Episode 10 | The Salt of the Earth | Lot’s Wife, Pillar of Salt, and Why She Looked Back

Lot’s wife is one of the most reduced women in the Bible—no name, no voice, just a warning. But what if she wasn’t weak, faithless, or disobedient? What if she was human—responding to violence, loss, and devastation the way any of us would? In this episode, we challenge the story we were told and reclaim the woman behind the pillar of salt.

What you’ll hear:

• The full story of Lot’s wife in Genesis—and what the text actually says

• How rabbinic and Christian traditions reshaped her into a warning

• A feminist re-reading of her turning back as grief, witness, and resistance

• Why this story reflects patriarchy—and how it harms both women and men

Resources:

• Genesis 19:15-17 (World English Bible)

• Genesis 19:24-26 (World English Bible)

• Luke 17:32 (World English Bible)

• Matthew 5:13 (World English Bible)

• Genesis Rabbah 50:4

• Pirkei DeRabbi Eliezer 25

• Babylonian Talmud, Berakhot 54a

• 1 Clement 11

• Irenaeus, Against Heresies 4.36.3

• Susanne Scholz, “Lot’s Wife Turns as an Act of Resistance,” TheTorah.com

• Amos Frumkin, Geological Society of America Bulletin (Mount Sodom salt pillar formation)

• CDC Suicide Data (U.S. male suicide rates)

• NIMH, Men and Mental Health

• Research on family annihilation / homicide-suicide statistics

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Episode 9 | Hagar the Victim | Abuse, Power, and Survival in Genesis 16–21

Hagar’s story is often softened, spiritualized, or turned into allegory—but when we read it plainly, it is a story of exploitation, abuse, and survival. In this episode, we center Hagar as a person, not a symbol, and examine what the text actually says about power, consent, and what it means to be told to return to harm.

What you’ll hear:

• How Hagar is introduced and why that matters

• The reality of consent and power in her story

• How Jewish and Christian traditions reinterpret her

• Why “go back” is still taught—and why it’s dangerous

Resources:

• Genesis 16:1–16 (WEB)

• Genesis 21:8–21 (WEB)

• Galatians 4:21–31 (WEB)

• Genesis Rabbah 45:1

• Rashi on Genesis 16

• Violence Policy Center research on domestic violence

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Episode 8 | Milcah & Iscah | Genealogy, Mitochondrial DNA, and the Women Written Out of Lineage

Genesis 11:29 is often treated as a throwaway genealogy verse—but when we slow it down, it reveals something much deeper. In this episode, we look at Milcah and Iscah, what their names mean, why they are included and then ignored, and how biblical genealogies prioritize control over truth. This is a story about lineage, power, and what happens when women carry the future but are written out of the record.

What you’ll hear:

• The meanings behind the names Milcah and Iscah

• How rabbinic and Christian traditions handled their silence

• Why biblical genealogies are about control, not origin

• How mitochondrial DNA reveals a different story of human lineage

Resources:

• Genesis 11:29 (WEB)

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Episode 7 | Sarah Enters the Story | Power, Patriarchy, and the Women We Were Told to Be




Sarah is one of the most praised women in the Bible—but when we slow down and actually read her story, a very different picture emerges. In this episode, we look at how Sarah is introduced, how her story unfolds, and how her actions have been taught to generations of women as a model of faith and obedience. This is a story about power, survival, harm, and the way biblical narratives shape how women see themselves, their bodies, and each other.




What you’ll hear:

How Sarah is introduced as barren and reduced to her body

The power dynamics between Sarah and Abraham, including deception and control

Sarah’s treatment of Hagar and what it reveals about supremacy systems

The double standard of doubt between Sarah and Abraham

How Christian teachings shaped Sarah into a role model

The real-life impact of these stories on women’s grief, bodies, and self-worth

Why these narratives train women to judge the wrong women




Resources:

Genesis 11:27–31 (WEB)

Genesis 12–21 (WEB)

Genesis Rabbah (selected passages on Sarah and Hagar)

Rashi on Genesis 11–21

TheTorah.com – Women and Biblical Narratives (various articles)

Wenham, Gordon J. – Word Biblical Commentary: Genesis 1–15

Hamilton, Victor P. – NICOT: The Book of Genesis, Chapters 1–17




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Episode 6 | Women of the Ark | The Unnamed Mothers of Humanity and the Cost of Erasure in Genesis

The story of Noah’s ark is often told as a story of obedience, survival, and divine rescue—but almost no one talks about the women who made humanity’s survival possible. In this episode, we center the unnamed women of the ark, explore how different traditions chose to remember—or erase—them, and examine what it means when the mothers of civilization are reduced to background characters.

What you’ll hear:

• What Genesis actually says about the women on the ark—and what it leaves out
• How rabbinic and Christian traditions handled their silence
• How the Ethiopian biblical tradition chose to name them
• Why being unnamed allows others to define women’s stories

Resources:

• Genesis 6:18; 7:7, 13; 8:16, 18 (WEB)
• Jubilees 4:33; 7:1–2

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Episode 5 | Daughters of Humans | Nephilim, Consent, and the Women Erased in Genesis 6

Genesis 6 introduces one of the strangest and most overlooked passages in the Bible—where “sons of God” take human women, and the story quickly shifts away from what happened to them. In this episode, we slow the text down and center the women who were seen, taken, and erased. This is a story about power, violation, and how the question of consent disappears from the narrative entirely.

What you’ll hear:

• What Genesis 6:1–4 actually says—and why it feels out of place
• How Jewish and Christian traditions interpret the “sons of God”
• Why the text never addresses consent or accountability
• How this story connects to modern conversations about power and consent

Resources:

• Genesis 6:1–4 (WEB)

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• “Consent” — from the album Ex Parte

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Episode 4 | The Woman Who Was Named | Naamah, Naming, and the Power of Being Seen in Genesis

Naamah appears in a single verse—and yet her name stands out in a genealogy that largely ignores women altogether. In this episode, we examine what it means for a woman to be named in a text that so often erases them, how later traditions tried to redefine her, and why simply existing without explanation has always been threatening to systems built on control.

What you’ll hear:

• What Naamah’s name means and why it matters

• How the Bible treats named vs. unnamed women

• What later traditions did with Naamah—and why

• The pattern of rewriting women’s names to protect power

Resources:

• Genesis 4:22 (WEB)

• Revelation 2:20 (WEB)

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Episode 3 | Ornament and Shadow | Adah, Zillah, and the Women Who Built Civilization in Genesis

Adah and Zillah enter the story with names—but almost nothing else. In this episode, we look at what those names mean, what flows through these women, and what it says about a text that records the achievements of men while leaving the women who made those achievements possible in silence. This is a story about erasure, roles, and what happens when women are reduced to what they provide instead of who they are.

What you’ll hear:

• The meaning behind the names Adah (“ornament”) and Zillah (“shadow”)

• How culture, creativity, labor, and survival flow through these women

• The pattern of women being categorized by function instead of identity

• How these roles still show up in modern life—and how they can be reclaimed

Resources:

• Genesis 4:19–24 (WEB)

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Episode 2 | The Woman God Didn’t Bother to Name | Cain’s Wife, Erasure, and the Cost of Silence in Genesis

In the story of Cain and Abel, we’re taught to focus on the first murder—but almost no one talks about the woman who comes after. In this episode, we look at Cain’s unnamed wife, what the text actually says about her, and what it means that the Bible gives a murderer a name, a voice, and protection—while the woman who carries the future is erased. This is a story about silence, power, and the cost of not being seen.

What you’ll hear:

• Why Cain’s offering is rejected without explanation

• How the text introduces Cain’s wife—and what it leaves out

• The pattern of naming men while erasing women

• How this story connects to modern experiences of being overlooked or dismissed

Resources:

• Genesis 4:1–17 (WEB)

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Episode 1 | The Woman Who Knew Too Much | Eve, Knowledge, and the First Woman in Genesis

Eve is often blamed for everything—but what if she was never given the full picture to begin with? In this episode, we take a closer look at how Eve is introduced, what she actually knew, and how the narrative shifts when you read the text carefully. This isn’t a story about weakness—it’s a story about curiosity, knowledge, and what happens when a woman seeks both.

What you’ll hear:

• Who actually received the command in Genesis

• Whether Eve was ever given the full instructions

• Why the “fall” narrative may not be what we were taught

• How this story reflects patterns we still see today

Resources:

• Genesis 2:16–18; 3:1–6 (WEB)

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