I talk about how I tried on a bunch of clothes the other day and how none of them looked good on me   In fact, they looked so bad that I temporarily lost my self-confidence.  I was really bummed that the image in my head didn't match the image in the mirror.  I'm actually quite proud that the image of who I am in my head has improved so much and was quite taken by surprise that the mismatch between my internal and external realities was so great and that all the working out  and that all the strength I've developed still results in a whole bunch of fat still padding my body.  I definitely need to clean up my diet.