Bloom: A Podcast Exploring Inner & Outer Worlds

Bloom: A Podcast Exploring Inner & Outer Worlds

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  • Giving Weed

    In this episode I talk about my friendships with homeless people, and how one of them taught me how to do prison push-ups, another I spent 8 hours with on the beach in Santa Barbara. I also talk about times I gave weed to homeless people. 

    I talk about the art of forgiveness, and more about my views on therapy. 

    Finally I answer your Q&As from Instagram! 

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    57 min
  • Emancipation at Age 27 + Inner Teenager Healing

    In this episode I talk about why I no longer believe in therapy. I also discuss how my inner teenager is healing. I’m allowing her to grow up the way she wanted to, rather than doing what other people wanted me to do. I discuss the full moon energy, how it impacts us, and how this one on 5/26/21 is big with the super-moon total eclipse!

    1 hr 1 min
  • Polyamory & Nude Beaches

    In this episode I talk about a guy from my past who recently came back into my life. I talk about how we met on the nude beach on New Year’s Day in 2020 and how he took me for my first Tesla joyride. 

    Fun fact - the Tesla is my favorite car and I have a huge crush on Elon musk

    49 min
  • Sexual Poetry, Past Lives

    In this episode I discuss healing past life memories that have come up, continuing the saga of who molested me (trigger warning), if anyone.

    I share some sexual poems I wrote for the man who I thought was my twin flame. 

    Then, I talk about what people with mental health symptoms, people experiencing awakening, and people who are intuitive or creative need to do in order to get grounded and back in touch with the body. 

    Finally I discuss how I finally feel my masculine energy coming back, accompanied by a prayer and healing related to the divine masculine apologizing and coming back to support the feminine.

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    1 hr 10 min
  • Gift Giving Is the Best Love Language

    “I tended to mold myself into what other people wanted so I could survive.” 

    In this episode I get dark - I talk about abuse, borderline personality disorder, and self-esteem. I also talk about guys I’ve dated in the past, and a discussion of the 5 love languages - a logical reason why gifts are actually a great way to tell someone you love them. 

    I also talk about meeting guys on OfferUp - an unexpected dating app

    59 min
  • Riding the Dragon

    In this episode I discuss:

    • My spiritual/Kundalini awakening
    • Doing what is known as "parts work" & 
    • My bipolar diagnosis and how it went hand in hand with my spiritual awakening
    • Then I lighten things up with my discussion about how I think Elon Musk and Greta Thunburg are twin flames that are going to have sex in ten years

      1 hr 14 min
    • Male Kegels, Manifesting With Kegels, Better Sex, & My Dad Tries to Get Me to Buy Him Drugs

      This episode starts with me sitting in my tent discussing:

      • The karma of having a car
      • Sexual manifestation and sex tips related to magic and alchemy
      • Kegels (male & female), &
      • How to have better sex
      • The second half is about the time I tried mushrooms for the first time with my ex, how he gaslit me when he was selling drugs, and how my dad tried to get me to buy drugs for a family member

        1 hr 10 min
      • My Ex Called the Cops on Me

        In this episode I discuss more about my dominant and submissive relationship with my twin flame/ex, as well as why I recently put a picture of him as my cell phone background. 

        I also discuss the spiritual ego versus the regular ego, my thoughts about the mixing of the East and West, old and new, with my own spiritual awakening and the general awakening of consciousness occurring collectively. 

        Plus a juicy story about how my ex called the cops on me when I tried to consciously uncouple with him.

        59 min
      • Manifesting money, Spell Update, Twin Flame Reflection & BDSM

        In this episode I discuss a lottttt! It is juicy!!!! 

        I talk about: 

        • How I manifested $$$
        • My twin flame relationship and how he awakened my soul with sex by using BDSM
        • How I had to threaten him with a restraining order,
        • How I used to work as a driving safety educator and researcher, and finally, 
        • How we'd like to think we have moved past it, but we still exist in a caste-based society
        • Check it out!

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          1 hr 4 min

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