Don't forget to rate & review the show /// This episode invites you to the emotional roller coaster I experienced at the beginning of the year. While it starts with finding out about baby number 4, it ends with the realization that God was sending me a hard stop. My return to work with my my 2020 was remote for 2 months. It allowed me to separate my work from my toxic work culture. That's pretty dangerous because it also gave me a renewed energy that things could/would improve. I got my hopes up that my professional and financial goals could be realized with a renewed attitude. Boy was I wrong. Situation after situation occurred (in disrespectful ways) to wake me up. I realized that I was moreso hoping to dismiss the calling God placed on my life for this year. One that I've known about for years but was starting to talk my way out of it. It's been showing up as whispers. Then God put a wall in front of me: a fourth baby. A non-negotiable, how TF are you going to make this work knowing the reality of your situation? Today's episode talks through that a bit. It talks through how I found gratitude in things not working out as planned with my return to work. While it speaks to finding out about growing my family, I know it will still speak to some of you about trusting your whispers and not allowing your circumstances to prove you wrong about them. /// Don't forget to rate & review the show! /// @neshavfrazier on IG and Linkedin