What is healing on a metaphysical level? Why does  something appear to be broken, sick or wrong? What does it mean to fix, heal or love something?

Hey people. This is frustration, pain and sorrow coming through me to communicate truth to you. It doesn't have to be pretty or happy to be true, and I cannot live from any other place. Love you all so much, and I believe many needs to hear this.

I'm sitting outside in my garden feeling strong emotions and a lot of presence. I talk about love, the substance of reality, creativity and more.

In January I did my 4-day retreat, going as deep as I ever have. Yoga, meditation and LSD were my good friends and together we ended up with amazing insights that have been compiled into these notes. I was nervous but also happy recording this. I love you for listening.

My experience of ten days of silence and meditation completely changed my experience of love. 

If you want to hear how I discovered what consciousness is, have a listen.

My dear friend and this episode's guest, Karl Håkon, shares his experience with finding purpose and dealing with challenges in social and individual situations. 

The title says it all. Facing my deepest fears, feeling my identity dissolving and changing, and facing chaos are themes in this episode. I discuss my recent insights and my struggles around accepting them.

What is the essence of being healthy or unhealthy masculine and feminine? How did I end up finding a balance?