The promise of spiritual practice is that it will help us find our way toward a deep and lasting sense of peace in ourselves and the world. Call it enlightenment or nirvana or wholeness or simply wellbeing. The hopeful proposition is that there is a way of being in the world that embodies profound wakefulness and also deep equanimity, even in the very same breath.
Buddhist master Thich Nhat Hanh called this inner sense of deep wellbeing the “island of self,” and he urged his students to return to this quiet refuge every day.
“If you don’t go home to yourself, you continue to lose yourself,” he wrote. “You destroy yourself and you destroy people around you, even if you have goodwill and want to do something to help. That is why the practice of going home to the island of self is so important. No one can take your true home away.”
Many different paths will lead us there. I find gentle movement, easy breathing, and a return to the experience of the here-and-now to be reliable friends as we continue to cultivate balance and equanimity within. These experiences nudge us in the direction of a little less confusion and a little more clarity. Sometimes that’s all it takes to shift the course of a day.
The ultimate teaching, of course, is that peace is already here, that we don’t need to go out searching for it. Making sense of this koan is advanced practice, for sure. How is it possible that the very thing we are seeking is already nestled deep within us, just waiting to be found?
My hope is that this 22-minute reclined practice will nudge us toward an answer, as we slip in the direction of wholeness and wellbeing. As always, please use my words as suggestions rather than instructions, and take care to feed your own body and breath in the best way you know. I hope you feel both soothed and enlivened by the practice. Thank you for sharing this time with me!
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