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Series: Queer RisingWelcome to the premiere episode of Queer Rising, a dedicated new subsection of the Awakened Souls Podcast hosted by Jenney Clark. This is a sacred, intentional space designed to amplify real, lived experiences of navigating LGBTQ+ trauma, finding deep healing, and stepping into spiritual alignment.To kick off this powerful new chapter, Jenney sits down with a true community trailblazer right here in Hyderabad—the incredible Antony Civin.Antony is a powerhouse entrepreneur who beautifully bridges two worlds of healing: creating vibrant, safe external sanctuaries for the queer community through Dandyparty, and teaching profound internal somatic alignment as the Founder and CEO of Kalpataa's Studios.In this raw and transformative conversation, we dive into:
Connect with the Show: 📝 Share Your Story: Want to feature your perspective or apply for a live interview? Fill out our private, trauma-informed submission form (anonymous options available!) via the link below. https://docs.google.com/forms/d/1D7fwyQ3WZGPCg6gW58O85kJHRZEBzsUF2iB3HPdoHu8/edit
💻 Read the Companion Blog: Head over to the Jenney Clark Website and Substack for the full written feature and deeper weekly reflections.
Don't forget to hit Follow, leave a 5-star review, and share this episode with an awakened soul who needs to hear it today. Let's keep rising together.
🌐 Connect with Antony and join his community here:Website: https://www.dandypartys.com/
Email: [email protected]
📚 Jenney Clark’s Website & Books: https://jenneyclark.com/
🎧 Subscribe to Awakened Souls: Available on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, and Audible
For Counselling and LGBTQ, Trauma and CPTSD related advice:
https://www.mobberafoundation.org/https://mantrafoundations.org/ads/lgbtq-get-started/
https://cptsdfoundation.org/https://expert.mymindmantra.com/listener/india/telangana/hyderabad/specialization/lgbtq
https://findahelpline.com/countries/in/topics/gender-sexual-identity
Welcome to the premiere episode of Queer Rising, a dedicated new subsection of the Awakened Souls Podcast hosted by Jenney Clark. This is a sacred, intentional space designed to amplify real, lived experiences of navigating LGBTQ+ trauma, finding deep healing, and stepping into spiritual alignment.To kick off this powerful new chapter, Jenney sits down with a true community trailblazer right here in Hyderabad—the incredible Antony Civin.Antony is a powerhouse entrepreneur who beautifully bridges two worlds of healing: creating vibrant, safe external sanctuaries for the queer community through Dandyparty, and teaching profound internal somatic alignment as the Founder and CEO of Kalpataa's Studios.In this raw and transformative conversation, we dive into:
Connect with the Show:
📝 Share Your Story: Want to feature your perspective or apply for a live interview? Fill out our private, trauma-informed submission form (anonymous options available!) via the link below. https://docs.google.com/forms/d/1D7fwyQ3WZGPCg6gW58O85kJHRZEBzsUF2iB3HPdoHu8/edit
💻 Read the Companion Blog: Head over to the Jenney Clark Website and Substack for the full written feature and deeper weekly reflections.Don't forget to hit Follow, leave a 5-star review, and share this episode with an awakened soul who needs to hear it today. Let's keep rising together.
🌐 Connect with Antony and join his community here:Website: https://www.dandypartys.com/
Email: [email protected]
📚 Jenney Clark’s Website & Books: https://jenneyclark.com/
🎧 Subscribe to Awakened Souls: Available on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, and Audible
For Counselling and LGBTQ, Trauma and CPTSD related advice:
https://www.mobberafoundation.org/
https://mantrafoundations.org/ads/lgbtq-get-started/
https://cptsdfoundation.org/
https://expert.mymindmantra.com/listener/india/telangana/hyderabad/specialization/lgbtq
https://findahelpline.com/countries/in/topics/gender-sexual-identity
Dr. Nicole on abuse and trauma: "Can you imagine if the people who harmed us said - 'I'm harming you? This is not about you. This is about me. I have a significant problem that I'm unable to handle. And so it's landing on you. I should get help, but I don't want to. So I'm going to keep abusing you'-But let me tell you, the fact that you feel scared and overwhelmed is because you're healthy and normal, and that's what a body does when it's being abused."
In this episode, award-winning author Jenney Clark, sits down with Dr. Nicole Wordlaw—Stanford honors graduate, UC Berkeley clinical psychologist, Buddhist meditation practitioner, and author of Waking Up Alone. Dr Nicole talks about Trauma, Oppression, and Self-Trust. What if the fear and hypervigilance you felt after trauma weren't signs that you were broken—but proof that your body was healthy and functioning exactly as it should?
In this deeply moving and intellectually rigorous conversation, Dr. Nicole unpacks how trauma and inherited oppression shape human identity, why compliance becomes a generational survival pattern, and how to spot the crucial difference between harmful authority and true inner guidance. Drawing from both clinical practice and her own lived experience, she reveals how healing begins not with self-blame, but with clear seeing, body awareness, and radical self-compassion.
In this episode, we explore:
Notable quotes by Dr. Nicole Wordlaw “The voice you can trust always sounds like love inside your head.”“Pain is a door.”“There is nothing wrong with you, who you essentially are.”Action items* Start with tiny mindfulness practices, not long intense sessions* Choose trauma-sensitive teachers who understand flashbacks and dissociation* If a practice feels overwhelming, stop and trust your body* Use body-based grounding like feeling your feet, breath, or a body scan* Treat self-doubt as a cue to listen for the voice that sounds like care, not fear
Links and Resources to follow:
Star Spider is the Founder and Executive Director of Counter—a Canadian non-profit dedicated to helping individuals and families recognize, resist, and recover from coercive influence. In this episode award-winning Host of Awakened Souls Podcast Author Jenney Clark sits down with Star to talk about Star 's background in philosophy and seven years of lived experience within a high-control group. Star dismantles the dangerous myth that manipulation only happens to gullible or naive people. This conversation explores how coercive control relies on ordinary human psychology, how subtle conditioning erodes autonomy over time, and what it truly takes to rebuild identity and self-sovereignty after leaving.
In this episode, we explore:
We highly recommend you 🌐 Connect with Star Spider & Access Free Resources on the thecounterproject.org
Episode Transcript:0:19 — Introduction: Counter and its mission
1:24 — Star’s experience and why she started the organization
3:13 — Why anyone can be vulnerable to manipulation
5:36 — Early warning signs and coercive control
7:26 — Love bombing, exploitation, and relationship control
9:29 — Isolation: physical, ideological, and online
12:42 — Bullying, family dynamics, and group exclusion
13:43 — Star’s personal story and path to recovery
17:39 — Why leaving high-control groups is so difficult
21:23 — What recovery can look like
24:39 — How to support a loved one without pushing them away
28:22 — Philosophy, free will, and compassion
33:49 — Healing tools, therapy, and rebuilding connection
36:37 — Misconceptions about cult recovery and intervention
40:33 — Coercive relationships: signs to watch for
43:21 — Online recruitment, AI, and modern forms of control
45:01 — Writing, current work, and future projects
46:42 — Resources from Counter
47:49 — Closing advice: stay connected and trust your instincts
Welcome to this exclusive bonus episode of Awakened Souls. In this special inner-circle commentary, host and author Jenney Clark pulls back the curtain on the hidden lore, ancient philosophy, and temporal mechanics powering her novel Cryptid: Falling into Time.
Step into the secret vault to explore:
The Esoteric Core: How ancient Egyptian cosmology (Ma'at), Heka energy, and 3,000-year-old secret orders fuel the temporal fractures in the Relics of Eternity universe.
The Fool’s Journey Archetype: Why stepping off the cliff into the unknown is the ultimate leap of faith for both story protagonists and real-life survivors breaking inherited trauma scripts.
Your Reader Toolkit: How to navigate the prequel short story, Character Lore Guide, and full novel for maximum immersion.
Whether you're a reader preparing to start Cryptid or a truth-seeker exploring ancient mysteries and personal autonomy, this commentary sets the stage for reclaiming your narrative against the chaos.
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https://www.amazon.com/CRYPTID-FALLING-INTO-Relics-Eternity-ebook/dp/B0HG3QWTK2https://www.amazon.com/CRYPTID-FALLING-INTO-Relics-Eternity-ebook/dp/B0HG3QWTK2
Show Notes Blurb (To feature in Awakened Souls episode descriptions)
Listen to the Companion Soundtrack: Experience Cryptid: Falling into Time through sound. This curated Spotify playlist aligns track-by-track with the chapters of the novel, weaving cinematic atmosphere and esoteric weight into every scene.
Official Playlist Link: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5HSMgWYONuWm3sJIWSD943
Keywords & Topics:
#AwakenedSouls #JenneyClark #CryptidFallingIntoTime #RelicsOfEternity #EgyptianAlchemy #Heka #EsotericPhilosophy #FoolsJourney #Tarot #SurvivorResilience #DualTimelineThriller #AncientHistory #TraumaHealing #Archetypes #DarkAcademia
Website: https://jenneyclark.com/
Amazon Author Page: https://www.amazon.com/author/jenneyclark
Cryptid on Amazon: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0HG3QZW72
Goodreads: https://www.goodreads.com/jenney_clark
Podcast: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/profile/awakenedsouls/
Today on Awakened Souls, I’m excited to welcome Award-winning Hip Hop Musical Genius Ciph Boogie, a Brooklyn-based music singer, producer, and songwriter who won "Songwriter of the Year" at the Wavy Awards. He is also a prominent figure in hip hop events through initiatives like the Certified Hip Hop Independent Music Awards, which celebrate pioneering artists in the Mid-Atlantic. Raised in the legendary Marcy Projects, Ciph’s life has been a masterclass in resilience. From earning placements with ESPN and the NBA to his award-nominated tribute "Stars in the Sky," Ciph’s work transcends the genre. He doesn’t just rap; he speaks life into memory, prioritizing legacy over hype and soul over algorithms. Having navigated the profound grief of losing both parents, he has transformed his personal pain into a "living archive" of truth. Ciph Boogie is known for his "cinematic" storytelling that blends raw New York grit with deep emotional vulnerability. You can stream his catalog and keep up with his releases on major platforms:
Chapters: Show Notes
00:55 Introduction to Ciph Boogie
01:48 Growing Up in Brooklyn
02:50 Influence of Hip-Hop Royalty
04:05 The Journey of Writing
05:37 Cultural Heritage and Identity
07:03 Lessons from Family
09:03 Childhood Memories and Reality
09:58 Navigating Grief and Loss
10:22 The Impact of Losing Parents
14:37 Coping with Grief
16:00 Overcoming Rejection in Music
19:32 Balancing Grief and Creativity
21:50 Building Confidence as an Artist
23:09 The Meaning Behind the Name
24:51 Musical Influences and Inspirations
25:32 Creative Process and Songwriting
26:45 The Creative Process and Inspiration
28:28 Evolution as an Artist
31:21 Cinematic Hip-Hop and Its Impact
34:10 Behind the Scenes with Combat Jack
36:29 Authenticity in Today's Music Industry
37:46 Musical Aspirations and New Releases
39:44 Vulnerability in Songwriting
42:12 Listener Impact and Feedback
43:40 Mental Health Advocacy
46:48 Spiritual Reflections and Gratitude
48:20 Future Projects and Vision
49:46 Final Words of Wisdom
Where you can listen and follow Ciph Boogie:
Other Links:
Certified Hip Hop Independent Music Awardshttps://www.instagram.com/ciphboogie24/https://www.instagram.com/wavyawards/https://music.apple.com/us/artist/ciph-boogie/418632083https://open.spotify.com/artist/5slc5e4hHRcpRUHbZsdp3chttps://www.youtube.com/user/ciphboogie
International Support for CPTSD, Bullying, Trauma & depression:
For Trauma, Depression, and Mental Health Advice and Support : https://cptsdfoundation.org/Befrienders Worldwide — Emotional support and listening services in over 90 countries (find local helplines): https://befrienders.org/International Bullying Prevention Association (IBPA) — Global resources for bullying prevention and intervention: https://ibpaworld.org/International Society for the Study of Trauma and Dissociation (ISSTD) — Resources, fact sheets, and therapist locator for complex trauma: https://www.isst-d.org/Blue Knot Foundation (Australia-focused but useful internationally for complex trauma survivors): https://blueknot.org.au/ (Helpline: 1300 657 380)
My Journey: Awakened Souls Podcast | www.jenneyclark.comhttps://jenneyclark.com/
Today 's podcast is an interview with Aly Rice — certified resilience and reinvention coach, motivational speaker, and the bold voice behind the podcasts Sex, Lies & Tacos and This Could Get Messy. After navigating profound personal challenges, including non-consensual recording, revenge porn, sexual abuse, betrayal, grief, and starting over from zero, Aly turned her raw experiences into powerful tools for transformation. Through her honest storytelling and coaching, she helps women reclaim their voices, rebuild their identities, and rise stronger, unapologetically embracing the messy, beautiful truth of being fully alive. Get ready for a real, raw, and awakening conversation with Aly Rice.
00:00 Introduction and Background
01:19 Childhood Influences and Resilience
03:48 Corporate Life and Red Flags
06:30 Life Changes and Personal Challenges
08:49 Loss and Identity Crisis
11:39 Romantic Relationships and Betrayal
14:15 The Impact of Revenge Porn
16:48 Navigating Grief and Support
19:32 Career Changes and Manifestation
22:05 Lessons Learned and Moving Forward
27:28 The Impact of Love Bombing in Relationships
28:55 Navigating Dark Thoughts and Finding Strength
33:55 Creating the Survival to Thriving Guide
36:03 Overcoming Imposter Syndrome
39:06 The Birth of Sex, Lies, and Tacos Podcast
43:31 Transformative Stories and Client Successes
47:40 Reclaiming Identity and Voice
52:02 Mantras for Transformation and Healing
56:17 Creating a Safe Space for Healing
57:41 Overcoming Life's Challenges
59:05 The Importance of Authenticity
59:51 Empowering Women Through Connection
01:00:50 Navigating Relationships and Betrayal
Learn more about Aly on the links and handles below:
Website: https://alyrice.com/
Substack: https://substack.com/@alyspeaksup
Insta: https://www.instagram.com/alyspeaksup
Podcast : https://open.spotify.com/show/4s0xfzjl3wBfE9pNqckNmi
For crisis resources and help go to :
https://cptsdfoundation.org/help-me-find-a-therapist/
https://988lifeline.org/https://rainn.org/
https://cptsdfoundation.org/trauma-informed-blog/
https://www.digitalindia.gov.in/initiative/ncw-womens-helpline/
1in6.org
https://www.domesticshelters.org/resources/national-global-organizations/international-organizations
https://www.samaritans.org/https://www.crisistextline.org/https://www.unwomen.org/en
***Trigger Warning***: This episode may contain adult themes, abuse, and trauma, which may be distressing for some listeners. Please take care of yourself and feel free to pause or skip if needed. Resources for survivors are linked in our show notes.
Join the Awakened Souls Podcast as we share Holly K. Dunn’s inspiring story of survival and healing. The sole survivor of the notorious Railroad Killer, Angel Maturino Resendiz, Holly recounts her 1997 ordeal in her memoir, Sole Survivor. As a motivational speaker and co-founder of Holly’s House, a haven for victims of intimate crimes in Evansville, Indiana, she advocates for survivors, speaks at schools and judicial panels, and trains the Evansville Police Department. Honored with the 2006 Jefferson Award and the Jacqueline Kennedy Onassis Award, Holly’s story is featured in People Magazine Investigates: Surviving a Serial Killer, I Survived a Serial Killer, 48 Hours, and Unseen: The Case of Holly K. Dunn (IMDb). Tune in to hear her resilient journey.
Show notes:
00:00 Introduction to Holly K Dunn's Journey
06:55 The Fateful Night: Encounter with Evil
22:29 Surviving the Attack and Aftermath
27:25 Facing the Attacker: Survivor's Guilt and Fear
32:31 Grieving and Remembering Chris: An Unconventional Journey
38:25 Inspiring Others: The Role of Advocacy and Speaking
Links:
http://www.hollykdunn.com/
https://www.instagram.com/hollykdunn/
https://x.com/hollykdunn
https://www.imdb.com/name/nm6532343/
https://www.facebook.com/hollykdunn
Trauma Resources:
rainn.org
cptsdfoundation.org
sidran.org
thehotline.org
**Trigger Warning:** This episode contains uncensored discussions regarding sensitive subjects such as sexual assault, rape, home invasion, and trauma. It includes explicit details that may be distressing for certain listeners. Listener discretion is advised; feel free to pause or skip sections as necessary. Additionally, resources for survivors are provided in the show notes for further support.
At the Awakened Souls Podcast, we share inspiring stories that stir the soul, heal the spirit, and illuminate the path through darkness. Today, we speak with Danielle Leukam, a powerful voice in the fight against sexual violence. A registered nurse, mother, and rape survivor, Danielle transformed her trauma into triumph with her memoir, Four Pounds of Pressure: A Memoir of Rape, Survival, and Taking Back My Power. As an author, advocate, and founder of WISH: We Inspire Survivor Healing, INC., she empowers survivors and educates communities. Through her work with End Violence Against Women International (EVAWI) and as a member of the Survivor Advisory Group to the Governor of Minnesota, Danielle’s journey is a testament to resilience, love, and the fight to reclaim one’s power.
00:00: The Journey of Healing and Justice
05:51: Empowerment Through Storytelling
08:14: Navigating the Aftermath
10:47: Facing the Perpetrator
13:18: Understanding Grief and Support
15:35: The Justice System Experience
18:15: The Ripple Effect of Trauma
21:27: Finding Strength as a Survivor
24:07: Writing as a Tool for Empowerment
26:51: Common Threads Among Survivors
29:18: Shining a Light on Sexual Assault
31:49: Balancing Diverse Writing Projects
31:54: Finding Inspiration in Adversity
33:07: Navigating Relationships After Trauma
35:13: The Healing Power of Writing
38:04: Creating Change Through Nonprofit Work
39:32: Advocacy and Legislative Efforts
42:49: Public Speaking and Survivor Empowerment
45:46: Supporting Survivors in Our Communities
48:17: Reclaiming Power: A New Memoir
49:22: Words of Hope for Survivors
50:42: Vision for the Future of Advocacy
Danielle's Links:
www.danielleleukam.com
www.instagram.com/danielleleukam or @danielleleukam
www.facebook.com/daniellelouiseleukam
www.twitter.com/danielle_leukam
Resource for survivors: RAINN ( rainn.org ) EVAWI ( evawintl.org )
Disclaimer: The information, statements, comments, and opinions provided in this podcast are general in nature, and the resources have been cited. None of the authors, contributors or anyone else connected with this podcast, in any way whatsoever, can be responsible for your use of the information contained herein. Any and all information shared in this podcast is intended for educational and informational purposes only. Nothing in this podcast, nor any content on Awakened Souls is a supplement for or supersedes the relationship and direction of your medical or mental health providers. Thoughts, ideas, or opinions expressed by this guest do not necessarily reflect those of our producers.
On the Awakened Souls Podcast, we celebrate Raymond Bechard, an award-winning author, speaker, and human rights advocate. Honored with the Spiritual Life Award for his global fight against human trafficking, Raymond spoke at the Vatican Conference 2019 and is endorsed by leaders like US Senator Richard Blumenthal. His work is cited by Harvard, the University of Toledo, and numerous NGOs. For over 20 years, he has battled modern slavery in places like Iraq and Afghanistan, producing the documentary "Honor Bound" to raise awareness. His books, "The Berlin Turnpike" and "Unspeakable", expose the dark underbelly of human trafficking while inspiring hope. A bold provocateur, Bechard is credited with writing multiple pieces of successful legislation focusing on human trafficking and has driven legislation that forced social media to enhance stronger child safety measures. He also shut down illicit media ads on a Tribune Media publication after it continued to run ads selling illegal "escort" services. He is well-known for generally making people in power uncomfortable whenever he focuses his resources, writing, and public speaking on them. Listen to his harrowing stories of saving victims, from children dying of HIV to teens rescued from brothels, as he challenges an indifferent system.
00:00 Introduction
00:32 Early Influences and Inspirations
04:30 Pivotal Moments Leading to Advocacy
09:26 Shocking Discoveries in Human Trafficking
16:53 Stories of Resilience and Redemption
20:03 Systemic Factors Fueling Human Trafficking
23:34 Challenges in Advocacy and Resistance
29:21 Moral Dilemmas in Advocacy
30:47 Reflections on the Journey
33:52 The Challenges of Recovery from Trafficking
36:39 The Cost of Truth in Advocacy
39:28 Personal Sacrifices in the Fight Against Trafficking
42:52 Coping with Darkness: Humor and Nature
46:42 Defining Success in the Fight for Justice
48:58 Envisioning a World Without Trafficking
53:26 Advice for Aspiring Activists
56:24 intro.mp3
Some gems from Raymond on the Podcast:
" Don't follow the crowd."
" It does not reduce us to lift other people up. It lifts us all up, it lifts the world up when we do that."
" In a nation or society where girls are educated, all boats are lifted with that rising tide of education. Statistics and studies have shown for years that if you educate girls, it makes a culture better. It makes societies better. It makes businesses better."
"What still shocks me is when you show people the crime, when you show people the human rights violation, so often, good people will do nothing and turn the other way because they are scared. That shocks me."
"People can believe some awful things above what is obviously true and dismiss the truth to propagate their own motivations, as we see in politics." "Because if we face the truth about what's happening to other people, we have to do something about it."
Learn more about Raymond on the links and handles below
APB Speakers Bureau
Youtube
Instagram Handle
Raymond Bechard imdb
Goodreads Author Page
Amazon Books link
Tedx
LinkTree
Threads
From the publisher's feed