Awakening Alexandria

Explore your inner landscape with this grounding Somatic Awareness Practice. You need only yourself, a spot to lie down, and a space where you won’t be disturbed.

Coming home to yourself can be this easy.

Restful blessings,

Alexandria

When it’s my life’s work to fold back all experiences into myself, be my own alchemist, and awaken the consciousness of Soul, life can feel veeeeeeery confusing.

In this episode I walk through various aspects of Soul including its voice, its quality, and what often gets in the way of us experiencing first hand the presence of Soul within us.

I share with you the process of pausing the externalization of energy, understanding the essence of experience and extracting the lesson. How each and everyone of us, is a spiritual alchemist in the making.

What are the keys required to reveal, unfold, and get to know the voice of your Soul?

Tune in to Episode 17 with your healer, seer, and guide, Alexandria.

With All My Love

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What if our tendency to people-please is actually our inner-child/soul wanting us to define how we want to be seen? Do we truly understand the light of our own emanation? Or could that be why we grasp onto the opinions of others so readily?

In my own youth, I adopted the kind of actions that would garner me the most attention, because that’s how I thought I needed to be seen. Ironically, it’s quite different to what my inner-child ACTUALLY wanted.

Moving through the fog of emotional confusion and a deep sadness that I recognize as the unmet needs of my inner-child, I asked her these two questions—

What do you need to feel seen? and

What do you I need others to help me recognize about myself?

Tune in as I take you on a journey of healing perspective, opening up the portal to new ways of relating to the mystery of self. Crafting new understanding around the people-pleasing trait, and offering up permission to water the gardens of your own human/soul connection.

With All My Love,

Alexandria ☥

To take rest is to descend through the matrix of long-standing beliefs that quite literally are holding our bones in active animation.

When we can learn to return our bones back to the Earth and befriend Her gravity, we can remember what it feels like to be held in the womb.

Our fear of rest is our fear of descent, and the uprising of the initial spiritual step towards liberation is the journey depicted in the Tarot archetype, The Tower.

Tune in as I bring my experience of psycho-somatic attunement into the world of archetypes, offering a fresh perspective of what it means to Rest.

Somatic Awareness Training has become my new meditation strategy.

I needed movement like I needed breath, and I needed a self-discovery tool that didn’t further enforce the dissociative and bypassing responses I’ve come here to work through.

Tune in as I take you through my journey of discovery from seated mediation escapism to somatic spiritual embodiment.

When I think of the word matrix, my mind floods with images of intricate patterns and codes. I feel a complex system that has its roots in a simple intention of creating something out of nothing. What is this space of nothing from which something, anything is created?

This fabric of Life I am calling “The Healing Matrix” is an ancient womb, where life expands and contracts through. The cycles of creation sees its beginnings and endings here; it is the human body, the carrier of systems old and of new. It is through the human body that past becomes present and future becomes realized. Those forms of the past, carried down through the bones of our ancestors, coursing as our blood and lived experience are ours to create with as we wish.

But how many of us are trying to heal our past, our lineage, our ancestral bonds, the carried down scars and wounds of generations of evolving human experiment? How many of us are accessing information from the source? From the body? From the Healing Matrix?

Tune in as esoteric knowledge weaves together ancestral healing and modern somatic understanding to uncover a deeper evolutionary intention to living these times with purpose.

With All My Love, Always—

Alexandria ☥

I thought for so long that I was safe, that I could will myself to feel that way. Yet, as I walk further down the road of self-healing, I’m coming to recognize just how deeply I’ve been invalidating my emotional well being, just how critical the process of feeling through an experience actually is.

From disassociated spiritual seeker to embodied wayshower, I take you on a journey this episode of moving through parental enmeshment with my mother, parenting my inner child, learning interconnection, and growing a new relationship with myself and with others.

Seeing you through the darker emotions, with Love and acknowledgment,

Alexandria ☥

Just the other day I decided that I’m done healing. I am complete just as I am.

This moment comes after nearly a decade committing myself to self-healing. More like self-perfecting. I couldn’t quite understand why I never could find true happiness, contentment or peace, until I realized that I must be the one to tell myself I am complete. I must be the one to honestly reflect and say, I am enough just as I am. There is nothing more I yearn to fix or change about me, instead I want to just go about my life LIVING!

On this episode I expand more into what it means to decide we’re complete. To stop the train of thinking that we trained ourselves in believing. The belief that there is more to awaken, more to seek, more to discover about the nature of human being.

May this episode inspire your journey towards greater levels of self love and acceptance. And so it is.

I confined myself to the shadows and out of the public eye because I’ve been embodying the Wayshower. I’ve been intentionally cultivating the consciousness of a Guide.

To teach I believed was to have the answers, but that was me in a past life. The me then was sought out for spiritual insight; the teacher, the prophet, the guru who helped mold the mind of lost souls.

But in the era of mind and stimulation, where information is accessed more easily than breath, is this way of guiding truly serving?

A self-righteous, less conscious version of me may insist on the masses mold to my teachings; but who am I but you doing the best we can with what we got?

It’s been humility that’s guided me and a reorientation of conscious understanding to awaken the Wayshower of these times. To embody that Guide is to pay attention to the path I’ve been walking. To reflect is then to see myself as the scientist and the spiritualist that has self-proof that much of the way of these times is a reorientation of body and mind.

The familiarity may continue to pull me under her current and carry me back to the mind, but I am now certain that my way forward is to show the past I’ve left behind. To walk with you as you trial to rebuild a language with your earthly vessel, your body and all of her sensations. To bridge and reconnect the synapses that through your own connection to self, awakens self-discovery.

In this episode I transmit the last several months, awakening this new layer of soul consciousness that empowers instead of reveals, that guides instead of gives.

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With so much love,

Alexandria ☥

When others want the best for you and you’re a chronic people pleaser, how challenging is it to voice your truth?

As a chronic people pleaser, it was challenging for me to stand in opposition to what I was being taught, believing that those in authority knew best. Why? Maybe it had to do with the many lifetimes of bowing to the feet of gurus, of sacrificing my self in the name of holy dogma.

Maybe during the Piscean era these kinds of lessons were mandatory for growth and spiritual attainment. But we’ve entered Aquarius baby and you better believe this era is all about owning our worth and being our own Master.

In this episode I share about healing through this chronic pattern of embodying external authority and learning through much trial and error what it feels like and what it means to be my own Master.

Can you relate?

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With love and truth,

Alexandria ☥