It's one thing to say, "All is well. Always, all ways. Even when I don't enjoy it". It's another in its entirety to live through it faithfully. While I have a deeply rooted knowledge that everything will always, in all ways takes its appointed course in the macro and microcosm, it does not make it hurt any less to ingest what happens here. Listen to my mulling over sheer hardship amidst the unrelenting cheer.