Big Small Feelings

In Oct 2016 Jess is trauma bonding with a new gentleman (at least she's not talking about CrossFit for once). In May, Laura is in Borneo, the land of the giant bugs, and being accidentally kissed on the mouth by married men.

In oct 2016, Jess is LOVING salsa and takes a moment in her favourite cafe to reflect on splashing (et al). In may, Laura is coming to terms with the end of her trip and all that divine providence at play has her feeling introspective.

October 2016, Jess is reflecting on loneliness, salsa and (of course) crossfit. In May, Laura is leaving Ubud having achieved "total self awareness" (which, in itself, is a completely un self aware thing to have said). That's just the kind of thing that can happen after a week of yoga barn and vegan cafes. Namaste.

September 2016, there are two new boys on the scene for Jess. One is verrrrrry young and may/may not have been to prison but...there's just something about him. In May, Laura has a drunken night she would rather forget. (But if you're the Balinese police reading this, this is entirely fictional and never happened x).

In a BSF first, Jess is revisiting an entry that she previously censored (gasp!) that details her star-crossed love affair that wasn't meant to be (...or was it?) . After 7 days, Laura is back baby and discovering the power of Balinese spirit AND spirits.

In Sept 2016, Jess is thinking a LOT about paths...and a peanut butter brownie. In May, Laura is still processing her breakup, but is she avoidant or just trying to be positive?

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TW: Break ups. August 2016, Jess is LOVING Cali, despite her near death experience. In May, Laura processes her break up. This is a difficult entry to revisit, so if you only want posi vibes this week just listen to Jess' twice x

August 2016 Jess continues her Colombian adventure by getting lost (again) and then finds herself in a cafe with a handsome stranger, but has he noticed her too? In May 2016, Laura has finally reached a conclusion about her relationship, and makes a decision she isn't proud of.

In August 2026 Jess has made an endless list of activities to help her throw herself into her new life in Cali, two left feet first. Laura is wrapping up her time in NZ (which has basically been one long bender) with an uncharacteristically earnest (and positive?!) discovery.

July 2016 Jess is being hard on herself about her new life in Colombia. But...in fairness to her...it has only been two days. In March, Laura has a confession to make, and it's not just her mother who will be horrified (RIP lizard).