When did the birds stop singing?  Was the world always heading for a funeral?  Did we ever look deep within ourselves, in the darkest places that make us cry when we are alone, to find some sliver of truth?  Could we have ever possibly known that the infinite shadow of regret was pursuing us throughout the void.  No.  We were too bind to see, and to dumb to give a shit.  We danced and laughed and shouted.  We were amazing, were special, we were SOMETHING.  But we weren't.  We were none of that.  We were maggot shit, and also, this is probably what the first entry in an Emo kid's diary reads like.  Go cut yourself and get another ironic haircut, you goth culture-co-opting pieces of shit!  The blackest night of my soul, and all of that melodramatic nonsense.  I would like to bathe in your blood, except I fear I may contract whatever it is that you have.  See?  What did I tell you all?  This means NOTHING!

Music On This Episode (in order of appearance)

“This Is Metal”-Zimmers Hole

“Metallic Division”-Fear Factory

“Far Beyond Metal”-Strapping Young Lad

“Closer To The End”-Mortiis

“Poltergeist”-Devin Townsend