Imagine finding out that your best friend, your backbone, your Dad - is no longer here. Bryant Lavender, the author, motivational speaker, and personal trainer opens up about seeing his father's murder scene and some of the emotions that came with it. This tragedy didn't affect just him, but also his two brothers, his step father, and his mom.

From being labeled as a home wrecker to not knowing her true race, Jessica has struggled with identity issues literally since birth! What would you do if you had been told you were told to identify as one person and the next moment your entire life is turned upside down?

What was your relationship like with your mom? What conversations do you wish you could've had? Did you feel like you could tell your mother any and everything? I got a chance to sit down with my mom and actually discuss some of my childhood and the things that affected me growing up. In doing so, I learned a lot more about my mom and why she raised me the way that she did. Being a first time mom at the age of 19 with little to no real reference of what a Mother's love looked like couldn't have been easy.

How do you handle situations where leadership is threatened by your potential? What happens when it seems you've reached the ceiling where you currently are? Whether that's work, church, relationships, how do you navigate the elevation process? Apostle Joshua P. Smith shares with us his personal testimony as well as some tips to help us obey God while still being healed from tough tasks as such!

You can catch the episode on YouTube as well ➡️ https://youtu.be/OgQcAIhmB8w

Developing a closer relationship with God is like working out at the gym, it takes a lot of reps and it must be done consistently. You may not be able to do all 30 minutes at one time and THAT'S OKAY! I encourage you to just start. Build up to the entire 30 minutes and one day you won't even realize it, but 30 minutes will feel like 5! I'm telling you what I've experienced!

Join us as my good friend Kynesha and I talk about her childhood of having to feel like she had to stand up for everyone, and how that later affected every type of relationship from that moment. We also discuss what it’s like being married to a narcissist and the healing process!

Pastor Jordan Ducote of Northwood Church sits down with us and elaborates on how he became the Senior Pastor, situations in which God broke him, and how his role in ministry was ultimately shifted!

In my most recent podcast episode, "Borderline Atheist," I partially mentioned how I briefly converted to Islam. In sharing that video, there were a lot of comments around the validity of the story as well as statements explaining why I should convert back.

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Pastor Jeremiah D. Beard, Sr., of New Birth Reconciliation Ministry Inc. Family Worship Center shares with us the depths of being a Pastor, husband, father, brother, and leader and how all roads almost led him to being atheist! We praise God that Jeremiah chooses to stay in the faith because the way that God continues to use him is making an impact on so many lives!

I wanted to give you a sneak peak into our upcoming episode between myself and Pastor Jeremiah Beard, Sr.! We discuss some serious matters of the heart in this episode and this is just one of those times!