Brian says "This is why I do what I do"Self-awareness is such an odd thing.

Sanskrit has the phrase “Neti-Neti” which means “Not this, not that”. Most of us stumble through life finding ourselves (if at all) through a process of "negation" or learning what we are not through experience. This takes a very long time and is often far more painful than it has to be.

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