Season Two opens with a story that moved me deeply. In this conversation, I sit down with my friend Garrett — founder of Wisdomwear and host of The Faithful Perspective podcast — to hear how God’s hand was on his life from the very beginning. Garrett’s story starts in Romania, in the wake of communism’s fall. As a baby, he was left in an orphanage where, for the first year of his life, he was never held. Through a series of extraordinary events — including U.S. senators stepping in — he was adopted into a loving family in America. And yet, like so many of us, he wrestled with belonging, identity, and faith.

Please find the full list of explicitly and inexplicitly referenced verses referenced in this episode in the YouTube video description.

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In this season finale, I reflect on the journey of launching the Beyond Forgiveness podcast, the challenges of chronic illnesses, how God’s timing has shaped my path, and the transformative power of faith and renewed courage, knowledge, and wisdom in seasons of doubt. With raw honesty and deep theological insight, I explore what it means to wrestle with belief, lean into divine mercy, and accept help—both human and divine—when strength runs dry.

This episode is a tapestry of Scripture, testimony, and encouragement. I share personal struggles, the beauty of spiritual community, and the gentle way God meets us in our weakness. From the Hebrew cry Ayeka in Genesis to the desperate plea of a father in Mark 9, listeners are invited to reflect on their own faith journeys and find hope in the God who never abandons. Whether you’re in a season of spiritual clarity or wrestling with uncertainty, this episode offers a compassionate reminder: doubt does not disqualify you. God draws near, even when belief feels fragile.

Explicit Scripture References: 1. Psalm 73:26, 2. Mark 9:24, 3. Genesis 3:9, 4. Luke 19:10, 5. Matthew 9:13, 6. Hosea 6:6, 7. Proverbs 14:12, 8. Romans 8:38–39, 9. Matthew 17:20, 10. Ephesians 2:8–9, 11. 1 Peter 4:12, 12. Hebrews 4:15–16.

Inexplicit / Thematic Scripture References: 1. Luke 15:20–24, 2. Romans 5:18–19 (Jesus as the Second Adam), 3. Genesis 3:21 (God Clothing Adam and Eve), 4. John 20:24–29 (Thomas’ Doubt), 5. Luke 8:41–42, 49–56 (Jairus’ Daughter), 6. Psalm 68:6, 7. Philippians 1:6, 8. Lamentations 3:22–23, 9. Genesis 3:9 (Hebrew: Ayecha), 10. Matthew 9:12–13 (Jesus’ Mercy over Sacrifice)

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In this episode, I open up about some of the deeper wounds I’ve carried—trauma, complex PTSD, spiritual warfare, and the overwhelming weight of shame. It’s one of the most vulnerable conversations I’ve shared on this podcast. I talk honestly about what it’s like to wrestle with God, to question your faith in the aftermath of abuse, and to feel unworthy of love—even in the church. But I also share how, through it all, God has remained near. I reflect on the healing process, the power of lament, and the comfort I’ve found in scripture and in Christ. If you’ve ever wondered if you’re too broken to be loved by God, this episode is for you. You're not alone—and healing, though slow, is holy. Below, I’ve gathered the scripture references I shared throughout the episode, and I hope they serve as a source of comfort and truth for you the way they have for me.

Scripture References:

• Psalm 34:17–20 – The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.

• 2 Timothy 1:7 – God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and a sound mind.

• Matthew 6:5–6 – When you pray, go into your room and pray to your Father in secret.

• Matthew 5:3–12 – The Beatitudes: Blessed are the poor in spirit...

• Mark 9:24 – "I believe; help my unbelief."

• Romans 5:20 – Where sin increased, grace abounded all the more.

• Isaiah 53:3–5 – By His wounds we are healed.

• 1 Peter 5:10 – After you have suffered a little while, God will restore and strengthen you.

• John 8:1–11 – "Let him who is without sin cast the first stone."

• Mark 5:25–34 – "Daughter, your faith has made you well."

• Philippians 1:6 – He who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion.

• 2 Corinthians 3:18 – We are being transformed from glory to glory.

• 1 Corinthians 10:13 – God will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear.

• Luke 4:18 – He has sent me to heal the brokenhearted.

• Jeremiah 1:5 – Before I formed you in the womb, I knew you.

• John 15:15 – "I have called you friends."

• Matthew 22:37–39 – Love God, and love your neighbor as yourself.

• Romans 8:28 – God works all things together for the good of those who love Him.

If you're navigating trauma or spiritual wounds, I hope this episode and these verses remind you that you are not alone, not disqualified, and not forgotten. Healing isn't linear, and God is faithful. Even when you feel like you can't hold onto Him, He is still holding onto you.

Thanks for being here. You are so loved.

Have you ever felt like you needed a big, clear answer from God, but all you received was silence? Elijah did too. But in his moment of despair, God came—not in fire or wind, but in a whisper. If you’re in a season of waiting, longing, or wondering where God is, this episode is a loving invitation to listen for His gentle voice.

Explicit References:

1 Kings 19:11-12 – Elijah’s encounter with God in the still small voice. 1 Kings 18:24, 36-39 – The showdown on Mount Carmel where God answers by fire. 1 Kings 19:2-9 – Elijah’s fear, flight, and God’s provision in the wilderness. 1 Kings 19:15-18 – God’s instructions to Elijah about anointing new leaders and preserving a faithful remnant. Luke 5:16 – Jesus withdrawing to quiet places to pray. Philippians 2:7 – Jesus as the ultimate servant. Matthew 12:39 – Jesus’ warning that a wicked generation seeks a sign. Deuteronomy 13:1-3 – Warning against false prophets who perform signs to deceive. Matthew 7:22-23 – Jesus’ warning that miracles alone do not prove true faith. Matthew 24:24 – False prophets performing great signs and wonders. 2 Thessalonians 1:7-8 – Jesus returning in blazing fire to judge the ungodly. Luke 9:54-56 – James and John asking to call down fire, and Jesus rebuking them. Leviticus 10:1-2 – Nadab and Abihu offering unauthorized fire before the Lord. Exodus 3:2-4 – God revealing Himself to Moses in the burning bush. Exodus 13:21 – God leading Israel by a pillar of fire. Exodus 19:18 – Mount Sinai covered in fire when God gave the law. Acts 2:3 – The Holy Spirit appearing as tongues of fire at Pentecost. Genesis 19:24 – Fire and brimstone destroying Sodom and Gomorrah. Revelation 13:13-14 – The beast calling down fire from heaven to deceive. John 16:14 – The Holy Spirit glorifies Christ, not human movements. John 1:21 – People wondering if John the Baptist was Elijah. Luke 1:17 – John the Baptist coming in the spirit of Elijah. Matthew 11:11 – Jesus calling John the greatest prophet. Matthew 3:12 – John expecting the Messiah to bring immediate judgment.Luke 10:38-42 – Mary sitting at Jesus’ feet instead of seeking busyness. Mark 12:41-44 – The widow’s offering showing quiet faithfulness. Luke 18:9-14 – The tax collector’s humble prayer vs. the Pharisee’s pride. Matthew 6:5-6 – Jesus warning against showy, public prayers. Revelation 13:13-14 – False signs and wonders leading people astray.

Implicit References & Thematic Parallels:

Daniel 3:24-27 – Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego in the fire, yet not consumed. Job 1-2, 42 – Job’s suffering, questioning, and eventual restoration. Isaiah 55:8-9 – God's ways and thoughts being higher than ours. Romans 8:28 – God working all things for good. John 4:25-26 – Jesus revealing His identity to the woman at the well. John 5:39-40 – The Scriptures testifying about Christ. 2 Corinthians 12:9-10 – God's power being made perfect in weakness. James 1:2-4 – Trials producing perseverance.John 10:27 – "My sheep hear my voice." Isaiah 30:21 – "You will hear a voice behind you saying, ‘This is the way, walk in it.’" Psalm 46:10 – "Be still and know that I am God." John 16:33 – Jesus telling us to take heart, for He has overcome the world.

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In this episode of Beyond Forgiveness, I explore the compassionate, humble, and empathetic approach Jesus took toward people during His ministry. Exploring key moments from scripture, I highlight how Jesus saw the person, not just their problems—whether it was the healing of the blind, the forgiveness of the adulterous woman, or His interactions with marginalized groups like tax collectors and lepers. This episode challenges listeners to reflect on how we, too, can meet others with understanding, grace, and humility, recognizing each person’s inherent worth as made in the image of God. Tune in for a thought-provoking discussion on compassion, grace, and the true meaning of healing.

Explicitly Referenced Scriptures:

1. John 4:7-30 — Jesus’ interaction with the Samaritan woman at the well.

2. Luke 7:36-50 — The story of Jesus forgiving the sinful woman who anointed His feet.

3. Matthew 9:9-13 — Jesus calling Matthew the tax collector and His response to the Pharisees.

4. Luke 7:1-10 — The healing of the Centurion’s servant, showing Jesus' compassion across social boundaries.

5. Luke 10:25-37 — The Parable of the Good Samaritan, illustrating the call to show compassion to everyone.

6. Matthew 8:1-4 — Jesus healing the leper, showing His care for the marginalized.

7. John 8:1-11 — Jesus’ interaction with the woman caught in adultery, emphasizing grace and forgiveness.

8. Mark 2:1-12 — Jesus healing the paralytic, showing His power and empathy.

Implicitly Referenced Scriptures:

1. Matthew 11:28-30 — Jesus inviting those who are weary to find rest in Him.

2. Luke 19:1-10 — Jesus’ encounter with Zacchaeus, showing grace toward the tax collector.

3. Matthew 5:3-12 — The Beatitudes, where Jesus emphasizes the importance of humility and mercy.

4. Luke 15:1-32 — The Parables of the Lost Sheep, Lost Coin, and Prodigal Son, illustrating God’s relentless love and pursuit of the lost.

Faith, hope, and love—three pillars of the Christian life. But why does Paul say that love is the greatest? In this episode, I explore 1 Corinthians 13 and the deeper meaning of love as the eternal, foundational virtue that transcends faith and hope. Together, we'll reflect on how love shapes our walk with Christ, fuels our relationships, and mirrors the very character of God. Join me as we dive into scripture and uncover the true, lasting power of love.

Explicitly Referenced Scriptures:

1 Corinthians 13:1-13; Hebrews 11:1; Romans 8:24-25; John 15:13; 1 John 4:11; 1 John 4:18; Matthew 22:37-39; John 13:34-35; 1 John 4:7; Ephesians 2:8-9; Hebrews 11:6; 2 Corinthians 5:7; Romans 15:13; Titus 2:13; Galatians 5:22-23; Romans 5:1-5

Implicitly Referenced or Paraphrased Scriptures:

Matthew 6:7; Matthew 7:7-8; James 1:4; 1 Corinthians 12:31; 1 Corinthians 12:4-11; 1 Corinthians 14:1; Matthew 5:44

Is obedience to God just about following rules, or is there something deeper? In this episode of Beyond Forgiveness, I explore what true biblical obedience looks like, how it transforms our hearts rather than just our actions, and how God’s love—not fear—fuels our faithfulness. I also share my personal testimony about stepping out in faith, overcoming self-doubt, and experiencing God’s presence in an unexpected opportunity. Through scripture, real-life struggles, and biblical wisdom, we uncover:

✨ Key Topics & Biblical References:

-- Obedience as a Response to Love, Not a Checklist – (John 14:15, Romans 12:1-2, 1 Samuel 15:22, Psalm 40:8, Deuteronomy 6:4, James 1:22, Hebrews 11:8)

-- Faith vs. Fear: Trusting God When You Can’t See the Path – (Genesis 12:1-4, Genesis 22:1-18, 2 Timothy 1:7, Proverbs 3:5-6, Romans 8:28)

-- Jesus: The Ultimate Model of Obedience – (Luke 22:42, Philippians 2:8, Matthew 5:17-20, John 15:10-11, Matthew 26:40, Romans 5:8)

-- Struggling with Rejection & Finding True Christian Community – (Matthew 7:21-23, Hebrews 10:24-25, James 1:2-4, Proverbs 29:25, 2 Timothy 4:16)

-- God’s Presence: Learning to Walk in Faith, Not Feelings – (Psalm 139:7-12, Matthew 27:46, Isaiah 41:10, John 16:13, Isaiah 55:11)

-- The Blessings of Obedience: What Does ‘Prosperity’ Really Mean? – (Deuteronomy 28:1-14, Matthew 6:33, Romans 6:16, John 14:21, Hebrews 11:6)

If you’ve ever wondered, “Am I obeying God the right way?”, “Why does obedience feel so hard?”, or “How do I trust God when I don’t feel His presence?”, this episode is for you. Let’s walk together in faith-filled obedience and discover the joy and freedom that comes from trusting God completely!

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Zechariah is a rich but often challenging book, full of vivid imagery and multifaceted messages that can feel overwhelming to unpack. In this episode, I reflect on Zechariah 4:10 and the idea of "small beginnings," a theme that speaks deeply to seasons of waiting, discouragement, and trust.

Whether you’re familiar with this scripture or just starting to explore it, I invite you to join me in discovering how God uses humble moments and seemingly insignificant efforts for His extraordinary purposes. Let’s journey together through the text, drawing insights from other scriptures that illuminate how God sees and values the small things.

My hope is that this episode encourages you to trust in His timing and embrace faithfulness in your own “small beginnings.” I’d love to hear your thoughts—how does this message resonate with your current season of life?

Scripture References:

Zechariah 4:10 – "Do not despise these small beginnings, for the Lord rejoices to see the work begin..."

Luke 2:4–7 – The birth of Jesus in Bethlehem.

Matthew 13:31–32 – The parable of the mustard seed: "The kingdom of heaven is like a mustard seed..."

1 Samuel 16:7–13 – God's choice of David as king, emphasizing that the Lord looks at the heart.

Mark 12:41–44 – The widow’s offering of two small coins, valued greatly by God.

Matthew 25:14–30 – The parable of the talents, highlighting faithfulness in small things.

Philippians 1:6 – "He who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion..."

Deuteronomy 1:29–31 (loosely referenced) – Trusting in God's timing and provision.

Micah 5:2 – Prophecy of Bethlehem as the birthplace of the ruler of Israel (loosely referenced).

1 Corinthians 1:26–31 – God choosing the weak and foolish things of the world to shame the strong.

Job 2:11–13 – Job's friends sitting silently with him in his distress (paralleled in discussion).

Isaiah 40:31 (loosely referenced) – Strength found in waiting upon the Lord.

Matthew 10:14–15 – Dusting off one’s feet when not accepted, as instructed to the disciples.

Matthew 5:5 – "Blessed are the meek..."

James 1:27 – True religion: caring for orphans and widows in their distress.

Proverbs 3:5–6 (implied) – Trusting in the Lord with all your heart.

Hey everyone!

I apologize for the randomness of this video, considering it's not my usual content. This sickness is really trying to stick around! In this video, I'll be putting together Part 1 of the LEGO Bonsai Tree Set. This was such a fun and relaxing build, especially since I've had so little strength.

I hope you enjoy watching it as much as I enjoyed creating it! If I don't get the chance to upload again by the end of the month, I hope you all have a very safe, joyful, beautiful, and blessed Christmas and a Happy New Year! I cannot wait to engage with you all again and see what God has for us in 2025! :)

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