9 times out of 10

I do the same damn thing again

Well tonight I stop the cycle

Say goodbye to chains that

we’ve been swimming in

Are you feeling happy

I’m not doing alright

You’ve got boundaries

I’ve no damn pride

Please take my fucking head and flush it

Push that big red fucking button

Turn me into rain

Something that doesn’t have a face

Something that doesn’t have any eyes

No matter how hard that I try

There's a big fat hole and it’s always leaking

My fucking heart just won’t stop beating

There's no trust

But trust this statement

I want to be someone that you put faith in

Things like people, I refuse to like

Big birthday party, but no invites

Anger manifests in the shape of a knife

I’m in the kitchen, looking for the light