to collect what it's all for

  But doing has been such a chore

  I'm wearing out, I'm wearing thin

  Bleeding out the pain within

  I don't, always wanna be here

  I don't, always wanna do it this way

  Sometimes I'm frozen in fear

  Sometimes I throw it all away

  I can't believe I'm doing this all again

  Roses on the bed,

  and every single one of them is dead

  I don't speak when it's probably best

  There's just some shit I don't get off my chest

  I rot and I rest, inside my coffin

  Lightless where the moon light's softened

  To keep this werewolf off the streets

  I engage my rage and expel the heat,

  drift away with the headphones on,

  I write a rap or I make a song

  Trying to find a way to get along,

  Hoping one day I can right my wrongs

  I don't wanna be this petty long

  Maybe one-day help will come along

  I don't, always wanna be here

  I don't, always wanna do it this way

  Sometimes I'm frozen in fear

  Sometimes I throw it all away

  I can't believe I'm doing this all again

  Roses on the bed,

  and every single one of them is dead

  ...more

  

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• October 13, 2020Engine

  We are the engine, the engine of the end

  We will not stop again, we will not pretend

  Working to to send meaning to my friends

  You can make it there, you don't have to stay entrenched

  We are the engine, the engine of the end

  We will not stop again, we will not pretend

  Working to to send meaning to my friends

  You can make it there, you don't have to stay entrenched

  Playing from the bench,

  losing on the test

  When failure supercedes the rest, the pressure gets immense

  But just because I'm tense,

  Doesn't mean my end

  I'm falling through Hades with an 'S' on my chest

  Imma grind and make it through,

  Fuck all the pretense, I'm through

  We are the engine

  Doom isn't mentioned

  Device intentioned

  Creating severance

  A revolution, solution

  Something to be proven

  Nothing left for choosing

  Can't stop this movement

  You don't have to stay entrenched

  Don't feel so goddamn pressed

  We are the engine, the engine of the end

  We will not stop again, we will not pretend

  Working to to send meaning to my friends

  You can make it there, you don't have to stay entrenched

  We are the engine, the engine of the end

  We will not stop again, we will not pretend

  Working to to send meaning to my friends

  You can make it there, you don't have to stay entrenched

  We are the engine

  Doom isn't mentioned

  Device intentioned

  Creating severance

  A revolution, solution

  Something to be proven

  Nothing left for choosing

  Can't stop this movement

  A revolution, solution

  Something to be proven

  Nothing left for choosing

  Can't stop this movement

  ...more

  

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• October 13, 2020DMTNT (Dead Men Tell No Tales)

  Change your vision, Lasik

  All these bitches basic

  Kill again, never hesitated

  Premeditated, get the fade, kid

  Slap you across the face, hand of Satan

  Throne of the assailant

  Fuck it, guess I'm famous

  Nothing's changing, still the same man

  Got the same plan, why you hating?

  Click the replay, that's ok then

  Boundaries? Oh yeah, we break them

  What the fuck you gotta prove kid?!

  Why the fuck you gotta move in?!

  Why the fuck you gotta prove yourself?

  When the accolades all on the shelf

  Why the fuck you gotta give a hell

  When your last few copies never sell?

  When the life you live is under fire

  Do you run or just retire?

  Do you drift away alone

  Or stand to fight to fight your own

  Will you die with a life worth lived?

  I am only what I give

  I am only who I am

  I am only but a man

  ...more

  

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