be your sweater

sharing my recent thoughts, terrible condition, being emo; wondering what happened on me.

somewhat busy days, didn’t rest enough, didn’t able to finish my to-dos. but it is okay, trying not to be harsh on myself. i got reminded that time and energy are required to get used to changes. i cannot blame myself for that. time to be flexible and let me rest.

went dancing, kayaking, beach cleaning, pilates lesson and ice skating! had fun but was tired too. had some mood swings and didn't able to finish what i wanted. (｀∧´)

sending away my friend, starting a new job…i just hope everyone’s fresh start is a good beginning. as long as it’s for a better future and it’s what we like; just one note for myself, don’t forget what you truly want and remember to strive for it.

because i think i am not good enough

because i am not brave enough to fall

because i am not working hard enough -

these few days gave me these answers to the question, but it's okay, i will get better!

two gloomy and rainy days, not the best day, but i am not that depressed because i finally started moving! cleared up some of my to-dos, not all, but it's okay! stop overthinking just keep it going! listen till the end for the question to think about tomorrow( ･᷄ὢ･᷅ )

just two not-so-special days, but with some reflections. guess i am ready to move on and improve myself. time to break up with perfectionism, i want to be free. start to plan out my to-do list and the action plan.

had so much fun! love the outfit I wore to disney. ate the food i wanted to. took tons of photos but started to wonder, is that alright, i don’t want to become a burden to my friends. anyways, am thankful to have these amazing friends.

a day with friends! went to a recent hot cafe in muiwo and wandered around. spent some time on the beach looking at the sea, playing in a park, and went dance class. ending my day with some encouragement for myself, you're good enough, don't compare with others.

a day of enjoying, tried to start working on my plan, but it turns out to be a day of just eating, haha! also ending today with the song supermarket flowers; no big reason, just because this song came into my mind today.