Getting, Hiding, getting rid of, getting more was what I always did with food

I staged a kitchen fire to hide my behavior.

I did not want recovery, I just wanted the consequences to stop.

I loved AA Parties and the food was my best friend. AND I Got credit for staying sober while gaining weight.

After failing as my own sponsor I hired and fired a bunch.

I eventually understood I needed to listen to someone else.

I did the steps- with a sponsor - and did get dose of recovery without my excuses.

It felt like I dropped 50 lbs the moment I completed my fifth step.

To have this amazing life all I have to do is go to meetings, be of service, call someone and stay on a food plan. There are other tools that help me do this.