Atomically Blonde

As a former wounded broken woman myself I would say up until a year ago I was starting to think that finding my person was impossible. relationships seemed to be my kryptonite. There is so much info out there about how to snatch a man, manifest your soul mate I know trust me. But once you understand Quantum Qabalah( Kabbalah) and you realize who you are, and what you you are here to manifest differently than the masculine you understand that we are all programmed to act like men. The creator created us to receive gratefully. We are the vessel. But until we learn the truth we will be leading with our wounding and lack desires and manifesting partners that keep our nervous system deregulated! 

We all have our heart in the right place, good intentions, bigger dreams. But it seems we are unable to have, to hold to be to do to receive that what we desire. 

This comes from the 5 mistakes the divine feminine is making in relationships or in life that are keeping your actual soul mate away or keeping you trapped in the " potential" loop of what could be in the relationship you are in now that you desire to keep. 

The 5 mistakes are :

fight, flight , fawn, freeze and friending the relationship itself. Notice , these are all nervous system responses right? Well the longer we stay in unhealthy unsafe spaces, emotions, mindsets and viewpoints the more these simple danger responses become actual identities. For example. If you are not seeing the action or behavior you desire from your guy, you may unconsciously shift into "Fawn" this will cause you to over nurture , pour in more, help, and mother him in the name of pulling his potential out. Or you maybe in" friend " this nervous system response happens when we shift into the room mate or situationalship because e feel we will lose the relationships potential is we do not show up as such. In this podcast I unpack all 5 bangers that keep us trapped in relationships and away from our soul mate. I know all 5 in and out. I have been through every single aspect of these in relationships. Just know what we are doing wrong can move mountains. But more than that I want to help you shift into your Goddess energy and receive from the highest of high the king you deserve. Lets activat that Queen get you " expensive again" and live happily ever after shall we?

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Welcome to my new Podcast! Rebranded and GLOWING. 

Ladies, my divine feminine goddesses, my queens ! This is our Era! The ultimate glow up is here. Yes we are in the darkest of times. Yes the 3d World is collapsing right in front of our eyes. 7000 years of the patriarchy has ended and we all know how professional men are at demolition. LOL , truthfully yes the world is dark but we are lunar. We glow in the dark. From here on out this golden age, the age of Aquarius is our jam. I was pushed out of my comfort zone with this podcast yet I am here to bring you tips, tools, shortcuts and bio hacks in the form of Quantum Qabalah! The quantum technology of true receivership. We must re-member how to receive safely ASAP. After 15 year of quantum intuitive healing work and mentoring 100s of thousands of people all over the world the common denominator. I struggled with as well as my clients is/ was our inability to receive safely. A women's need to be safe is a real hell after years of heartbreak, betrayal  rejection and abandonment. The second block I have seen as well as suffered brutally from was the pain of letting go, letting go of what could have been, who we lost, what we have lost and the harsh real fear of what we could lose more of if we let go. Yet for many of us these things we cling too have already let go of us.

 We all are awakening & realizing the absolute lie we have been fed through organized religion and the new age trap of endless rabbit holes and narcissist gurus. We are tired and ready for joy, and the true freedom, love, and prosperity we all have awaiting within us, yet  buried deep within. For me I had the gift of intuition, channeling, remote viewing, medical intuitive and yet relationships were my absolute kryptonite. I had no clue of my own blocks because even the most intuitive people will have their blind spots. And the more of a spiritual seeker you are the more you get stuck in the masculine energy ( pursuer) the deeper you dive into the tree of knowledge ladies , the more danger and fear you feel around you. Seeking spiritual knowledge is the study of light and God Great so we know why, but never discover the how( it is set up that my my fam) . It was not until I was literally lost everything and hit my ground zero, I found the truth. The truth is covered & hidden in plain site. And as soon as I stopped searching and started to build my inner vessels to receive the light that is always around to pull down 24/7. I had to build real energetic containers to break the loop of loss and scarcity. I began to heal 48 years of questions and dead ends and failures. The problem with the spiritual seeker is that we become the smartest most aware person we know, yet you struggle to embody the tools or practices you know inside and out. we are a walking trigger and we crave reclusively . That is a major red flag as we are here to build community and unify.

 My entire life was playing that out until I had my true ego death, What I have learned by going all the way down into the darkness of loss, was you do not have to lose anything if you just stop trying to become spiritually intelligent and become the child, the joyful receiver who de sires to give. Its time to rebuild our real relationship with the actually creator and watch every damn thing you have ever asked for show up at your literal doorstep. I am here to share the absolute cheat codes to receivership. Its time we realize we have always been worthy, regardless of your back story or what your past tells you. Kabbalah means   Receive !this ancient deeply buried technology is what brings us to dark verse light to the tree of LIFE, immortality, heaven on EARTH. After working with this tech, miracles have  become an everyday thing for me and my clients. And  after 25 years of deep study I am ready to retire the spiritual ego and live as the joyful blissful women I was created to be. I would love