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  • Going Backwards!

    So Yes, I was the prodigal daughter. I did walk away. But now I’m
    back for good. Just spending time in His Presence. There is this
    concept of God having so many names. I see it as all the different
    aspects of God.


    If you feel bruised,

    fragile and vulnerable, you don’t want the War-God to come and help
    you, you want the Jehovah Rapha, the healing and nurturing God. The
    Lord is my Shepard, or in more modern times – the Lord is my
    creche/kindergarten teacher. They have so much patience, everything
    is pretty.


    So the God of the

    Most High, allowing us to soar like eagles. So see our life in full
    perspective, taking a step back. If you stand at the Voortrekker
    Monument, with your nose rubbed against the bricks, you will see the
    majesty of it, you need to take a step back.


    This is why I

    believe in Sabbaths. To take a step back. To re-evaluate.

    This is why I love

    birthdays, doing a stocktake.

    This is why I love

    Christmas.

    This is why I love

    New Years, always missing someone yes, but grateful for the love I
    have had. I know God will fill it again.


    The song Auld Lang

    Syne, do you ever think God sings that song for us?

    Longing for the

    intimacy we used to have?

    I think so.


    Because I sang it to

    Him now recently.


    Me being cheeky:


    “Yes Lord I know the whole middle east is a warzone, Vladimir
    is using up his last strike, but please Lord, see me, pick me! I’ll
    be surprisingly good for You!”


    And He did.

    He does.

    Talking to me

    through podcasts, through friends and Colossians 3:16, through dreams
    of trucks and reverse.


    Ain’t it amazing,

    He has so much on His plate, juggles so many balls, yet He sends us
    Whatsapps, through angels, or we call them friends.

    He instruct people

    in America to answer my why questions in my journals.

    He nurtures my

    Amarilla-flowers so that they can give me joy for a month.

    He heals me, and He

    healed my ultrasonic scaler at work, giving me a public answered
    prayer, ain’t those the best ones?


    He loves us more and

    more daily, He gives new babies, if He was sick of us, do you think
    He would have made more of us?


    His invitations are

    always ringing.


    Open your mouth wide

    – in Nadia terms – give me more, tell me more, request more.

    Pour your heart out

    with me – let’s do a pity party together.

    I want to fill your,

    all your voids (Philippians 4:16) and no I won’t be stingy, I’ll
    fill it richly. Heaven is not in a recession.


    Solitude is only

    God’s way of fasting. I used to think that fasting, holy communion,
    prophetic actions, were like pebbles against a window. Instead of
    only knocking at the door, we pick up pebbles to make sure we get
    attention.


    Now I realized God

    was doing prophetic actions with me.


    Not coming with my

    lists, my manifestation videos. Not seeking portholes, as if I need
    more “stuff”. No for now, I’m just here Lord to have a meal
    with You, to watch a movie with You, to hear about Your day. I would
    like to wash Your feet, I would love to use my hair rub Your feet
    dry. I’m here for you. To serve You.


    I’m done seeking a

    purpose, trying to leave a mark or a legacy in this world. I just
    want You, not the vending machine You, just You.

    19 min

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