Begin Again with Winston Faircloth

There is a place between where you were and where you’re going.

The Remember movement has done its work. The maps have been completed. The stories have been laid out, named, and honored. And now — before the deeper work of Recognize begins — there is this: the in between space. The threshold. The place where you are no longer who you were, but not yet who you are becoming.

This short-form episode is not a lesson. It is an invitation to stay in that space a little longer — and to stop measuring yourself against someone else’s timeline for transformation.

Episode Five opens with a clip from Winston’s conversation with Sibyl Towner. Then Winston does something he hasn’t done yet in this season: he names the lie of scheduled transformation, confesses he believed it, and shares what the slow, gradual, unscheduled journey of the last five years has actually looked like from the inside.

The episode closes with a poem from Winston’s daily reflections — Tour Day 946: Left — and one question to carry into the Recognize movement.

IN THIS EPISODE

•  Sibyl Towner on why transformation can’t be rushed: ‘This is slow cooking, and requires a lot of water and grieving and speaking and community. I need to make tear soup.’

•  The cultural promise of six-week transformation programs — and why Winston believed it

•  A confession: ‘For a long time I thought that was my fault.’

•  Why real transformation doesn’t come on our schedule: a seed planted today never bears fruit immediately

•  What five years of slow, gradual letting-go has actually looked like from the inside

•  The liminal space: the doorway where you are no longer where you were, but not yet where you are going

•  Nearly a thousand poems — not because Winston is a poet, but because the poems were the only place to put what he was feeling without trying to fix it

•  Tour Day 946: Left — a poem about the preciousness of time remaining

•  One question: What are you learning in the waiting that you could only learn here?

A MOMENT FROM THIS EPISODE
“A seed planted today never bears fruit immediately. You can water it. You can tend it. You can give it light. But you cannot make it grow faster than it grows. The timeline belongs to the seed, not to you.”  — Winston Faircloth

CLOSING POEM — TOUR DAY 946: LEFT

Treasure each moment and day
Not to be treated as debt
Let me savor and serve
With the time I have
Left.

Read more poems from Winston’s daily reflections at myreuniontour.com/my-reflections.

ALSO FEATURED

Sibyl Towner — spiritual director, co-author of the oneLife Maps, co-director of The Springs Christian Retreat Center. Her full conversation with Winston is in Episode Four: “There Is a Place for You.”

RESOURCES & LINKS

•  My Reunion Tour program  →  myreuniontour.com/the-journey

•  Schedule a conversation with Winston  → https://chatwithwinston.com

•  My Reflections (poems + photos)  →  myreuniontour.com/my-reflections

•  Subscribe to Begin Again  →  Apple Podcasts  •  Spotify  •  Amazon Music  •  Your favorite podcast app

IF THIS EPISODE RESONATED

If today’s conversation stirred something in you — visit https://chatwithwinston.com. Schedule a conversation with Winston. An honest conversation about where you are right now. And if today’s episode resonated — share this episode with them.

You’re right where you’re supposed to be.

ABOUT BEGIN AGAIN
Begin Again is a companion to the My Reunion Tour program — a faith-based journey for people in midlife and the second half of life who sense that the identity they’ve been carrying no longer fits. Each episode moves through one of four movements of the soul: Remember. Recognize. Release. Reunite. Season One’s sixty stories of perseverance and starting over remain in the feed. There is no wrong place to start.

Every story has a place.  In this episode of Begin Again, Winston Faircloth sits down with Sibyl Towner — his spiritual director, and the co-author of the oneLife Maps that form the Remember movement of My Reunion Tour — for an unhurried conversation about where the maps came from, what they’ve surfaced in her own life, and what she knows about helping people find their way home to themselves.

Sibyl has spent more than fifty years in ministry and spiritual formation — at College Hill Presbyterian Church in Cincinnati, Willow Creek Community Church in Chicago, and for years now at The Springs Christian Retreat Center in Indiana, which she co-directs with her husband Dick. She is not a theorist. She is a companion who has walked alongside hundreds of people in the most honest seasons of their lives.

This is her story. And it turns out it has everything to do with yours.

IN THIS EPISODE

•  The origin of the oneLife Maps — from Sibyl’s grandmother’s church in Germany to a three-hour dinner with Sharon Swing to Margie Blanchard saying ‘I don’t think we need to reinvent the wheel’

•  Paul Tournier’s book A Place for You — and the line that became the theological root of everything: ‘You cannot leave a place until you have a place’

•  The practice of putting every child’s name on the bed at camp — and how that became a table practice at The Springs

•  Hospitality as inviting the stranger into the inside circle of intimacy — knowing and being known

•  The Jewish tradition of the table as a place of repair

•  Sibyl’s own story: the father she never met, a trip to Germany, a lavender two-piece outfit, and the healing prayer that gave her and others what she never received

•  Re-membering: not just recalling, but realigning — the wobbling wheels brought back into alignment

•  The woman who couldn’t remember her story before age 13: ‘Put a heart around that section, and in the middle write: Held by God’

•  ‘I only know in part — but I am fully known. That is the birthplace of hope.’

•  Everything in life that God can transform for good — even the worst of the worst

•  The oneLife Maps: 25 years, three edits, now stewarded by The RealLife Process with Teresa McCloy

•  Sibyl’s closing word for people in transition: remember who you are, grieve what needs to be grieved, examine your relationships, pursue a clean heart

A MOMENT FROM THIS EPISODE

“Hospitality is inviting the stranger into the inside circle of intimacy. And so it’s about knowing and being known. In the Jewish tradition, the table was a place of repair. So this is where relationships were repaired.” — Sibyl Towner

 FROM WINSTON’S REFLECTION

“Every story has a place. Your story has a place. And that’s what the Remember Movement of the My Reunion Tour journey is all about — giving your story a place before you’re asked to release any of it. You cannot let go of what you’ve not yet named. You cannot grieve what you’ve not yet honored. And you cannot honor it until you’ve given it a place at the table.” — Winston Faircloth, closing reflection

ABOUT SIBYL TOWNER
Sibyl Towner is a spiritual director, author, and co-founder of The Springs Christian Retreat Center in Indiana, which she led with her husband Dick. She is co-author of the oneLife Maps — now part of The RealLife Process with Teresa McCloy — a structured story-work tool used by thousands of people to map the terrain of their lives. She trains spiritual directors and has companioned hundreds of people through the most formative seasons of their faith journeys. She is Winston Faircloth’s own spiritual director.

ABOUT ONELIFE MAPS
oneLife Maps were co-authored by Sibyl Towner and are now part of The RealLife Process, stewarded by Teresa McCloy. They are licensed for use in My Reunion Tour. To learn more or get a copy for yourself, visit onelifemaps.com. Teresa McCloy — founder of The RealLife Process — will be a guest on an upcoming episode of Begin Again. Visit therealifeprocess.com for more information. 

RESOURCES & LINKS

•  My Reunion Tour program →  myreuniontour.com/the-journey

•  Schedule a conversation with Winston  → https://chatwithwinston.com

•  My Reflections (poems + photos)  →  myreuniontour.com/my-reflections
•  The oneLife Maps  →  onelifemaps.com

•  The RealLife Process (Teresa McCloy)  →  therealifeprocess.com

•  Subscribe to Begin Again  →  Apple Podcasts  •  Spotify  •  Amazon Music  •  Your favorite podcast app

 
IF THIS EPISODE RESONATED
If today’s conversation with Sibyl stirred something in you — if her story gave language to something you’ve been carrying — visit https://chatwithwinston.com. Schedule a conversation with Winston. An honest conversation about where you are right now.  And if today’s episode reminded you of someone who has been wondering if there’s a place for their story — share this episode with them.  You’re right where you’re supposed to be.

ABOUT BEGIN AGAIN
Begin Again is a companion to the My Reunion Tour program — a faith-based journey for people in midlife and the second half of life who sense that the identity they’ve been carrying no longer fits. Each episode moves through one of four movements of the soul: Remember. Recognize. Release. Reunite. Season One’s sixty stories of perseverance and starting over remain in the feed. There is no wrong place to start.

Before we can release what no longer fits, we have to know what we’ve been carrying. Before we can name it — we have to map it.

In this episode, Winston Faircloth walks through the four oneLife Maps that form the core of the Remember movement of My Reunion Tour — and shares what each one surfaced in his own life. This is not a survey of a tool. It is the story of a man who sat down with four honest questions and let them do their quiet work.

The episode opens with a poem — Tour Day 986: Maps — and closes with Tour Day 961: Story, a poem about the question that sits beneath all four maps: Who am I? In between, Winston introduces each map personally, through the lens of his own journey.

A note on the maps: the oneLife Maps were co-authored by Sibyl Towner, Winston’s spiritual director. They are now part of The RealLife Process with Teresa McCloy. The maps are licensed for use in My Reunion Tour — they are not Winston’s creation. You’ll hear from Sibyl in the next episode.

IS THIS EPISODE FOR YOU?

The oneLife Maps invite people into this work with a set of honest questions. You may want to listen if:

•  You are seeking God in a deeper way and desire to rediscover who you are through His eyes

•  You have thought: I don’t know myself anymore

•  You wonder: Is there something more?

•  You stand at a crossroads and ask: which way leads toward more of who I was made to be?

•  You are looking for a way to understand the restlessness you feel inside

•  You are relationally at odds with yourself or others in ways that have ties to your past

IN THIS EPISODE

•  Why we map before we release — the logic of the Remember movement

•  The four maps in sequence: My Life Now • My Life Story • Peak Experiences • Valley Experiences

•  Map 1: the lingering questions that matter most — what is still unknown or unsettled?

•  Map 2: why the first twenty years hold so much — and why we should linger there

•  Map 3: the difference between accomplishments and peak experiences — what comes effortlessly

•  Map 4: the losses that shaped us, the compensating behaviors we built, and why this map is foundational

•  What the four maps reveal together that none of them reveals alone

•  A preview of the next episode: a conversation with Sibyl Towner, co-author of the oneLife Maps

• Two poems: Tour Day 986: Maps (opening) and Tour Day 961: Story (closing)

FEATURED POEMS

Tour Day 986: Maps  —  Opening poem
Written on Day 986. Five stanzas moving from hidden stories to the courage of honest examination, ending on the single word that names the work: Maps.

Tour Day 961: Story  —  Closing poem
Written on Day 961. Six stanzas built around the question beneath all four maps — Who am I? — moving through memory, roles, and the honest admission that old answers may no longer fit, toward the freedom found in a new Story.

Both from Winston’s My Reflections archive — nearly 1,000 daily poems written alongside personal photos, chronicling a transformation he didn’t choose but came to receive. Read them at https://myreuniontour.com/my-reflections.

A CLOSING WORD FROM THIS EPISODE

Freedom promised by our Father

Begins with a different identity
Beloved. Equipped. Prepared.
For this day as it unfolds.

♥

Releasing the loyal one
Who protected us in certainty
Retired in honor, counting the cost
Our pathway to freedom is in a new

Story.
— Tour Day 961

ABOUT ONELIFE MAPS
The oneLife Maps were co-authored by Sibyl Towner, a spiritual director with decades of pastoral experience. They are now part of The RealLife Process, a program developed by Teresa McCloy. The maps are licensed for use in My Reunion Tour. To learn more about the oneLife Maps visit onelifemaps.com. Teresa McCloy will be a future guest on Begin Again.

 OTHER RESOURCES & LINKS

•  My Reunion Tour program  →  https://myreuniontour.com/the-journey

•  Schedule a conversation with Winston  →  https://chatwithwinston.com
•  My Reflections (poems + photos)  →  https://myreuniontour.com/my-reflections
•  Subscribe to Begin Again  →  Apple Podcasts  •  Spotify  •  Your favorite podcast app

IF THIS EPISODE RESONATED
If today’s episode stirred a desire to do this work — to sit with these four maps and let them do what they’re designed to do — visit https://chatwithwinston.com and schedule a conversation. An honest conversation about where you are and whether this is the right season.

You’re right where you’re supposed to be.

What does it actually look like when the identity you’ve built your whole life around stops working?

Not gradually. Not with warning. Just — stops.

In this episode, Winston Faircloth goes to the specific anatomy of his own identity collapse — October 2019, the crickets, the 401k, the coping mechanism that finally failed. This is not a pivot story. It is an identity story. And it is the most honest account yet of what the Remember movement of the journey actually requires.

Episode Two opens with a poem from Winston’s My Reflections archive — Tour Day 982: Shift — and closes with Tour Day 861: Unfolding. In between, Winston traces the arc from the vow that built the suit to the silence that finally invited it to be taken off.

IN THIS EPISODE

•  The identity that worked — and why it worked so well for so long

•  October 2019: what happened when the golden touch went quiet

•  Why the collapse wasn’t a business problem — it was an identity problem

•  The unconscious vow: what it was, when it formed, what it built, and what it cost

•  What a prison looks like when it has a great track record on the wall

•  The question that cracked everything open: Who are you when the title falls away?

•  The gift no one wants — and why it may be the most important gift you’ll ever receive

•  Two poems: Tour Day 982: Shift (opening) and Tour Day 861: Unfolding (closing)

FEATURED POEMS

Tour Day 982: Shift  —  Opening poem
Written on Day 982 of Winston’s daily practice. Five stanzas moving from the hollow pursuit of achievement to the crash of the ladder — and ending on a single word that names the only way forward: a downward Shift.

Tour Day 861: Unfolding  —  Closing poem
Written on Day 861. A poem of open hands and surrender — the posture the entire episode has been building toward. Closes on the word Unfolding: not an ending, but a becoming.

Both from Winston’s My Reflections archive — nearly 1,000 daily poems written alongside personal photos, chronicling a transformation he didn’t choose but came to receive. Read them at https://myreuniontour.com/my-reflections.

A CLOSING WORD FROM THIS EPISODE
Openhanded, expectant.
Trusting, awaiting.
In darkest valleys, mountain peaks alike.
I will surrender and
Pursue what You desire in the
Unfolding.
— Tour Day 861

RESOURCES & LINKS

•  My Reunion Tour program  →  https://myreuniontour.com/the-journey

•  Schedule a conversation with Winston  →  https://chatwithwinston.com
•  My Reflections (poems + photos)  →  https://myreuniontour.com/my-reflections

•  Subscribe to Begin Again  →  Apple Podcasts  •  Spotify  •  Your favorite podcast app

 
IF THIS EPISODE RESONATED
If today’s conversation stirred something in you — visit https://chatwithwinston.com. Schedule a conversation with Winston. An honest conversation about where you are right now. And if today’s episode resonated — share this episode with them.

You’re right where you’re supposed to be.

Begin Again is back. And Winston Faircloth isn’t the same person who recorded that last episode.
 
After a season away — five years of honest reckoning, spiritual formation, and the slow daily writing of nearly 1,000 poems — Winston returns with a relaunch that is less a resumption and more a homecoming. 

This episode is his most personal yet: the story of what broke at 59, what the silence held, and what he found on the other side of it. 

Episode One opens with a poem from Winston’s My Reflections archive — Tour Day 984: Home — and closes with a second: Tour Day 773: Begin. 

In between, Winston shares what he has never said quite this directly before.

IN THIS EPISODE
•  Why Winston is back — and what changed in the years between seasons

•  The identity that collapsed at 59, and what it cost to lose it

•  The Loyal Soldier: the part of you that protected you, and now stands guard at a door you need to walk through

•  What a ceremonial discharge actually looked like — a speech written for no audience, then read aloud to the people he loves most

•  What Begin Again, Season Two is: a companion to the Remember, Recognize, Release, and Reunion journey of My Reunion Tour

•  Who this season is for — and the question at the heart of it all

•  Two poems: Tour Day 984: Home (opening) and Tour Day 773: Begin (closing)

FEATURED POEMS

Tour Day 984: Home  —  Opening poem

The poem that opens the episode and the season. Seven stanzas tracing the arc from restlessness and hollow pursuit to the quiet turn toward what truly matters. Written on Day 984 of Winston’s daily writing practice.

Tour Day 773: Begin  —  Closing poem

The closing poem and the season’s recurring benediction. Four stanzas that arrive at a single word, set alone on its own line: Begin. Written on Day 773.

Both poems are from Winston’s My Reflections archive — nearly 1,000 daily poems written alongside personal photos, chronicling a transformation he didn’t choose but came to receive. Read them at  https://myreuniontour.com/my-reflections.

A CLOSING WORD FROM THIS EPISODE

Today in this moment

With Trust and Surrender

We decide to Follow

In a first step of Faith.

This is how we

Begin.
— Tour Day 773

RESOURCES & LINKS

• My Reunion Tour program (forming fall 2026) →  https://myreuniontour.com/the-journey
• Schedule a conversation with Winston  → https://chatwithwinston.com
• My Reflections (poems + photos)  →  https://myreuniontour.com/my-reflections
• Subscribe to Begin Again  →  Apple Podcasts  •  Spotify  •  Your favorite podcast app

IF THIS EPISODE RESONATED
If something in today’s episode landed for you — if you’ve been carrying an identity that no longer fits, or feeling a restlessness you can’t quite name — visit myreuniontour.com. Schedule a conversation. Or simply share this episode with someone you love who might be standing at the same threshold. You’re right where you’re supposed to be.

ABOUT WINSTON FAIRCLOTH
Winston Faircloth is a spiritual director, guide, and companion for people navigating the second half of life. He is not a theorist. He is a fellow traveler who happens to have five years of unfolding to share — and nearly 1,000 poems to prove it. He works from Tampa, Florida, and online. More at myreuniontour.com.

ABOUT BEGIN AGAIN PODCAST

Begin Again is a companion to the My Reunion Tour program — a faith-based journey for people in midlife and the second half of life who sense that the identity they’ve been carrying no longer fits. Each episode moves through one of four movements of the soul: Remember. Recognize. Release. Reunite.  Season One’s sixty stories of perseverance and starting over remain available in the feed. Season Two goes deeper — into the identity work itself. There is no wrong place to start.

Welcome to Begin Again. This is Episode Zero — a brief introduction to the show, to host Winston Faircloth, and to what’s waiting for you in both seasons.

It opens with a poem: “Tour Day 713. Reunion.” Sixty episodes of perseverance and starting over live in Season One.

The deeper identity journey — Remember, Recognize, Release, Reunite — lives in Season Two.

Start wherever you are. There is no wrong door.

If This Episode Resonated

If today’s conversation stirred something in you — visit https://chatwithwinston.com. Schedule a conversation with Winston. An honest conversation about where you are right now. And if today’s episode resonated — share this episode with them. You’re right where you’re supposed to be.

Declaring Meeting Bankruptcy: A Strategy for Leadership Efficiency

In this episode of the For Love of Team podcast, host Winston Faircloth introduces Chapter Eight: 'Declaring Meeting Bankruptcy' from his upcoming book, 'Team Love, 28 Ways to Demonstrate Caring at Work.' Winston discusses the overwhelming nature of back-to-back meetings and offers a radical approach to regain control of one's schedule. Through practical steps, Faircloth outlines how leaders can inventory their meetings, assess their necessity, and reset their calendar for increased productivity and deeper work. A courageous case study of a client who successfully implemented quarterly 'meeting bankruptcies' is highlighted, offering a blueprint for other visionary leaders to follow.

00:00 Introduction to Season Three

00:28 Chapter Eight: Declare Meeting Bankruptcy

00:43 The Burden of a Packed Calendar

03:14 The Big Rocks Analogy

05:00 A Client's Bold Move: Meeting Bankruptcy

06:57 Steps to Declaring Meeting Bankruptcy

08:54 Conclusion and Next Steps

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S3 E109: Clarify Communications Channels


In this episode of the For Love of Team podcast, Winston Faircloth delves into Chapter Seven of his new book, 'Team Love: 28 Ways to Demonstrate Caring at Work,' titled 'Clarify Communication Channels.' Winston narrates the challenges of managing multiple communication platforms and the chaos it can bring, using a relatable scenario of miscommunication and lost information. He shares practical strategies to streamline communication within a team, such as setting intentions for email usage, leveraging company tools, and minimizing interruptions to protect productive time. Winston provides a step-by-step approach to enhance clarity and efficiency in team communications, ensuring that technology serves the team's needs. Listeners are encouraged to adopt these methods to improve their organizational communication and overall team performance. 

00:00 Introduction to Season Three 

00:28 Introducing Chapter Seven: Clarify Communication Channels 

02:14 The Chaos of Communication 

03:07 Strategies for Streamlining Communication 

06:18 Practical Steps for Better Communication 

08:37 Conclusion and Next Steps 

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S3 E108: Protecting Productive Times 

In this episode of the For Love of Team podcast, host Winston Faircloth discusses Chapter 6 'Protect Protective Times' from his new book, 'Team Love: 28 Ways to Demonstrate Caring at Work.' Winston emphasizes the importance of recognizing and protecting individual productive times within teams to enhance work efficiency. He explains that, as leaders, understanding when team members are most creative, alert, and energized is crucial for balancing productivity with necessary collaboration. Leaders are encouraged to review meeting patterns and adjust schedules to protect these productive periods, empowering both early birds and night owls. Winston offers practical advice on piloting this approach to foster a happy, productive team. Listeners are invited to share their feedback on the podcast's blog. 

00:00 A Bold Writing Experiment Continues 

00:24 Chapter 6: Protect Protective Times 

00:51 Understanding Team Productivity 

02:15 Balancing Productivity and Collaboration 

03:01 Action Steps for Leaders 

04:09 Conclusion and Feedback

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S3 E107 – Stay in our Strengths  

In this episode of the For Love of Team podcast, host Winston Faircloth delves into Chapter 5 of his upcoming book, 'Team Love: 28 Ways to Demonstrate Caring at Work.'  

This chapter, 'Stay in Our Strengths,' scrutinizes the traditional self-review process. Winston critiques the typical approach as a compliance task that often overlooks team members' growth and contributions, proposing instead a shift towards emphasizing daily acknowledgments of team efforts and celebrating achievements.  

He advocates for protecting time for deep work, making assignments based on unique contributions, and fostering clarity through a compelling 'why.'  

Listeners are encouraged to reimagine feedback processes, aspiring to deliver continuous and supportive care beyond annual evaluations, nurturing team love in the workplace. 

00:00 Introduction to Chapter 5 

00:23 Chapter 5: Stay in Our Strengths 

00:31 The Dreaded Self-Review Email 

01:09 Breaking Down the Self-Review Process 

02:54 Challenges of Traditional Feedback Processes 

04:08 Reimagining Leadership Practices 

05:09 Conclusion and Invitation for Feedback

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