What do you do when your marriage is broken… but your faith tells you to stay?In this deeply emotional and faith-filled conversation, we dive into the reality of infidelity, divorce, and spiritual warfare inside the church. One woman shares her raw story—navigating betrayal while pregnant, raising a child battling suicidal thoughts, and wrestling with what God says about divorce.This isn’t just a story about pain… it’s about faith under pressure.If you’ve ever asked:Does God want me to stay in a broken marriage?How do I heal after infidelity?Where is God in the middle of my suffering?This message is for you.Through heartbreak, confusion, and spiritual battles, she reveals how God met her in the darkest moments—and how the support of pastors and community helped her stay anchored in truth.👉 You are not alone.👉 Your story is not over.👉 God is still working. I’d love to hear from you:What is one area God might be inviting you to trust Him in?—🔔 Subscribe for more conversations on:Christian healingInner healing and freedomSoul care (spirit, soul, body)Identity in Christ—📲 Connect with me:Instagram: @ingridsgonzalezPodcast: Begin & Behold—🕊️ Keywords (to help others find this):obedience to God, Christian inner healing, Holy Spirit guidance, God search my heart, healing from wounds, faith and healing, Christian marriage healing, surrender to God, spiritual growth, forgiveness and healing, Christian podcast

What if healing didn’t start with fixing everything around you…but with one simple yes to God?In this conversation, Dr. Tanya shares how her first decision was obedience and how that yes opened up something she didn’t expect.“The first decision was to be obedient… I didn’t know what it was going to open up.”What it opened up was a space for the Holy Spirit to gently begin revealing what was already therelike a flashlight shining into the hidden placesthe woundsthe pridethe patterns she hadn’t seen beforeAnd then something even deeper happened.In moments where she wanted to focus on what her husband had done, the Holy Spirit reminded her:you said yes to MeNot to fixing your husbandnot to controlling the outcomebut to your own journey of healingAnd from that place… everything started to shiftThis clip is an invitation to considerwhat could happen if you trusted God with your healing process✨ As you watch, reflect on this:• Where might God be inviting you into obedience?• What would it look like to let Him search your heart?• What could change if you focused on your transformation first?You don’t have to have it all figured outjust a willingness to say yes—💬 I’d love to hear from you:What is one area God might be inviting you to trust Him in?—🔔 Subscribe for more conversations on:Christian healingInner healing and freedomSoul care (spirit, soul, body)Identity in Christ—📲 Connect with me:Instagram: @ingridsgonzalezPodcast: Begin & Behold—🕊️ Keywords (to help others find this):obedience to God, Christian inner healing, Holy Spirit guidance, God search my heart, healing from wounds, faith and healing, Christian marriage healing, surrender to God, spiritual growth, forgiveness and healing, Christian podcast

What if healing didn’t start with fixing everything around you…

but with one simple yes to God?

In this conversation, Dr. Tanya shares how her first decision was obedience and how that yes opened up something she didn’t expect.

“The first decision was to be obedient… I didn’t know what it was going to open up.”

What it opened up was a space for the Holy Spirit to gently begin revealing what was already there

like a flashlight shining into the hidden places

the wounds

the pride

the patterns she hadn’t seen before

And then something even deeper happened.

In moments where she wanted to focus on what her husband had done, the Holy Spirit reminded her:

you said yes to Me

Not to fixing your husband

not to controlling the outcome

but to your own journey of healing

And from that place… everything started to shift

This clip is an invitation to consider

what could happen if you trusted God with your healing process

✨ As you watch, reflect on this:

• Where might God be inviting you into obedience?

• What would it look like to let Him search your heart?

• What could change if you focused on your transformation first?

You don’t have to have it all figured out

just a willingness to say yes

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💬 I’d love to hear from you:

What is one area God might be inviting you to trust Him in?

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🔔 Subscribe for more conversations on:

Christian healing

Inner healing and freedom

Soul care (spirit, soul, body)

Identity in Christ

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📲 Connect with me:

Instagram: @ingridsgonzalez

Podcast: Begin & Behold

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🕊️ Keywords (to help others find this):

obedience to God, Christian inner healing, Holy Spirit guidance, God search my heart, healing from wounds, faith and healing, Christian marriage healing, surrender to God, spiritual growth, forgiveness and healing, Christian podcast

What if healing isn’t just about being saved but being made whole?

In this first episode of BEGIN & BEHOLD, Ingrid Gonzalez sits down with Dr. Tanya Paniagua for a raw, honest, and Spirit-led conversation about true healing, unprocessed pain, and the journey of restoration.

This is more than a conversation…It’s an invitation to come back to the Father.

Together, we explore:

-The difference between salvation and healing

-How unhealed wounds can shape our lives and relationships

-The impact of trauma, relationship hurt, and hidden pain

-What it looks like to partner with the Holy Spirit in your healing journey

-The beauty of surrender, accountability, and restoration Dr. Tanya vulnerably shares her story of heartbreak, infidelity, trauma, and ultimately God’s redeeming power to restore what was broken.

If you’ve ever felt stuck, overwhelmed, or unsure how to process your pain… this conversation is for you.

🎧 ABOUT BEGIN & BEHOLD

BEGIN & BEHOLD is a podcast conversation designed to usher us into each month’s themenot as something separate, but as an extension of what is already sacred within our BEGIN Circles community.A space where we begin together… and behold what God is revealing.

What if healing isn’t just about being saved but being made whole?In this first episode of BEGIN & BEHOLD, Ingrid Gonzalez sits down with Dr. Tanya Paniagua for a raw, honest, and Spirit-led conversation about true healing, unprocessed pain, and the journey of restoration.This is more than a conversation…It’s an invitation to come back to the Father.Together, we explore:-The difference between salvation and healing-How unhealed wounds can shape our lives and relationships-The impact of trauma, relationship hurt, and hidden pain-What it looks like to partner with the Holy Spirit in your healing journey-The beauty of surrender, accountability, and restorationDr. Tanya vulnerably shares her story of heartbreak, infidelity, trauma, and ultimately God’s redeeming power to restore what was broken.If you’ve ever felt stuck, overwhelmed, or unsure how to process your pain… this conversation is for you.🎧 ABOUT BEGIN & BEHOLDBEGIN & BEHOLD is a podcast conversation designed to usher us into each month’s themenot as something separate, but as an extension of what is already sacred within our BEGIN Circles community.A space where we begin together… and behold what God is revealing.

What if healing isn’t just about being saved, but being made whole?

In this first episode of BEGIN & BEHOLD, Ingrid Gonzalez sits down with Dr. Tanya Paniagua for a raw, honest, and Spirit-led conversation about true healing, unprocessed pain, and the journey of restoration.

This is more than a conversation…It’s an invitation to come back to the Father.

Together, we explore:

The difference between salvation and healing.

How unhealed wounds can shape our lives and relationships.

The impact of trauma, relationship hurt, and hidden pain.

What it looks like to partner with the Holy Spirit in your healing journey.

The beauty of surrender, accountability, and restoration.

Dr. Tanya vulnerably shares her story of heartbreak, infidelity, trauma, and ultimately God’s redeeming power to restore what was broken.

If you’ve ever felt stuck, overwhelmed, or unsure how to process your pain… this conversation is for you.

🎧 ABOUT BEGIN & BEHOLD

BEGIN & BEHOLD is a podcast conversation designed to usher us into each month’s themenot as something separate, but as an extension of what is already sacred within our BEGIN Circles community.

A space where we begin together… and behold what God is revealing.

🌿 GO DEEPER — IN PERSON

If this conversation stirred something in your heart, we want to invite you into a sacred, in-person experience.

✨ Join us for our BEGIN Circles Soul Care Workshop with Dr. Tanya Paniagua

🗓 April 11th, 2026

⏰ 1PM - 4PM

📍 Los Angeles, CA

This will be a space to not just hear about healing but to walk it out with the Holy Spirit, in community.

🤍 Come ready to:Process what God is revealingDo the deep work in a safe, guided environmentEncounter His presence in a personal way

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