Nobody prepares you for how much grief lives inside the phrase new normal.

It sounds gentle.

Almost hopeful.

But it usually means something ended—and you didn’t get a vote.

In this episode, I’m talking about what it really looks like to live after life shifts because of illness, loss, or unanswered prayers. The quiet grief of the body you had. The routines that disappeared. The version of faith that had to change when productivity was no longer possible.

This isn’t about pretending the new normal is beautiful.

It’s about learning how to stay present inside it.

We talk about surrender without shame, trusting God when healing isn’t immediate, and how love for your life can grow again—even when it looks nothing like what you planned.

If you’re grieving a life you didn’t get to keep, this episode is for you.

When your body stops cooperating, faith gets very real.

In this episode, I talk honestly about what happens when illness, disability, and unanswered prayers force you to grieve the body you once had. We explore how faith shifts when productivity is no longer possible, when healing is slow—or incomplete—and when dependence feels more like loss than strength.

This is a conversation about trusting God while sitting in limitations, learning humility without shame, and discovering that faith isn’t proven by what you can do—but by who you lean on when you can’t do much at all.

If you’ve ever felt betrayed by your body, frustrated by your prayers, or unsure how to believe when your strength is gone, this episode is for you.

You’re not weak.

You’re becoming.

🎧 Listener note: This episode includes discussion of chronic illness, disability, medical treatments, and grief.

If this is your first time listening, welcome.

This episode marks the beginning of Season Two of Becoming Her.

Before pressing play, I gently recommend listening to “A Welcome Into Season Two.” It offers grounding, context, and care for the stories you’re about to hear.

In this episode, I share the moment my life changed—the events leading up to a medical emergency, the collapse that followed, and the stillness where God met me in ways I never expected.

This is not a story of instant healing or neat answers.

It’s a story of survival, surrender, and the faith that held me when my body could not.

Listener care:

This episode discusses illness, medical trauma, and hospitalization. Please listen at your own pace, pause when needed, and take care of your body and spirit.

✨ You are welcome here. You don’t have to rush. Becoming takes time.

Affirmations:

• I can face hard moments without having all the answers.

• God’s presence goes before my understanding.

• I am not alone in what changed me.

Before the next chapter was spoken out loud, there was a season of silence.

“Before I Spoke Again” is the quiet prequel to Becoming Her—a reflective, faith-filled series created in the midst of sickness, waiting, disability, and deep inner healing. This isn’t a polished comeback story. It’s a gentle unfolding. A return to self. A conversation with God. And a reminder that becoming doesn’t always sound like confidence… sometimes it sounds like breath.

Here, we talk honestly about faith, chronic illness, patience, grief, womanhood, and what it means to keep living when life doesn’t look like you planned. There is no rush. No pressure to perform. No need to have the answers.

If you’ve ever been held by God in the quiet…

If healing has rewritten your life…

If you are rebuilding slowly, tenderly, bravely—

This space is for you.

Rooted. Honest. Sacred. Becoming in real time.

Affirmations:

• I am allowed to become at my own pace.

• My body is not my enemy—it is my responsibility.

• God meets me where I am, not where I pretend to be.

• I am rooted, even when I am tired.

Episode Summary

Season 2 of Becoming Her was born in silence, sickness, prayer, and waiting. This isn’t a louder season. It isn’t shinier. It’s simply rooted. In this short invitation, you’re welcomed into a space where faith, disability, healing, and becoming are spoken about honestly and tenderly—without hurry.

This is a season for women who are still in it. Still waiting. Still becoming.

You don’t have to rush here.

You don’t have to relate to everything.

Take what serves you. Leave what doesn’t.

Rest is welcome here.

And becoming is never rushed.

Thank you for being here. You are not behind. You are becoming.

Affirmations:

• ​ I am allowed to pause without explanation.
• ​ Silence can be sacred.
• ​ God meets me where I am.

This evening, we're stepping away from our regular program to focus on a meaningful devotional centered around overcoming fear and timidity. We'll explore the powerful messages found in 2 Timothy 1:7, which reminds us that God has equipped us with a spirit of power, love, and self-discipline, rather than one of fear. Additionally, we'll reflect on Philippians 4:6, which encourages us not to be anxious about anything, but in every situation, to present our requests to God with prayer and thanksgiving. Join us as we seek to deepen our understanding and find encouragement in these verses.

Life is filled with uncertainty, presenting us with challenges and unexpected twists at every turn. However, amid this ever-changing landscape, one constant remains: the profound sense of safety and security that God provides. This spiritual assurance offers us refuge from fear and doubt, reminding us that even when circumstances seem overwhelming, we are never alone. In times of trial, it is this unwavering faith that grounds us, instilling hope and peace in our hearts, guiding us through life’s storms with confidence and resilience.

Top of Head

I am divinely protected from the top of my head to the soles of my feet.

I am peace, feminine, and submissive.

I honor my body as the temple that nourishes my soul.

3rd Eye

I am divinely connected to the most high GOD who fills me with discernment.

I listen to my intuition everyday.

I trust that my life is unfolding exactly as it should.

I am guided by GOD on the path to my destiny.

Throat

I express my feelings easily, freely, and in the right context.

I own my power and feel fully alive.

I am calm and confident.

I speak positivity and wholeness over my life removing negative language.

Heart

I give love and love comes back to me.

I love myself in every area of my life.

I deserve happiness and prosperity.

My emotions are balanced and in harmony with a divined energy.

Upper stomach

I fully enjoy everything that I do.

I am powerful, magnificent, and radiant a aura of light.

I value and trust myself fully.

I am child of GOD.

Lower stomach

I feel the openness to receive ALL the blessings that life has to offer.

I feel the creativity flowing through me.

I forgive the past while embracing the present and my future fully.

I am worthy of being nurtured and nurturing others.

Womb

I am surrounded by overflowing abundance in my life.

I am nourished in my mind, body, and spirit.

I have everything that I need for an abundant life.

I am fully grounded and safe.

I Am Blessed & Enough

Hey love bugs! I'm so excited for you to get some wonderful insight during tonights Bible study where we'll be exploring various chapters of Psalms. We’ll also dive into some enriching discussions on how to find love and peace within ourselves during our daily devotional. So get ready to sit back, grab your notebook, and your favorite drink as we prepare to embark on this meaningful journey together!

Join us on an inspiring journey through the incredible story of Joshua! As he stepped into Moses' shoes, he led God’s people with courage and faith after Moses’ passing. We’ll also add a fun twist with our daily devotional discussion icebreaker! So, get cozy, grab your favorite notebook and pen, and let’s dive deep into His word together!