Chaos caused by a mental disorder.

Symptoms: Inattentiveness, impulsivity, hyperactivity.

Medical Claims: No cure.

Serp? → the Culprit. 

A little back story here

SERP is the cousin of AD (someone you will meet later).

SERP isn’t someone you can see. Some will tell you that it is all in your head. Others will tell you he’s an excuse because you need something to blame things on.

But what is about the things that you feel that you can’t see that feel the most real?

This episode is also available as a blog post: http://letitbeginagain.com/2022/08/11/serp-%f0%9f%90%8d/

Your New Journey Begins

After those initial birth pains, a new energy arises.

Do you not skimp on our time together. Resist the temptation to make excuses as to why you can’t spend time with me. This sacrifice of time pleases me and strengthens you.

→ Truthful instruction

→ Strengthens your faith

→ Prepares you to live a godly lifestyle

→ Allow God’s word to bless you as it becomes part of who you are… Blessed.

You get a new God-given energy that propels you forward and propels you along the path.

A Desire for More

Prayer l Faith over Fear

My Prayer today God is that from this day forward your spirit enables me to choose faith over fear. Instead of holding back I ask that your spirit enables me to move forward. God I ask that you help me believe you are working things out for my good. Let’s begin this together. Even when I knowing else, this I do know that he who started this work in me shall be faithful to complete it. As you lead me forward with your Spirit God I know that I am truly blessed.

In Jesus Name, I Pray.

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This episode is also available as a blog post: http://letitbeginagain.com/2022/04/03/feeling-the-first-heartbeat/

What we speak, we create.

Our words are only the beginning.

Words should be followed with action.

Taking it from what you say to what you can see.

Again and again, day after day.

Prayer l Building the Character to sustain

God, I pray a bold prayer in asking you to work through me. I want to see, feel and hear you in everything. I thank you for the opportunities you provide. I thank you for new relationships and friendships. Jesus help me develop the character to sustain and maintain the new things you are brining into my life. Give me the wisdom and understanding I need to have to take care of what you have entrusted me with. Empower me to do all that you are calling me to do. Thank you for Newness.  – Jesus in your powerful name I pray.

This episode is also available as a blog post: http://letitbeginagain.com/2022/04/03/in-the-desert-day-1/

The beginning of becoming great starts with…

How else will I know unless I find out?

Faith is one of those things where many people could say they have, but when it comes to putting the things that really matter to us on the line that is where our Faith gets put to the test. Sink or swim right?

This episode is also available as a blog post: http://bossbabeliving.home.blog/2022/01/15/coquette-12/

There were two paths.

It was never easy to be chosen. Having to choose between easy and stagnant or hard and impossible… she chose.

The writing was on the wall.

But not in your strength but by my favor on you.

The price was sacrifice.

Grain of sand

That’s what you have. But give me your sacrifice and what you choose to subtract, I won’t just add… I will multiply. I am a God of multiplication. You will have a beach full of sand and that is a promise. That is what you have to look forward to. So don’t take your focus off.

And it’s just the beginning

This episode is also available as a blog post: http://bossbabeliving.home.blog/2022/01/07/suiting-up/

Letters to God

If you can remember where you laid it down I’ll show you how to take it up again. I’ll give you the power to take it up again when you it lay down!

There is a version of you that I want to prove to you exists but you can’t see it unless you sacrifice.

Sacrifice changes things. Shifts things.

This episode is also available as a blog post: http://bossbabeliving.home.blog/2021/12/28/give-it-up/

She realized what makes people sick is it starts from the heart. If your heart is sick the rest will be sick. She had asked God to take her heart but she never asked him to heal her heart.

What she thought were trust issues was really a heart issue.

So she gave it up.

It was beautiful to find out that God only wanted her heart all along.

‘That’s the sacrifice, I want’

This episode is also available as a blog post: http://bossbabeliving.home.blog/2021/12/23/coquette-11/

Not wanting to ask for help. Not wanting to be vulnerable. This weight that she had been caring, she just couldn’t carry it anymore. So she gave it to God and he took it. He knew what she needed and he was there so she wasn’t in this alone. She wasn’t by herself. She had only felt she was.

If only she could remember that in her weakest moments then they wouldn’t make her feel like she was drowning.

She was starting to see that she still wasn’t ready and maybe she wouldn’t be for a while. Or did this mean that she was actually getting closer? This was actually the first time that she was even brave enough to even consider trying again.

This episode is also available as a blog post: http://bossbabeliving.home.blog/2021/12/23/coquette-10/

It’s funny how in the end you begin to think about the beginning. She began to remember the exact moment she knew she was going to allow that walking red flag turn into a walking regret.

What are you doing?

Making decisions Siren.

I’m deciding on you.

There were layers to a statement like that.

Back then… she knew what she was thinking and her mind told her exactly why settling had been better for her all those years. The highest of the highs only brought the lowest of the lows. Jumping from high to high only worked for so long. Eventually that approach took a turn and everything she ever tried to bury re-surfaced with Siren and now her emotions felt like they were beginning to seep out of her skin.

This episode is also available as a blog post: http://bossbabeliving.home.blog/2021/12/23/coquette-9/

After years of shunning love she had given it another try. She wasn’t counting on old pain coming back and she definitely wasn’t counting on it coming back this strong.

If only she could get out of her head long enough to be still. Still enough to feel her heart again.

Hurt. She was feeling hurt.

She paused.

She remembered that in quietness and trust was her strength.

Why can’t I let this go?

The enemy never moves in a moment of strength, he moves in a moment of weakness. When you’re at your weakest.

You keep wearing anger to cover up your sadness.

I’m waiting on you to ask me to give you your heart back. I can heal the hurt. I can give you you back.

I can show you how to forgive. I can show you how to let go of that bitterness weighing you down. I can show you how to stop blaming people in offense.

I want to teach you how to speak in truth and grace.

This episode is also available as a blog post: http://bossbabeliving.home.blog/2021/11/30/the-lesson-3/