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What happens when a place created to restore the broken begins developing dynamics no one wants to talk about?

After ten years of involvement in residential Christian discipleship and recovery ministries, one unexpected connection sent me down a rabbit hole: the behavior of wolves in captivity.

What I discovered changed the way I saw everything.

In this episode of Awake NOT Woke Ministry, we’re going beneath the surface of authority, group dynamics, accountability, belonging—and the people who somehow become “the problem.”

Jesus warned us about wolves among the sheep.

Maybe it’s time we took a closer look at the pack🐺

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At Awake NOT Woke Ministry, we are raising up believers who choose truth over comfort, light over fear, and obedience over compromise.

This work exists to awaken hearts, restore clarity, and equip God’s people to walk in freedom, identity, and righteousness. Every prayer, every share, and every gift helps keep this message accessible and rooted in truth.

When you give, you are not just donating —

you are partnering in transformation.

You are helping plant seeds that:

• restore minds

• bring healing to wounded hearts

• equip believers with biblical discernment

• and prepare the Bride of Christ to walk in truth and love

Your support makes it possible to:

💎 Offer coaching and guidance on a donation basis

🕊️ Create teaching resources and prophetic podcasts

🔥 Provide tools for healing and spiritual growth

🌿 Build safe spaces for testimony, truth, and transformation

Thank you for standing with us in what God is doing.

Your faith and generosity help carry light into places that desperately need it.

Together, we are choosing truth.

Together, we are choosing healing.

Together, we are awakening the Church.

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What happens when discernment turns into silence — and silence becomes sin?

In this episode, we examine the biblical responsibility of speaking truth in love and the spiritual danger of gossip disguised as concern. Using Scripture and lived experience, we explore when it is right to speak, when it is wrong to whisper, and how false repentance reveals unsafe patterns in relationships.

This teaching is rooted in:
 • Ezekiel 3:17–18 & 33:6 — the watchman’s responsibility
 • Matthew 18:15–16 — direct confrontation and restoration
 • Proverbs 11:13, 16:28, 20:19 — the danger of gossip
 • 2 Timothy 4:3 — itching ears
 • Ephesians 4:15 & 4:29 — speaking truth in love
 • Proverbs 4:23 — guarding the heart
 • Matthew 7:16 — fruit reveals character
 • John 2:24 — wisdom and discernment in trust

This episode calls the Church back to courage, integrity, and love — where truth is spoken directly, repentance is genuine, and relationships are protected.

God does not gossip.
 He warns because He loves.

✨ Support the Mission

At Awake NOT Woke Ministry, we are raising up believers who choose truth over comfort, light over fear, and obedience over compromise.

This work exists to awaken hearts, restore clarity, and equip God’s people to walk in freedom, identity, and righteousness. Every prayer, every share, and every gift helps keep this message accessible and rooted in truth.

When you give, you are not just donating —

you are partnering in transformation.

You are helping plant seeds that:

• restore minds

• bring healing to wounded hearts

• equip believers with biblical discernment

• and prepare the Bride of Christ to walk in truth and love

Your support makes it possible to:

💎 Offer coaching and guidance on a donation basis

🕊️ Create teaching resources and prophetic podcasts

🔥 Provide tools for healing and spiritual growth

🌿 Build safe spaces for testimony, truth, and transformation

Thank you for standing with us in what God is doing.

Your faith and generosity help carry light into places that desperately need it.

Together, we are choosing truth.

Together, we are choosing healing.

Together, we are awakening the Church.

👉 Support the work here:

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Love came down… but He didn’t just come down.

He came near.

In this Christmas Eve message, we talk about why proximity to Jesus matters, how insecure attachment forms, how toxic attachments keep us stuck, what secure attachment in Christ actually looks like—and six practical steps to begin healing and attaching safely to Him.

This is a prophetic invitation for those stepping into a new season:

Let go of what keeps creating chaos.

Attach to the One who is safe.

Because He is with you.

Includes Scripture, trauma-informed insight, gentle truth, and a healing prayer.

📖 Scripture References

Christmas & Incarnation

• John 1:14 — The Word became flesh and dwelt among us

• Matthew 1:23 — Immanuel — God with us

Proximity, Presence & Nearness of God

• Psalm 34:18 — The Lord is near to the brokenhearted

• Isaiah 41:10 — Do not fear, for I am with you

• Exodus 3:12 — I will be with you

• Matthew 28:20 — I am with you always, to the end of the age

• Psalm 46:10 — Be still and know that I am God

Attachment, Stability & Identity

• James 1:8 — A double-minded person is unstable in all their ways

• 1 John 4:18–19 — Perfect love casts out fear… We love because He first loved us

• Romans 12:2 — Be transformed by the renewing of your mind.

Jesus as Relational & Attachment Roles

• Psalm 23 — The Lord is my Shepherd

• John 10 — The Good Shepherd

• John 15:4, 9, 15 — Abide in Me… remain in My love… I call you friends

• Matthew 9:15 — Bridegroom imagery

• Romans 8:29 — Jesus our Brother

• Isaiah 9:6 — Prince of Peace

Invitation to Rest, Healing & Safety

• Matthew 11:28–30 — Come to Me… and you will find rest for your souls

• John 11:35 — Jesus wept

• Hebrews 12:6 — The Lord disciplines the one He loves

Abundant Life & Secure Attachment in Him

• John 10:10 — I came that they may have life, and have it abundantly

• Psalm 73:28 — It is good to be near God

• Psalm 139 — God is intimately near and aware

• Hebrews 13:5 — I will never leave you nor forsake you

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✨ Support the Mission

At Awake NOT Woke Ministry, we are raising up believers who choose truth over comfort, light over fear, and obedience over compromise.

This work exists to awaken hearts, restore clarity, and equip God’s people to walk in freedom, identity, and righteousness. Every prayer, every share, and every gift helps keep this message accessible and rooted in truth.

When you give, you are not just donating —

you are partnering in transformation.

You are helping plant seeds that:

• restore minds

• bring healing to wounded hearts

• equip believers with biblical discernment

• and prepare the Bride of Christ to walk in truth and love

Your support makes it possible to:

💎 Offer coaching and guidance on a donation basis

🕊️ Create teaching resources and prophetic podcasts

🔥 Provide tools for healing and spiritual growth

🌿 Build safe spaces for testimony, truth, and transformation

Thank you for standing with us in what God is doing.

Your faith and generosity help carry light into places that desperately need it.

Together, we are choosing truth.

Together, we are choosing healing.

Together, we are awakening the Church.

👉 Support the work here:

💵 CashApp: $RecognizeRenewRemain

💻 Website: https://broken4breakthrough.wixsite.com/coaching

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🎧🎄This is a special holiday message for anyone who feels overwhelmed, exhausted, grieving, or quietly holding on by a thread.

During a season that celebrates joy, many are carrying loss, loneliness, financial strain, heartbreak, or the weight of a year that stripped more than it gave. This episode gently addresses the often-misquoted phrase “God won’t give you more than you can handle” and brings biblical clarity, compassion, and hope to those who feel like life has become too heavy.

Through Scripture, prayer, and pastoral reflection, this message reminds listeners that reaching a breaking point is not failure—it is often the place where God carries us most closely. You are not weak for feeling this way. You are not alone. And your story is not over.

This episode includes a prayer for those who feel hopeless, lost, or weary, and offers space to breathe, rest, and remember that God is with you—step by step.

If you’re hurting this Christmas, this message is for you.

📖 Scriptures Referenced

• 2 Corinthians 1:8–9 — When life is beyond our ability, and God becomes our reliance
• Psalm 34:18 — The Lord is close to the brokenhearted
• Matthew 11:28–30 — Jesus’ yoke is easy and His burden is light
• Philippians 3:13–14 — Releasing the past and reaching forward
• Hebrews 13:5 — God will never leave or forsake you
• Lamentations 3:22–23 — His mercies are new every morning

🕊️ Please Note 

If this episode brings up intense emotions or thoughts of self-harm, please reach out for immediate help.

In the U.S., you can call or text 988 for the Suicide & Crisis Lifeline.

If you are outside the U.S., local emergency services or crisis resources can help you through the moment.

You matter. You are seen. Help is available.

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✨ Support the Mission

At Awake NOT Woke Ministry, we are raising up believers who choose truth over comfort, light over fear, and obedience over compromise.

This work exists to awaken hearts, restore clarity, and equip God’s people to walk in freedom, identity, and righteousness. Every prayer, every share, and every gift helps keep this message accessible and rooted in truth.

When you give, you are not just donating —

you are partnering in transformation.

You are helping plant seeds that:

• restore minds

• bring healing to wounded hearts

• equip believers with biblical discernment

• and prepare the Bride of Christ to walk in truth and love

Your support makes it possible to:

💎 Offer coaching and guidance on a donation basis

🕊️ Create teaching resources and prophetic podcasts

🔥 Provide tools for healing and spiritual growth

🌿 Build safe spaces for testimony, truth, and transformation

Thank you for standing with us in what God is doing.

Your faith and generosity help carry light into places that desperately need it.

Together, we are choosing truth.

Together, we are choosing healing.

Together, we are awakening the Church.

👉 Support the work here:

💵 CashApp: $RecognizeRenewRemain

💻 Website: https://broken4breakthrough.wixsite.com/coaching

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Not every widely held belief was carefully examined.

Some were simply inherited.

This episode invites you to pause, open Scripture,

and reconsider what has long been assumed.

Listen slowly.

📖 SCRIPTURE REFERENCES USED IN THIS EPISODE

Creation & Identity

• Genesis 1:27
• Genesis 1:31
• Genesis 9:6
• James 3:9
• Psalm 139:14

The Fall & Agreement

• Genesis 3:1–6
• Genesis 3:15
• James 1:14–15
• James 4:7
• James 4:17

Temptation vs Sin

• Hebrews 4:15
• Matthew 4:1–11
• 2 Corinthians 10:5
• 1 Corinthians 10:13

Human Nature, Flesh, and Renewal

• Romans 7:14–25
• Romans 8:1–11
• Romans 12:2
• Galatians 5:16–25
• Ephesians 4:22–24
• Matthew 26:41

Children & Accountability

• Matthew 19:14
• Deuteronomy 1:39
• Isaiah 7:16

Salvation, Separation & Restoration

• Isaiah 59:2
• Romans 6:23
• 2 Corinthians 5:17–21
• Colossians 1:21–22
• John 14:15
• 1 Corinthians 6:19

Jesus as Fully Human & Second Adam

• Hebrews 2:14
• Philippians 2:6–8
• 1 Corinthians 15:45
• Romans 5:19

The Cross & the End of the Curse

• Galatians 3:13
• John 19:30
• Romans 8:1

Fear of God & Relationship

• Proverbs 9:10
• Ephesians 4:30

Healing & Renewal

• Psalm 147:3
• Hebrews 10:16

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✨ Support the Mission

At Awake NOT Woke Ministry, we are raising up believers who choose truth over comfort, light over fear, and obedience over compromise.

This work exists to awaken hearts, restore clarity, and equip God’s people to walk in freedom, identity, and righteousness. Every prayer, every share, and every gift helps keep this message accessible and rooted in truth.

When you give, you are not just donating —

you are partnering in transformation.

You are helping plant seeds that:

• restore minds

• bring healing to wounded hearts

• equip believers with biblical discernment

• and prepare the Bride of Christ to walk in truth and love

Your support makes it possible to:

💎 Offer coaching and guidance on a donation basis

🕊️ Create teaching resources and prophetic podcasts

🔥 Provide tools for healing and spiritual growth

🌿 Build safe spaces for testimony, truth, and transformation

Thank you for standing with us in what God is doing.

Your faith and generosity help carry light into places that desperately need it.

Together, we are choosing truth.

Together, we are choosing healing.

Together, we are awakening the Church.

👉 Support the work here:

💵 CashApp: $RecognizeRenewRemain

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In this episode, I explore something God revealed to me about family patterns, inherited pain, and what many believers have been taught to call “generational curses.”

Together, we look at what Scripture actually says:

• Exodus 20:5 — sin “visits,” but it does not curse
• Ezekiel 18:20 — guilt does not transfer down a bloodline
• Genesis 4:10 — Abel’s blood carried memory and testimony
• Galatians 3:13 — Christ became the curse, once and for all

What many call a curse… may actually be imprint, trauma memory, or patterns the body learned to survive.

This episode brings biblical clarity, emotional safety, and deliverance-level truth for anyone who has ever felt trapped by their family’s story.

If you’ve wondered, “Why does this keep happening?”
— this one will bring light, freedom, and a whole new understanding of your bloodline through Jesus.

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✨ Support the Mission

At Awake NOT Woke Ministry, we are raising up believers who choose truth over comfort, light over fear, and obedience over compromise.

This work exists to awaken hearts, restore clarity, and equip God’s people to walk in freedom, identity, and righteousness. Every prayer, every share, and every gift helps keep this message accessible and rooted in truth.

When you give, you are not just donating —

you are partnering in transformation.

You are helping plant seeds that:

• restore minds

• bring healing to wounded hearts

• equip believers with biblical discernment

• and prepare the Bride of Christ to walk in truth and love

Your support makes it possible to:

💎 Offer coaching and guidance on a donation basis

🕊️ Create teaching resources and prophetic podcasts

🔥 Provide tools for healing and spiritual growth

🌿 Build safe spaces for testimony, truth, and transformation

Thank you for standing with us in what God is doing.

Your faith and generosity help carry light into places that desperately need it.

Together, we are choosing truth.

Together, we are choosing healing.

Together, we are awakening the Church.

👉 Support the work here:

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This episode exposes the 6 ways fear hides and the truth about the "inner child" no one seems to talk about. 

If you’ve ever felt fear show up in places that made no sense… this episode is for you.

Today I’m exposing the six ways fear hides in adulthood, dismantling the lie of the “inner child,” and revealing how Jesus shines His authority into the shadows we’re often afraid to look at.

This message will help you recognize fear’s voice — and finally silence it with truth.

Resources & Healing Tools:

Coaching & support: https://broken4breakthroug.wixsite.com/coaching

Sacred Serenity Coloring Book: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0FWLXGKWX

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✨ Support the Mission

At Awake NOT Woke Ministry, we are raising up believers who choose truth over comfort, light over fear, and obedience over compromise.

This work exists to awaken hearts, restore clarity, and equip God’s people to walk in freedom, identity, and righteousness. Every prayer, every share, and every gift helps keep this message accessible and rooted in truth.

When you give, you are not just donating —

you are partnering in transformation.

You are helping plant seeds that:

• restore minds

• bring healing to wounded hearts

• equip believers with biblical discernment

• and prepare the Bride of Christ to walk in truth and love

Your support makes it possible to:

💎 Offer coaching and guidance on a donation basis

🕊️ Create teaching resources and prophetic podcasts

🔥 Provide tools for healing and spiritual growth

🌿 Build safe spaces for testimony, truth, and transformation

Thank you for standing with us in what God is doing.

Your faith and generosity help carry light into places that desperately need it.

Together, we are choosing truth.

Together, we are choosing healing.

Together, we are awakening the Church.

👉 Support the work here:

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If you’ve ever felt unseen, unheard, or terrified of disappointing people, this message is for you.

So many of us have learned to equate acceptance with safety — striving for love, walking on eggshells, and calling it peace. But what if that “kindness” you’ve been praised for is really the fear of rejection in disguise?

In this episode, Fawneve exposes the roots of approval addiction—where love and fear became entangled—and how trauma trains the nervous system to seek validation instead of truth. You’ll learn how grace doesn’t just forgive; it retrains the heart, rewires the brain, and restores your ability to stand firm without apology.

This isn’t about trying harder—it’s about healing deeper.
 Because you were never meant to perform for love. You were meant to live from it.

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✨ Support the Mission

At Awake NOT Woke Ministry, we are raising up believers who choose truth over comfort, light over fear, and obedience over compromise.

This work exists to awaken hearts, restore clarity, and equip God’s people to walk in freedom, identity, and righteousness. Every prayer, every share, and every gift helps keep this message accessible and rooted in truth.

When you give, you are not just donating —

you are partnering in transformation.

You are helping plant seeds that:

• restore minds

• bring healing to wounded hearts

• equip believers with biblical discernment

• and prepare the Bride of Christ to walk in truth and love

Your support makes it possible to:

💎 Offer coaching and guidance on a donation basis

🕊️ Create teaching resources and prophetic podcasts

🔥 Provide tools for healing and spiritual growth

🌿 Build safe spaces for testimony, truth, and transformation

Thank you for standing with us in what God is doing.

Your faith and generosity help carry light into places that desperately need it.

Together, we are choosing truth.

Together, we are choosing healing.

Together, we are awakening the Church.

👉 Support the work here:

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🔹 Correction & Clarification

In this episode, I misspoke when I said “Resurrection Sunday.”
What I meant to say was Pentecost (June 8, 2025) — the day the Spirit of God descended in wind and fire — marking the beginning of my own 150-day refining journey that concluded on November 5, 2025.

This timeline is deeply prophetic.
The eagle’s renewal lasts 150 days — a season of retreat, breaking, and regrowth — and that’s exactly what this has been for me: a holy molting of everything false so that something pure could rise.

It’s no coincidence that November 5 is also the historic day in 1605 AD when King James I was miraculously saved from assassination during the Gunpowder Plot. God spared his life so he could later commission the King James Version of the Bible — the very Word that still sets captives free.

From Pentecost’s fire and wind to November 5’s grace and breath, these 150 days tell one story: when the Spirit moves, what begins in breaking always ends in breakthrough.

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I also want to clarify a phrase I used in this episode.
At one point, I said “my toxic husband.” I want to be clear: I am not labeling a person as toxic — I was describing toxic behaviors shaped by pain and spiritual bondage.

We love the person but hate the sin.
We don’t fight personalities; we fight principalities (Ephesians 6 : 12).

Nothing I share is meant to shame or condemn anyone. My testimony exists only to expose darkness and reveal the God who heals, redeems, and restores.

🕊 What began in fire has ended in freedom — and what was once breaking has become birthing.
Because when the eagle’s 150 days are complete, it doesn’t just fly again — it soars higher than before.

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Prophetic Parallels & Key Scriptures
•Isaiah 40 : 31 — “They that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles.”

•Malachi 3 : 3 — “He will sit as a refiner and purifier of silver.”

•Ephesians 6 : 12 — “We wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities.”

•Romans 12 : 2 — “Be transformed by the renewing of your mind.”

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At Awake NOT Woke Ministry, we are raising up believers who choose truth over comfort, light over fear, and obedience over compromise.

This work exists to awaken hearts, restore clarity, and equip God’s people to walk in freedom, identity, and righteousness. Every prayer, every share, and every gift helps keep this message accessible and rooted in truth.

When you give, you are not just donating —

you are partnering in transformation.

You are helping plant seeds that:

• restore minds

• bring healing to wounded hearts

• equip believers with biblical discernment

• and prepare the Bride of Christ to walk in truth and love

Your support makes it possible to:

💎 Offer coaching and guidance on a donation basis

🕊️ Create teaching resources and prophetic podcasts

🔥 Provide tools for healing and spiritual growth

🌿 Build safe spaces for testimony, truth, and transformation

Thank you for standing with us in what God is doing.

Your faith and generosity help carry light into places that desperately need it.

Together, we are choosing truth.

Together, we are choosing healing.

Together, we are awakening the Church.

👉 Support the work here:

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In this episode of Hidden in Plain Sight, we are exposing how trauma can leave hidden spiritual doors open long after the pain ends

Fear, control, shame, and unforgiveness often disguise themselves as coping — but they quietly give darkness permission to stay. God showed me how these open doors keep His people bound and how to finally close them for good

Through Scripture, revelation, and a prayer of powerful deliverance, I walk you through 7 most common doors that are left open after trauma and the 5 biblical steps to freedom — to cleanse your temple, reclaim peace, and remain in the Spirit.

Scriptures Referenced:

Proverbs 16:9 · James 3:16 · 2 Timothy 1:7 · Proverbs 3:5-6 · Galatians 5:16 · Philippians 3:13-14 · Hebrews 10:24-25 · Matthew 6:14-15 · Romans 8:1 · Luke 10:19 · Psalm 139:23-24 · Romans 12:2 · Colossians 3:1-2 · 1 Corinthians 6:19-20 · Philippians 4:6-9 · Romans 12:21

Catch up on the October Series:

Week 1 Article 1 https://www.facebook.com/share/p/1Ci2D6aeCB/?mibextid=wwXIfr 

Week 1 Article 2: https://www.facebook.com/share/p/1ADMbt8STG/?mibextid=wwXIfr

Week 2 (Previous Episode): From Death to Life — Exposing the Darkness of Domestic Violence → https://www.buzzsprout.com/2448422/episodes/18004643-special-october-edition-from-death-to-life-exposing-the-darkness-of-domestic-violence

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✨ Support the Mission

At Awake NOT Woke Ministry, we are raising up believers who choose truth over comfort, light over fear, and obedience over compromise.

This work exists to awaken hearts, restore clarity, and equip God’s people to walk in freedom, identity, and righteousness. Every prayer, every share, and every gift helps keep this message accessible and rooted in truth.

When you give, you are not just donating —

you are partnering in transformation.

You are helping plant seeds that:

• restore minds

• bring healing to wounded hearts

• equip believers with biblical discernment

• and prepare the Bride of Christ to walk in truth and love

Your support makes it possible to:

💎 Offer coaching and guidance on a donation basis

🕊️ Create teaching resources and prophetic podcasts

🔥 Provide tools for healing and spiritual growth

🌿 Build safe spaces for testimony, truth, and transformation

Thank you for standing with us in what God is doing.

Your faith and generosity help carry light into places that desperately need it.

Together, we are choosing truth.

Together, we are choosing healing.

Together, we are awakening the Church.

👉 Support the work here:

💵 CashApp: $RecognizeRenewRemain

💻 Website: https://broken4breakthrough.wixsite.com/coaching