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Beard vs No-Beard isn’t really about facial hair.I think this is a quiet reflection on vanity, identity, projection, and how easily we build a sense of self out of other people’s reactions. I talk through what changed in me when I grew a beard during a period of spiritual transformation...and I suppoose what surfaced again when I shaved it off.Compliments, suspicion, respect, attention, invisibility.Being seen as attractive versus being seen as trustworthy.Being listened to before speaking versus having to earn the room.Both versions felt like masks. One felt safer. One felt more tempting.This isn’t a story about enlightenment or self-improvement. It’s about ego (ewwww I know )...how subtle it is, how persuasive it can be, and how hard it is to quit once you realize how much of your life it’s shaped.If you’ve ever felt pulled between wanting to be seen and wanting to disappear, this episode sits right in that tension.No advice. No conclusions. Just an honest examination of how identity forms and at least in my case, dissolves.🎧 Listen quietly.💬 Reflect honestly.🧠 Take what’s useful and leave the rest. ( you can even throw the whole thing in the bin if you want ) If you want to read stuff, check out www.idiotmystic.com or come tell me how much of a weirdo I am on the Discord. https://discord.gg/dXKjhZrZmM
By Idiot MysticBeard vs No-Beard isn’t really about facial hair.I think this is a quiet reflection on vanity, identity, projection, and how easily we build a sense of self out of other people’s reactions. I talk through what changed in me when I grew a beard during a period of spiritual transformation...and I suppoose what surfaced again when I shaved it off.Compliments, suspicion, respect, attention, invisibility.Being seen as attractive versus being seen as trustworthy.Being listened to before speaking versus having to earn the room.Both versions felt like masks. One felt safer. One felt more tempting.This isn’t a story about enlightenment or self-improvement. It’s about ego (ewwww I know )...how subtle it is, how persuasive it can be, and how hard it is to quit once you realize how much of your life it’s shaped.If you’ve ever felt pulled between wanting to be seen and wanting to disappear, this episode sits right in that tension.No advice. No conclusions. Just an honest examination of how identity forms and at least in my case, dissolves.🎧 Listen quietly.💬 Reflect honestly.🧠 Take what’s useful and leave the rest. ( you can even throw the whole thing in the bin if you want ) If you want to read stuff, check out www.idiotmystic.com or come tell me how much of a weirdo I am on the Discord. https://discord.gg/dXKjhZrZmM