After four ceremonies, a Bufo toad experience, and a profound journey through fear, love, and surrender, Al has returned—transformed, but not in the way he expected. In this final installment of the Ayahuasca Trilogy, he and Bilos unpack the last days in the Amazon, the lessons that stayed, and the ones that are still unfolding.

In This Episode:

• The Darkest Night – How Tuesday’s ceremony turned into a deep lesson in discomfort, testing Al’s ability to stay with fear rather than run from it.
• The Path That Was Always There – Seeing that the way forward isn’t about looking for answers—it’s about accepting what’s already clear.
• The Bufo Toad Experience – A completely different kind of journey—ego death, overwhelming emotion, and the moment Al realized he was still here, even without his body.
• A Gift from the Amazon – The unexpected gifting ceremony and how it mirrored the deeper realization about connection and love.
• Returning Home – What’s changed, what hasn’t, and how the real journey starts after the ceremonies end.

Final Thought:

Life will find you exactly where you are—you don’t need to go looking for it.