Season 5 is start out a bit different this year. Episode 1 we are diving into my experience with grief. I in all 36 years haven't had the space to grieve. I have had much time to process loss, and disappointment, but rarely any time to feel it. Today's episode could very well turn into a series as this year is my change to moirn all that has happened to me and all I wished to have happen. Take a walk on to what will call whining, remorse and even victimization. Sit with me in the rawest form. Listen to my sorrows for pleasure as I walk through countless experiences that created the the person Bearli doing stuff : now with words ...