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S3 Trailer - I'm excited to share this next season of At the Edge of Light & Shadow with you! This season, we're going to look at the ideas of Emerging + Becoming, especially when it comes to the "messy middle" of big—or small—transitions in your life.
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S2E9 - As the season comes to a close, we'll reflect on a deeper thread running beneath the tensions explored throughout the season. What changes when we stop treating one side of an inner conflict as more valuable than the other? This episode explores wholeness, integration, and the possibility that the parts of ourselves we've tried to outgrow may be carrying gifts we haven't yet recognized.
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S2E8 - Mystery can feel expansive and exciting...until it touches something personal. In this episode, Leslie explores the tension between mystery and resolution, the impatience that can arise when life hasn’t yet revealed its next chapter, and the practice of continuing to participate in life while the answers remain unknown.
To learn more about how to work together, check out: https://www.lesliemcdaniel.com/threads
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S2E7 - In this episode, we explore the tension between longing to be deeply known and the instinct to protect ourselves from what visibility might cost. I share how my understanding of intimacy, vulnerability, and emotional safety has evolved, including the realization that my old definition of “being understood” was asking for a perfect emotional attunement that no human relationship could realistically provide. Together, we explore what it means to remain connected to yourself while allowing yourself to be seen, and how discernment, presence, and emotional honesty create space for deeper intimacy and connection.
To learn more about how to work together, check out: https://www.lesliemcdaniel.com/threads
Want to keep exploring?
I have a free audio reflection to help you slow down, listen more closely to yourself, and notice what may be asking for your attention.
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S2E6 - There’s always another layer to uncover. Another version of yourself, shimmering somewhere just beyond where you are now.
But what happens when the finish line keeps moving?
This episode explores the tension between striving and presence, growth and enoughness, and the difference between becoming from lack…and unfolding from wholeness.
To learn more about how to work together, check out: https://www.lesliemcdaniel.com/threads
Want to keep exploring?
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S2E5 - There are things we hold onto…sometimes without realizing how tightly we’re gripping them.
It might be a belief about what’s happening, a hope for how something will unfold, or a feeling that hasn’t fully settled.
In this episode, we explore the tension between holding on and letting go, and how sometimes what you’re holding onto (or why) isn’t always immediately obvious—and how when you can begin to see it more clearly, something important shifts.
Check out: https://www.lesliemcdaniel.com/threads
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S2E4 - You may see yourself as someone who is independent…someone who can handle things on your own.
But what if that strength has also been creating distance in your relationships—even if it's hard to recognize?
In this episode, we explore the tension between independence and belonging, and what becomes possible when you begin to see what’s been shaping your connections from beneath the surface.
To learn more about how to work together, check out: https://www.lesliemcdaniel.com/threads
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S2E3 - There are moments when what once felt clear no longer lands the same way.
This episode explores what it looks like to stay in that space—between knowing and questioning—without rushing to make a decision. And how clarity can begin to take shape when you’re willing to stay with what’s not yet fully defined.
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S2E2 - What if the part of you that feels deeply and the part of you that knows how to stay strong were never meant to be separate?
In this episode, we explore how strength can become a kind of armor, how sensitivity is often misunderstood, and why many of us feel like we have to choose between the two.
You’ll be invited to notice your own patterns, your preferences, and your assumptions—and to begin exploring what becomes possible when both are allowed to exist together.
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S2E1 - We all have parts of ourselves that feel easier to accept…and others that don’t.
In this episode, we explore how that division begins—how we learn, often without realizing it, which parts of us are “okay” to be and which parts aren’t. Over time, that learning shapes our identity and creates a subtle but powerful split within us.
You may recognize this in the moments where you judge your reactions, question yourself, or feel pulled in two different directions at once.
This episode introduces the lens for the season: what happens when we stop dividing ourselves in this way and begin to relate to those pushed-aside parts with more awareness and compassion instead.
Want to keep exploring?
I have a free audio reflection to help you slow down, listen more closely to yourself, and notice what may be asking for your attention.
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From the publisher's feed
At the Edge of Light & Shadow: Stories of Awakening & Integration is a podcast about waking up to the Self beneath old survival strategies, unconscious patterns, and the stories…
This podcast exists for the in-between places—the moments when life asks us to hold what feels contradictory, uncomfortable, or unclear.
The edge of light and shadow is where we meet ourselves most honestly…in the in-between places where life asks us to hold what feels contradictory, uncomfortable, or unclear.
Coming in January 2026.