Welcome to the descent. ( maybe welcome back if you're here again somehow ) In this episode ( I'm getting comfortable calling these episodes again ), we pull back the velvet curtain ( I don't know why I thought that would be cool to say...I said it in the video too...so cringe ) on Project Monarch, the alleged ( love that word ) mind control program said to have shaped Hollywood, pop culture, and perhaps even your daily life. We trace its roots through MKUltra, explore the use of trauma-based programming, and decode the eerie symbols hiding in plain sight, from butterflies to shattered mirrors, from glitching celebrities to cryptic performances.But this isn’t just about conspiracy. And it’s definitely not just entertainment.I try to talk about conspiracies, meditation, breathwork, and therapy because the truth isn’t isolated. It overlaps. It permeates. If you can understand the hidden nature of one thing, you can begin to sense the hidden nature of everything.There are vast oceans of divinely occulted knowledge, buried just beneath the surface of daily life, waiting to be unlocked. But the key isn’t panic, or paranoia. It’s discernment. Stillness. And the courage to follow the right path, even when it looks nothing like what you expected.The truth is layered, symbolic, and strange.But you’re not alone.Let’s explore it together.Okay, that ending was a little to airy...if you want to talk though, do stop by the Discord. ( link on Youtube...come find me! ) Also there's a blog on the website www.idiotmystic.com , I write stuff there.

I seem to have really gone off the deep when you look at the kind of videos I'm making...but I'm a good swimmer.Look, no human-made system is ever going to outdo the system, the one that governs everything: time, action, consequence, life itself. But that doesn’t stop people from trying. Every self-help guru, productivity hacker, and business coach is out here selling you the system. The one that promises success, clarity, and maybe abs if you just follow it exactly.But here’s what I think the truth is : they didn’t follow a system. They stumbled, stole, remixed, and tweaked their way to something that worked, then they repackaged it to sell to you.This mini-rant is about breaking out of the cycle of dependency on other people’s blueprints and learning how to build your own. Because real system-building isn’t a five-step formula; it’s messy, chaotic, and, most importantly, yours. So if you're tired of searching for the answer and ready to start asking better questions, this might be something you want to watch.If you want to interact more...because we can do that, check out the blog on www.idiotmystic.com, find us on your favorite social platform ( IG, Tik Tok ) or come talk to us on the Discord app where someone is being a person, 24/7. ( https://discord.gg/dXKjhZrZmM )

Did you know you already possess a secret superpower? It’s called metacognition...the incredible ability to think about your own thinking.Explaining metacognition might sound simple, but in my experience facilitating over 1,000 hours of meditation for clients, it's consistently the most life-changing technique I’ve encountered.In this episode ( if that is what these are ) , I try to get as deep as I can in 7 minutes, into what metacognition really is, why it’s your mind’s ultimate hidden skill, and how mastering it can genuinely transform your life.Imagine stepping outside your mind, looking back, and finally seeing exactly why you keep replaying awkward conversations, procrastinating, or spiraling into anxiety. Understanding metacognition lets you do just that, giving you the tools to shift negative patterns, enhance your learning, and make clearer, wiser decisions every single day.You could think of this as your friendly guide to unlocking the hidden superpower you didn't know you had. Grab your headphones, relax into a liminal vaporwave atmosphere, and let's gently explore the fascinating landscape of your own mind.I know it sounds dumb...to think about how you think.But try it.

Hey there, conspiracy enthusiasts and truth-seekers...wait a minute, is that why you're here?Sorry I've been filling the channel and internet with sound baths for the last month. I kind of just go by what I'm feeling.But I think I've figured out a way to talk about the stuff I want to talk about, even if it's just for a few minutes.Those 40 minute videos were taking too long to make and my sped up brain prefers to tell you everything I know, as soon as possible, so you can tell me everything you know as soon as possible. ( yes...I tend to sound this juvenile whenever I'm exicited ) But yeah...buckle up ( because seat belts still have buckles...at least some things stay the same ) because we're about to take a wild ride through the twisted corridors of MK Ultra, where the CIA played mad scientist with our brains.

And I know I'm making it sound a little lighter than it is...but sometimes you have to do certain things, to be able to talk about certain other things. Imagine a bunch of suit-wearing spooks trying to create real-life Jason Bournes ( super soldier type people but not Captain America style ), only to end up with a generation of TikTok addicts. Coincidence? I think not! From LSD-laced brothels to hypnotized assassins, MK Ultra was the OG of "let's see what happens if we push this button".But what if MK Ultra never really ended? What if it just traded in its lab coat for a hoodie and started coding social media algorithms? Now, I know what you're thinking: "This guy's been microdosing too much." Astaghfirullah. But hear me out! ( READ...I GET IT...this is reading ) Everything is connected. From the CIA's secret LSD parties to your aunt's obsession with cat memes – it's all part of the sci-fi tv show that is our REAL LIFE.So, put on your tinfoil hats (they're very fashionable this season) and join me as we connect dots so far apart they're practically in different galaxies. Because sometimes, the craziest connections yield the most mind-bending revelations. CONNECT THE DOTS.And hey, if you want to dive deeper ( people love saying deep dive but the depths of the ocean are SCARY ) into this rabbit hole or chat about other weird stuff that makes your brain do somersaults, hit us up ( ew...that sounded so lame ) at www.idiotmystic.com.

Or better yet, join our 24/7 discord of well intentioned weirdos at https://discord.gg/dXKjhZrZmM.Remember, in a world of MK Ultra, be an MK Awesome! ( idk what's wrong with me...)

Welcome to 2025, where we’re kicking off the year with...this. A video. A ramble. A cry into the void of the internet. Once upon a time, making videos was just about putting something out there because it felt right. Now it’s all, Is the title clickbait enough? Does the thumbnail have text? But not too much text? Should I slap a face on it so people will trust me?And speaking of thumbnails—yeah, this one’s a joke...in case you were concerned.The internet is chaos, and honestly, so is this video.In between thumbnail philosophy and existential spiraling, I remembered I need to pay rent (shoutout to adulting), reflected on how the tide sometimes takes over your ship (deep, right?), and tried to figure out why any of this matters. Maybe it doesn’t. But maybe it does.If this video made you laugh, think, or just helped you avoid whatever you’re putting off, thanks for letting me be part of your day. Welcome to the wild ride that is 2025. Let’s see where the tide takes us. 🍋Two years till the alien invasion apparently?

Someone asked me the other day, quite beligerently ( but at my asking ), "WHAT IS YOUR CHANNEL EVEN ABOUT?!?!".I didn't really know how to explain it.He said I need to focus my niche more.I need to tighten up my thumbnails.Maybe have multiple channels.Like I said in of the other descriptions recently, I don't even know what a video is anymore.I don't know if it's just me saying what I want to say to someone who wants to hear or see it.Now it's a thumbnail and a title and what time I release it.But I don't think that is something I can participate in very well.I enjoy variation where it is healthy.I enjoy trying different things.Because that's how the human being is designed.Repetition in some things, variance in others.I'll show up and make something for you because some of you enjoy it.And our conversations are crazy and wonderful.Sometimes, unexpected friendships are even formed.But I can't really explain what I'm doing here or what this is.If I could, it wouldn't be a journey...probably something more like a quest.Think of this channel like a walk in the forest...except, you don't have to go home at the end.We're just walking around, taking it in. I hope you've been well since our last one way conversation in this description box.Feel free to reach out, either through www.idiotmystic.com or the Discord app, where there's something weird going on 24/7.

*This was recording in 2024 but uploaded in 2025 because...well I'm mostly focused on YouTube now as I can upload everything there easier. Sorry and I hope to see you there...or on the Discord app. *

So, we’re back playing Webfishing, where you cast digital lines into the weirdest corners of the internet while contemplating life’s deepest mysteries...and also socks.I know you don't really expect gaming videos from me, but I don't know what I expect from me here.Let's just try to get through this together.Some questionable highlgiths include:

🎓 Flexing my all-A’s final win (Internet achievement unlocked).

🎣 The mystery of “Grincher” — like a Webfishing Herobrine, but less helpful.

☕ Cold coffee life decisions (with too much creamer, apologies to my Dad).

🧦 An unprompted ( isn't everything I do here unprompted? ) ode to socks — summer socks, slipper socks, socks and Crocs (yup)Somehow, this session became a backseat-philosopher kind of hangout where I wonder if you’re wearing socks, eating Cheetos, or thinking about life after death. We barely cover geopolitics, metaphysics, digital nostalgia, and whether buying a $25 Xbox gift card is a scam (it really seems like one).It’s weird, cozy, and kind of like a long, rambling letter from a friend who might be slightly sleep-deprived but means well. Take a breath, fish the web, and let’s wonder about stuff together.I won't ask you to like and subscribe...but comment and just tell me what you ate for breakfast. Seriously, I need to know. 🎣🧦💫Emojis are still the best...even in 2024.

Welcome to the Cozy Library in My Head. It's the same place that lofi playlist video was at.The Mind Palace.It’s snowing outside (well, not really, but let’s pretend). I really seem like I've lost my mind haven't I?A video a day?So you can relax?I think it's a good idea.I’m sitting here in warm socks, recording this meditation for you. If I sound like I’m falling asleep, I probably did ...I might’ve ( did ) even edited out some dead air where I drifted off. At least you know it "works".This isn’t just a holiday meditation ( kind of because of when I'm uploading it ) but you could find this video next summer, or in ten years, assuming YouTube is still a thing (a weird thought, right?). But right now, we’re here to breathe together.What to Expect:Simple Breathing Practice: In through the nose, hold, out through the mouth — repeat until life feels a little softer.Relaxed, Real Vibes: No overly polished, “perfect” meditation voice here — just a cozy space to be yourself.Mindful Escape: Imagine snow outside, the warmth of a quiet library, and the feeling of finally slowing down. Let’s Breathe Together:Find a comfy spot (lying down, sitting up — standing if you’re bold).Close your eyes… or keep them open.Breathe in deeply… hold… and let it out slowly.No rush. No pressure.We’re aiming for more than ten deep breaths, something most people don’t make time for. If you stay with me ‘til the end, thank you — and if you’re just here for a moment, I hope it helps anyway.It's been nice hearing from so many of you lately. Keep stopping by the Discord app ( link in bio ) if you get a chance or reach out through the comments or website ( www.idiotmystic.com ).

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I don’t know why I make these videos... maybe I’m just some kind of emotional hoarder.

PLEASE stop by the YouTube where we have ALL Idiot Mystic content including probably 100 hours of Sound Baths for you to relax and meditate to. :)