Talking ‘Bout My Evolution

I talk about trying to help Henry and his search for a car and how I'm a little frustrated by his thought processes and his not understanding that my time is valuable.

I talk about how I got some positive responses and some help from a flurry of texts I sent out last week.  My new helper started today and I also have received a few letters of recommendation.  I also talk about forgiving more people, including myself.

I talk about much of what I've learned from Caroline Myss and Rebecca Davison and how, if I followed their suggestions, I could clear out all my limiting beliefs, rewrite my story on all kinds of issues that are blocking/stopping me from living my best life, and forgive a long list of people in ONE YEAR.  It's all about taking small actions every day, which I am not consistent about.  And that makes me sad and mad at myself.  (So here I need to rewrite my story about this!)

I talk about listening to Rebecca Davison's training on forgiveness and how important it is and what I need to do to forgive various people in my life right now.

I talk about Caroline Myss' online class The Great Transformation and how I'm finally listening to it.  I also have some difficulty keeping my road rage in check and my concentration up.  

I talk about going to Pridefest with Fran, a jewelry show at my friend's house, shopping at the consignment store and scoring some exciting tops, and seeing my favorite band The Record Company.

I talk about Jenny Walkowiak's funeral.  She was one of the founders of Pathways High, where my kids go, and she died unexpectedly leaving 4 daughters behind.  All the girls attend Pathways.  The funeral was simple, but moving.

I talk about a bunch of different things that are weighing on my mind, including being late to work, worrying about my student worker, traveling to Michigan, and my Mom's health.

I talk about my niece's wedding and what the kids told me about it.  It sounded kind of strange and sad, unfortunately.  I discuss Henry and how he seems secretive about his money now.  I told him he can be 100% in charge of his money, but he had asked me to help him manage it, so that's what I've been doing.  I don't need him angry or frustrated with me, because I'm trying to keep him safe and make sure he's paying his managers.  I also talk about trying to figure out how much Bill and I need to tell each other about our comings and goings.  I

I talk about how Bill was out of town and so I went over to move stuff out.  (He wants me to do this.)  I talk about how hard it is for me to be in his house and to see and smell everything there.  I can't stay very long, because I get overwhelmed with sadness when I'm there.