I reflect on the cycles of doubt and faith in my life, explaining how these struggles led me to the founding of Undercurrents Ministries. Drawing from Michelle Asad’s "Breaking Cover" and Hebrews 3:7-19, I examine how doubt, rebellion, and disbelief can hinder our spiritual journey. I pray we would submit, trust, and rekindle our passion for God's work, even in the face of persistent doubts and obstacles.