I don't understand myself any longer. I really want to do what is right but I don't do it. Instead, everything I hate, I find myself doing; It seemed like I was sitting in a rocking chair moving back and forth. I can't help myself any longer. I don't know if this story resonates with you, but it does with mine. How did I even get here and how can I get help from this pendulous life? You should check out this episode to find out more.