In this episode, I explore the paradox of being both new to life with a spinal cord injury and handed significant control over my medical decisions. I dive into the mental energy it takes to navigate unfamiliar scenarios, like choosing whether to get an IUD implant or deciding if antibiotics are necessary for a potential UTI. These decisions aren't just medical - they're deeply personal and often overwhelming. Join me as I share the challenges, insights, and lessons I'm learning about balancing autonomy with uncertainty in my recovery journey.