the abandoned woman
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father, today you
came back late again
the white dog had eaten up
half of your life’s sense
you said you didn’t want to argue
you shut the door
the sofa was not home, there was
no mother
how he resembled you
father
to-do list sticky notes on the fridge
telephone silent, the dog is breathing
watching me, I watch myself
you’re both there, and not there
father — our dining table
there was also a lamp like this
you once hugged me in the time
that was given back to me, in the eternal daytime
staring at me, how he resembled you
father, he would fill the bowl with clouds too
every dish is the azaleas of April
yet I was in the Autumn
both missing, and not missing
father, he resembled you
the drunk who turned around
flaming ants over his back
if ten years ago you did not
walked into that deep deep tunnel
would I not then be here waiting for him
father